Hey everyone!

First things first. I know my chapters are a little on the short side and I am trying to fix that. Little by little I will try to make them longer. Second! Last chapter I asked what part of Allen's past you wanted to see. Someone said Tyki but I meant the bad Noah's. Tyki and Road are good. LAST thing, I know this seems to be moving at a slow pace, but I want it that way because I am planning to make a lot of chapters.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own DGM

Warning: Hospital, flashback, accidents, blood.


Allen POV:

The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was white. I closed my eyes again and groaned.

"Allen?" I hear a voice. I blink my eyes open, trying to get used to the sudden light, and saw Link sitting by my bed, book in hand.

"L-link" I attempt to speak, but he just shakes his head no, telling me not to talk. "I'm so sorry Allen, it was all my fault you had that attack." He started crying.

Seeing I was about to tell him otherwise he put a finger on my lips, silencing me immediately.

"Don't tell me it wasn't because I know you were probably blaming yourself. Allen I wasn't angry, just worried and disappointed I couldn't figure out sooner that you were having problems." He put his head down. I heard him take shaky breaths and I tried to pick my hand up enough to touch his arm.

My arms felt so weak, I just barely had the energy to touch his arm. He sees me struggling and takes my hand in his. We just stay there in the quietness, I can feel myself drifting off. Link suddenly gets up, startling me in the process.

"Sorry, I'm just gonna close the blinds so you can sleep, okay?" I just close my eyes in response.

I hear Link mutter a 'sleep well', and I finally escape to the hell people call sleep.

Link POV:

It seems as if Allen had finally fallen asleep. He is really starting to worry everyone, not only me.

I move some strands of pearly white hair out of his face, before hearing my phone ring. I quickly pick it up and step outside, so not to disturb Allen.

"Hello?" I mutter. "Link! How is everything? I got your text, is Allen alright?" I hear a chirpy voice exclaim. "Oh hey Lala. Allen is fine at the moment. The doctor should come soon with the results of his condition." I say while clutching the phone tightly in my hand.

"It will be alright hun. Allen will pull through this, he always has." She says comfortingly.

"Are you still in India?" I question her. "Yes, I should be back by next week though, maybe Tuesday?" She says in a sad matter. "Oh! I have to go now but call me when you get the results, alright? I love you Link" Lala says in a soothing tone. "Okay I will, love you too" I hang up.

Lala and I have been in a relationship for about three months. We are very happy together and I hope it will stay that way. Lala absolutely loves to travel, which is why she is currently in India. She only travels once every year for a few weeks. She will miss the first week of school but should be back next week. A tap on the shoulder startles me, and I look behind me. I see Allen's doctor and sigh in relief.

"Are you part of Allen's family?" The doctor- Mr. Hans- asks me. "You could say that. I'm a brother at most, though not blood related" I say calmly on the outside, while inside I'm panicking.

I mean why would he need immediate family? It can't be that bad can it? Mr. Hans seems to think for a moment, hands going to his chin.

"Alright I will take your word for it" He gives me a weary smile. I nod gratefully, while he gestures for me to follow him. We walk back into Allen's room and I see Cross is there, watching Allen. Hah! I knew he cared. Bastard just never shows it, I think to myself.

Mr. Hans gestures me to take a seat, and I do, next to Cross. "Alright, I have the news regarding Allen Walker" He looks down sadly. "Allen here has PTSD- otherwise known as Posttraumatic Stress Disorder" He states writing down something on his clipboard.

My eyes wide, I glance at Allen, my eyes tearing up. PTSD can be very serious. "Has Allen ever had any traumatic experiences?" He looked at me and Cross questionably. "Yes he has had multiple experiences." Cross said seriously. I could see the hints of worry written across his face.

"Ah I see, well he probably experiences nightmares, memories, flashbacks, and the such, correct?" We both nod. "I see. The best way for him to cope is to have good friends that will help him through it." He looks towards me. "You may be very close to Allen, but keep in mind for someone with this disorder he will need a few friends by his side." He seems to be reading something on his clipboard, his eyes wide and worried.

