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Chapter 19

Edward

"Holy. Fucking. Shit," Bella says clearly in shock.

I rush over to her taking the small stick out of her hand. I look down and see two blue lines.

"We're pregnant?" My voice is a mixture of shock and elation.

I pull her into my arms kissing her hard.

"You're not mad?" she asks worry covering her beautiful face.

I cup her face between my hands. "How could I ever be made that we created a life? I love you so fucking much, baby."

My lips find hers, and I lift her up, my hands going directly to her ass. Her bare legs wrap around my waist, and I take us into the bedroom, laying her gently on the bed. I kiss her slowly before I move down her body taking her blouse out of her skirt so that I can speak to my child.

My lips kiss where our child is safe and growing. "Daddy loves you so much," I say with tears in my eyes.

"Oh, Edward!" Bella runs her fingers through my hair and I look up to find her crying.

"Baby, why are you crying?" I sit up wrapping my arms around her.

Her body shakes from the force of her sobs, and I roll us over so that she is lying comfortably by my side. My free hand goes directly to her flat belly.

"I'm so scared! This wasn't a part of the plan," she cries burying her face into my side.

"I know, baby, but plans change. Look at us, I broke your five-year rule." I kiss the top of her head.

She looks up at me smiling. "Best thing I ever did forgetting that stupid rule."

"Meeting you is the best thing that ever happened to me, so if things change, then they change. This baby is the best of both of us." I kiss her lips, wrapping my hand around her neck.

Her fingers weave through my hair as our tongues dance together. Tears spill from both our eyes so overwhelmed with our little surprise. I didn't think it would happen for years but now that I know she's pregnant I wouldn't change it for anything in the fucking world.

"I love you, Edward," she whispers against my lips. "I can handle anything as long as you're by my side."

She kisses me softly, hiking her leg up so that her knee rubs against my cock. We lie side by side, and I unbutton her blouse removing it from her body. Her breasts are so ripe and plump her bra can barely contain them. I don't know how I haven't noticed. I guess all the damn working late and sex in the dark.

I sit up, removing her bra, gently kissing her breasts. "Are they still sore?" I whisper as I gently take a nipple into my mouth.

"Ahh, a little," she says arching her back.

Standing up, I start taking off my work clothes. I stare down at her sexy body, and my own yearns for her. Just knowing that my child is inside of her, causes my heart to overflow with love.

"Take off your skirt and panties," I say removing my boxers.

She quickly starts removing her clothes. Once she is naked, I crawl in between her legs pulling her into me. Staring into her eyes, I enter her slowly, stilling inside her.

My lips ghost over hers as she pulls me closer by the hair. My hands cup her face as I begin to move inside of her, the intensity of knowing she's caring my child consumes me. She clings onto me as if our very lives depend on it.

Kissing her neck she arches her back, allowing me to go deeper.

"Edward!" she moans out as I grind my pelvis against hers.

"Bella, you're having my baby," I whisper kissing from her neck to her lips.

Tears fall from both of our eyes as we lose ourselves in each other, grasping and kissing so desperate to be closer.

"Oh God, I love you, Edward," Bella yells out as we come clinging to each other.

"I love you too, baby." I kiss her lips so in love with her and our child.

~FYR~

It's been almost three weeks since we found out we were pregnant. Bella and I are on our way to our first doctor's appointment but not without having the same argument we've been having since the first morning.

"No," I tell her again as I take the small Keurig cup out of her hand.

"You're driving me crazy! I can have one cup of damn coffee," she yells at me before walking out of the kitchen.

"You can, it's called decafe!" I yell at her retreating form.

Every baby book I read says no caffeine while pregnant, but Bella is not taking this easy. She loves her coffee, just like I do but I realize now if I'm asking her to give up caffeine I have to as well.

I start going through the cabinets removing every packet of coffee and throwing it into the garbage.

"What are you doing?" Bella asks from behind me.

"I'm getting rid of the coffee, if you're going cold turkey so am I."

"Ugh! I hate when you're a sweet asshole! Let's go, we're going to be late!" She rushes out the front door, and I follow her taking the garbage with me.

I guess I'm officially off coffee.

Fuck.

~FYR~

The loud thumping sound fills the room, and it almost reminds me of a horse running it's so damn fast. My vision is blurry, but I can make out my beautiful fiancé. Tears fall down her cheeks and she squeezes my hand so tight.

