Hello, everyone! I'm back with a chapter. Sorry, it's a day late, I was tied up with all these assignments, but I made room to update. Also, I'm thinking of changing the rating to M. Stuff that, I will be. So please, if you aren't comfortable with swearing, sex mentions and stuff, please stop reading. Enjoy!

Chapter 4

Tbh. I'm babbling

I couldn't stay in my room. I needed to get away. The fact that Tobias was getting it on with some random girl just a few meters away from me disgusted me. I slipped on a pair of thongs and silently slipped down the stairs and into the front yard.

Tobias' house was to the left of mine. I could hear my fellow teenagers laughing, cheering and yelling. Having the time of their lives while I was stuck watching TV.

I shook my head at what I had seen Tobias doing and limped over to the right side of the house, where I was away from the party.

My foot was getting better, but I still couldn't put too much weight on it without it hurting.

I sat down on the grass and slowly leant back until I was staring at the sky. I looked at the beautiful spots of white on the black night sky. I frowned. The amount of pollution in the sky hid the natural beauty of the stars. If only I could see the stars in their natural colour. Where they paint the sky; look natural.

"Star gazing, huh?" I jumped when I heard a deep voice behind me. Slowly, Tobias stepped out of the shadows. He came over to where I was lying down. I couldn't move or speak. I was too shocked as to why he was here.

"Sorry about that. You weren't meant to see that." He said calmly. I just shrugged my shoulders.

"It's fine. I didn't expect anything less." I immediately covered my mouth with my mouth after saying that.

"Excuse me?" Tobias asked with a raised eyebrow. I sat up and got ready to defend myself.

"I didn't mean it like that. I'm saying you're a fuckboy. Wait I didn't mean that either. I mean rumours go around saying you're a fuckboy, and I'm just a saying what I heard. Like maybe you're a fuckboy. Maybe your aren't. But I don't know you well enough to confirm that. Now, after saying all that, I shouldn't have called you a fuck boy. I didn't mean to. It's just the reputation you have." I say in one long breath. "I'm sorry."

"It's ok. If I were you, even id call myself a fuckboy, especially after what you saw." Tobias said after he sat down opposite me.

"What happened to her?" I asked.

"Who?"

"The girl. She was blonde and cute. She had clear skin. I thought-" I get cut off by Tobias.

"I told her I had to go." He muttered. I gaped.

"And why'd you do that?" I asked in disbelief.

"Because I needed to apologise to you. And why do you seem so shocked?"

"I'm just shocked that you gave up getting laid to apologise. I mean I'm equivalent to nothing. Why apologise when you can get laid. Don't men love sex?" I was talking too much since Tobias came. And I knew it was because he was a stranger. But I was shocked by his kindness to me.

He laughed. "You're right. I could've gotten laid tonight. But I've also heard that girls love sex more than men." Tobias looked at me with a cocky look on his face.

"Well whoever your source is, must be horny. Because that's not true." I stated.

Tobias and I sat in an awkward silence and stared up at the sky. After a while, I decided to break it.

"But everyone is different." We both said at the same time.

Tobias gave me a small smile and looked up at the sky.

"You like the stars?" He asked. He was becoming less of a bad boy and more of a regular guy.

"I love them," I stated directly.

"Why?" Tobias inquired. He looked at me; his facial expression had become more serious.

"Well, they're amazing. The stars are so beautiful, but everyone takes them in as a little white dot in the sky. I don't know how to explain it. They make me feel insignificant because there are 8 billion more people and animals at that. You look at the stars, and they're a beautiful ball of hydrogen which is totally out of your range. Then you notice that there a billion more stars in the galaxy. And we haven't even explored all the galaxies yet. Then there are other planets, and I'm pretty sure aliens exist too. There are millions of galaxies and so many unknown things, you just think, what is my place in the world? Am I really that insignificant? But it's a weird feeling that spikes your curiosity, and you want to know more." I take a deep breath. "I'm sorry I'm just sitting here, boring you, going on and on about my stupid thoughts."

I looked over at Tobias, and my heart jumped. He was staring at me like I was something else, something amazing. His eyes were filled with admiration, adoration and love?

"You okay? Tobias?" That seemed to knock him out of his trance.

"Yeah, I'm okay. And it's not stupid. You have a point. I knew someone who had a passion for stars and astrology like you. Anyways, I have to go. See you around Babycurls. Maybe we can be friends." He said standing up and walking away.

"Wait! Babycurls?" I furrowed my eyes in confusion.

"Yeah. It's your nickname." Tobias said.

"Why?"

"Because whenever you shower or wash your hair, your hair is all curled and your baby hairs curl up too." He said as he walked back towards his house.

My hand immediately flew to my frizzy-yet-soft-hair at the back of my head. he was right, my hair did do that after I showered.

I stood there feeling my hair before reality hit me. "How the fuck did Tobias know what my hair was like after I showered?"