"Do any of you know if Allen's chest or heart feels constricted when he has a panic attack?" I glance at Cross, seeing he has nothing, I decide to speak up, "We are not exactly sure how he feels since he never seems to remember what happened." The doctor nods and writes something down.

"Okay so Allen seems to have a problem with his heart. With a heart disorder such as heart failure, feeling faint, lightheaded or dizzy may be due to a reduction of blood flow to the brain. Sudden loss of consciousness usually means that the blood supply to the brain is seriously reduced." He tells us, with a serious face. Seeing our probably very panicked faces, he adds in "Now I am positive he does not have a heart disorder, at least nothing quite serious, he may still suffer the effects of it. It seems as for now he just has panic attacks, which most likely make his chest feel constricted, but as time grows on, if he feels a lot of pressure he may suffer from dizziness and fainting." Mr. Hans finishes.

My eyes fill with tears while I take Allen's hand in both of my own. Cross seems to be thinking, glancing down at his hands. "On to the last thing" The doctor says, snapping us out of our daze. "I want him to come in for a monthly check-up to make sure everything is okay" He gets up, seeing us nod to his statement, and gathers his papers. "He will be released by Thursday" He gave us a grim smile and left out the door.

I start to sob uncontrollably. This is to much, for me, for Cross, for everyone, and especially for Allen. He shouldn't have to go through this. Cross gets up and makes a phone call, glancing one last time at Allen, and walking out the door.

I glance at Allen's hair, running my hand through his locks. Allen got into an accident with his foster father Mana, which is how he got his hair turned white. I remember seeing it on the news...

[FLASHBACK]

There were two people driving on the highway. There weren't many cars out since they were nearing someones house, a few miles away. Mana, the tall man with wind-swept raven locks and a handsome, lean face with dark eyes, was driving the car.

The little boy, Allen, had brown locks, with a cute boyish face and silver/gray eyes, was sitting in the backseat chatting his heart away. Mana Walker adopted this little boy and they were currently heading to Mana's brother, Neah Walker. There was a black car trailing behind them, only Mana seemed to notice.

Unfortunately he noticed far too late. "Allen, I love you okay?" Allen looked up at Mana confused and replied "Of course Mana, I love you too!" He smiled real big.

"Allen please lay down under the seat, whatever happens do not get up, alright?" Mana said with a tear running down his face. "Huh? Why?" Allen looked confused. "Just do it Allen! NOW!" Mana shouted fearfully.

Allen looked scared but did so. One minute later, the car exploded, making them turn upside down and turn multiple times. Fortunately no other cars were hit. Allen had a few cuts, and a gash a few centimeters above his eyebrow, about one and a half inches long.

Other than that he made it fine. "MANA!?" Allen cried out fearfully.

"WHERE ARE YOU? MANA!?" Allen started crying. He stops when he spots a head of raven hair, and crawls towards him, amidst the rubble and smoke. There was a pool of blood surrounding him and his head seemed to hit the glass. His legs and arms were twisted and he had a piece of rubble sticking through his chest.

"MANA! Wake up! Wake up please! Mana!" Allen kept shaking him until he felt a pair of hands grab him and pull him out of the rubble. "NO, MANA IS STILL THERE! LET ME GO!" He screamed, struggling through the hands that were holding him. "Shh, little one. It will be alright." A women's voice shushed him. Allen cried and cried, begging for Mana. "NO! HE PROMISED! You promised Mana, you said you would never leave me alone again! MANAAAAAAAAAAA!" A child's cry was heard that night.

[FLASHBACK END]

Allen told me all the details of this story after much difficulty. His hair turned white the same day, as he arrived at the hospital. They say it turned out white from trauma. He has only ever told me, not even Lala knows.

I promise to always stay by his side.


WELL...Yep. How did I do? I revealed Allen's past with Mana and as for who was following them, you guys should have a little idea about that already.

Starting now I will be giving sneak peaks onto the next chapters. I hope this story is turning out okay...hehe.

Please comment and tell me if you want anything to happen in future chapters. I am open to all ideas!

Next Chapter:

Allen finally gets out of the hospital and gets a surprise visit! Sparks will fly, questions will be asked! Can Allen handle this? Who will pull him out of the darkness? Or maybe he will pull someone from their own darkness? Find out in chapter 6!