"That's our baby, Asshole," she cries pulling me down to kiss my lips.

"I know, Brat," I say kissing her hard.

"Congratulations. Now let's take a look. The fetus is still small so we have to do an endo-vaginal exam," she says holding up this long, thin looking thing.

She puts a condom on it, which I find freaking weird. Then some gel before she inserts it into Bella. My mouth is wide open, and Bella is giggling at the look on my face. All amusement ceases when the doctor points at a little black blob on the screen.

"There is your baby. Everything looks good. You're about five weeks along, and that will give us a due date of October twenty-first." Doctor Johnson tells us smiling widely.

"Our wedding is in Hawaii on June fourth. Will that be a problem?" Bella asks.

We've been going back and forth with moving the wedding up or just fucking going down to the Justice of the Peace. Bella really wants the nuptials after her graduation, but she's afraid people will think I'm marrying her because she's pregnant. I don't give a shit what they will think. She's the love of my life and without her I'm nothing.

"That's fine. I had no idea you had all this going on Bella! I'm so happy for you," she says smiling at Bella.

"Thank you, it's been a whirlwind and the last time I was here was before my sister's wedding." Bella says looking at me.

We leave the doctor's office with a prescription for prenatal vitamins, pamphlets on what not to eat and drink, and pictures of our blob baby.

I take my pregnant fiancé out to lunch where we celebrate the new addition to our family. We hold hands while we eat only letting go to do something just to take hold of the other again.

"I'm really thinking about moving the wedding up or at the least changing the location. I still want a beach wedding, but between Alice and me, Hawaii just doesn't seem doable," Bella says taking a bite of her salad.

"I'll do whatever you want, as long as it's because you want to and not because you care what people will say." I take her hand kissing it.

"After hearing this little one's heartbeat and seeing him or her, I don't care about anyone but our little family," she says patting her flat belly.

"Good, because it's the Cullens against the world." I take a bite of my steak only to look up to find her staring at me with teary eyes. "What's wrong?"

"You called me a Cullen!" She flings herself at me kissing my lips.

"You're actually acting like a girl, you know. Is this what I have to look forward to?" I ask because I'm used to Brat Bella not emotional Bella.

Don't get me wrong, I love any Bella, but it's an adjustment.

"You're an asshole, it was sweet!"

"Whatever you say, Brat. I'll be sweet for you and kiss all your tears away while doing it." I lean over and peck lips.

"You better," she says smiling at me.

~FYR~

The following weeks after our first appointment were a whirlwind. We moved the wedding to a resort in Florida, still keeping it on the beach but not having to take a ten-hour flight to Hawaii. We also cut the guest list by more than half, deciding we will keep it just family and close friends.

Deciding not to tell our family until Bella was ten-weeks pregnant, we found it hard not telling Jasper and Alice.

"She's going to notice something's different," Bella says as she sets the table.

"Then tell her. You're eight weeks now, and that's still some time from when the books and website say it's safe to tell people." I take the chicken out of the oven.

When I turn around Bella is staring at me with tears in her eyes, again. It's been like this the entire pregnancy. With anything I say, good or bad.

"How many books have you read?" she asks.

"I have five on my iPad, why? You need me to add more to yours? I start carving the chicken.

She walks over and wraps her arms around my back. "No, I'm still reading the three you put on it."

I sit the knife down and turn around to face her wrapping my arms around her waist. I can feel the small bump that formed last week. It amazes me that her stomach has a pouch because Bella's always had a perfectly flat stomach. The pouch is evidence that my baby is in there.

"I'm changing your name to Sweet Asshole." She kisses my lips, and I lose myself in our kiss.

"Why are you changing my name?"

"Because, you're reading all the baby books and you're doing everything you're supposed to do." Bella nips at my chin.

"Exactly, I'm supposed to do sweet things for you. You're doing the ultimate thing for me by carrying my child and marrying my sorry ass." I kiss the top of her head.

I feel the wetness before I look down to see her crying. "Edward, I love you so much."

I kiss her lips, holding her by the nape of the neck. "I love you, too, baby. But can you please stop crying over everything?"

"No, don't be an asshole, I'm pregnant." She pushes me away right when the buzzer rings.

I press the button then go to the door. Not shortly after Alice rushes in, followed by Jasper, who is carrying a bottle of wine.

Fucking great. If I drink, Bella is going to be pissed. I've been off coffee for two weeks; well off at home but sneaking at work.

"Where have you been?" Alice asks Bella pulling her in for a hug.

Alice's baby bump is pretty fucking cute, and I can't wait until Bella is showing.

Bella ignores Alice's question and bends down to talk to our niece or nephew. "Hi, Auntie baby! I missed you so much."

Jasper opens the bottle of wine and starts pouring three glasses. He walks over to Bella and tries to hand her a glass.

"Oh, thanks, Jasper, I'm actually trying to cut back." Bella gives him her best smile.

"I'll drink hers. Now sit, dinner is ready." I take the glass and take a huge sip.

"Why aren't you drinking?" Alice asks staring at Bella.

"I made a New Year's resolution to drink less. Edward did too, but he'll get a pass today," she says glaring at me as I happily drink the wine.

It's a tough job, but someone has to do it. I've given up coffee, well I am sneaking, but Bella doesn't need to know. I've given up liquor and sushi, hell; I really need this free pass. I'm taking full advantage.

"Why did you decide to make this resolution? And why is this the first time I'm hearing about it?" Alice continues to bombard her with questions.

They sit down letting Jasper and me serve them. Once the food is on the table Jasper grabs the bottle of wine and brings it over.

"I don't' tell you every single thing, Alice. I'm just taking a break from drinking. It's not a big deal." Bella looks at me nervously.

"So, still not finding out the sex?" I say trying to change the subject.

"We want to be surprised," Jasper says as Alice stares at Bella.

"Bella? Are you pregnant?" Alice asks now glaring at her.

Jasper starts laughing his ass off, but both Bella and I just sit there staring at each other.

Bella takes a deep breath and then looks at her sister. "Yes, I am. We were waiting until the end of the first trimester to tell anyone."

"Wait, what?" Jasper yells looking from Bella to me.

"I'm going to be a father. It feels pretty damn amazing."

Jasper stands up and gives me a huge-ass hug. "Congratulations! Damn, I never thought I'd see the day. I'm going to be an uncle!"

We sit back down and notice the girls are still silent.

"Alice, say something." Bella begs.

"I can't believe you didn't tell me!" Alice screams with tears running down her face.

Cue the fucking pregnant drama, only, this time she is not alone.

I'm afraid.

Very fucking afraid.

"Can you not understand that we wanted to wait until we were sure I wouldn't lose the baby? Do you have to be so fucking selfish?" Bella yells standing.

"Me? Selfish! You couldn't even wait until after I had my baby until you followed me and got pregnant." Alice stands, and now they both are staring daggers at each other.

"Maybe we should do something," Jasper says.

"Yeah, we should stay the fuck out of it. They'll calm down in a few. Trust me." I tell him eating my chicken.

"Alice, I'm sorry to tell you, but my fucking life is not about you! I got pregnant when I was sick on antibiotics, and I was scared as hell when I found out. Now I'm happy that I'm having Edward's baby. So get the fuck over yourself!" Bella yells at her before storming out of the room.

"Oh, No you don't!" Alice follows behind her.

I continue to eat my chicken as Jasper sits there with his mouth open.

"Eat," I tell him, ignoring the screams coming from the back rooms.

Bella

I cannot fucking believe Alice. Fucking spoiled brat! I walk into my bedroom pissed off at my sister. She enters behind me with her cute little baby bump.

Bitch.

She's super-fucking cute, but I'm too mad at her to care.

"Look, I know it's not about me, but it would be nice if you trusted me enough to tell me." She says crying, but I am not falling for this shit.

"Alice, how long did you wait to tell me you were pregnant?" I ask her raising my eyebrow.

"I waited a few weeks, but that's not the point." She defends herself.

"No, the point is, Edward and I chose not to tell people because we were afraid that something would happen. You should respect that and be fucking happy, but instead, you're here crying as though I kicked your fucking puppy! Grow the fuck up!" I yell at her as my own tears fall and now I'm a crying fucking mess too.

I walk out of the room leaving her alone. When I reach the dining room, Edward stands and rushes over to me noticing my tears.

"You two haven't calmed down yet?" he asks wrapping his arms around me.

"No, she's being a bitch!" I cry into his shirt.

"I am not being a bitch! I just would've liked to have known about the baby. I'm going to be an aunt!" I hear Alice cry behind me and I turn to find her in Jasper's arms.

"Well, now you know, so stop your crying. You will get no sympathy from me, so don't even try it!" I glare at her. "Do not say anything. It is still early, and we would like to tell our parents."

"I would never! Look, I'm sorry, I'm just mad you didn't tell me." Alice comes over to me and gives me a hug.

"I would've told you in two weeks along with our parents. I'm really nervous and scared so I want to do everything by the book." I give her a hug and then release her.

"Can we all sit back down and eat?" Edward asks.

"Yes, I'm starving!" I say, taking my seat.

The rest of dinner was filled with Alice asking me question after question. She was jealous that I didn't have any morning sickness just some nausea. We started crying again when we realized our babies were going to be just three months apart.

Edward rolled his eyes and continued drinking with Jasper.

I turn and glare at him. "Don't think I haven't noticed you drinking like a fish, Asshole!"

"I can't let my brother drink alone, baby. It's rude," he says finishing off his glass of wine.

"Well, you can stop drinking now. Alice knows, so you don't have to pretend to like it. The deal is I go without and so do you," I say as I take his glass from him.

"Wait! Edward is not drinking or eating anything that you're not allowed? Jasper, you should do that too." Alice tells him, and he turns to scowl at Edward.

"He's really being so sweet. He's been off coffee since we found out. We're doing this together." I smile over at my sweet Asshole, and he kisses my hand.

"We just had coffee together the other day," Jasper says looking at Edward.

"Ummm …" Edward stutters looking nervous.

"You had fucking coffee! Are you kidding me?" I can't fucking believe him!

I get up running to our room in tears.

He follows me and wraps his arms around my waist.

"Don't even!" I push him away and turn around to glare at his coffee-drinking ass.

"Baby, stop. I had one cup of coffee when I met Jasper to go over some papers."

I raise my eyebrow not believing he only had one cup. "Just one cup?"

"Fine, I drink when I'm at work, but it's fucking hard for me." He says walking over to me.

"Yeah, well I'm having your baby. If I can't have coffee neither can you! If I find out you're sneaking again, I'm cutting off sex!" I yell at him trying to keep my voice from wavering.

He pulls me into him, brushing his lips across my cheek to my lips. One of his hand grips the back of my neck as he starts ravishing my mouth. I lose myself in the kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck. My fingers pull at his hair as he guides me down on the bed.

He moves over to my neck licking it, and I moan out in pleasure forgetting all about our company in the next room.

"If I wanted to fuck you right here and now, would you let me?" he whispers as he rubs my nipple.

"God, yes," I say bringing his lips back to mine.

He stills his movements and smirks down at me. "Cutting off sex? Really, Bella?"

I see what he just did, and I get pissed all over again. Pushing him off me, I sit up and stare at his conniving ass. He sits up and tries to pull me close.

"I could if I wanted to, Asshole!"

"Sure you can, Brat." He leans over and kisses my lips. "I'm sorry, no more coffee for me. I promise, we're in this together, and I shouldn't be cheating."

"You promise? It was your idea not mine." I remind him.

"I know. I want to do everything with you. You're having my baby." He pulls me in for a kiss, and I lose myself once again.

Damn hormones!

"I'm putting in a movie if you two are done fighting. Jasper is doing the dishes, come sissy!" Alice says happily before she turns and goes back to the front room.

Edward gets off the bed and helps me up when a thought hits me.

"Shit! I'm as bad as Alice aren't I?" I ask him.

"Not as bad," he says pecking my lips.

"Why didn't you say something? You know I don't want to be a crazy pregnant lady." I pout and then immediately stop pouting.

I cannot be as crazy as my damn sister.

Hormones be damned!

"Because I love you no matter what, Brat, crazy pregnant Brat, crying pregnant Brat, mean pregnant Brat-"

"I get it. I love you too, Asshole." I stand on my tiptoes and kiss his lips.

"You better because you're stuck with me forever, Brat" he says against my lips.

I turn away from him and walk towards the door.

Then turn back to look at my sexy man. "Good, I'll have it no other way, Asshole."

I start walking back into the front room to sit with my crazy sister.

What a difference a year makes. I never thought when I met hot sexy old dude that I would end up engaged and pregnant less than a year later.

It's all because I threw my five-year rule out the window.

Thank God, I did!

A/N: I'm so sorry! I got so many excuses, sick, traveling, couldn't write this story, blah, blah! In the end I pushed out b/c I love them and you! We got one more chapter left! Love you! Mean it!