Hello everyone. So, many people wanted shorter chapters and updated more frequently, but a lot also said longer. I was thinking to kinda do both? I'll make the chapters around 1000 words each at least, and try to update more frequently.
Disclaimer: I do not own DGM
Warning: Darkness, Depressed Allen, Suicidal thoughts
Allen POV:
Blackness. That is what I know. I'm floating in it. It's surrounding me in every corner. Help, please, help me. I don't know why I'm here, or who I am. Perhaps I have done something horrible, something that can't be forgiven. Who knows, maybe it's for the best. I close my eyes, and drift, far away.
Link POV:
"So, let me get this straight. You kissed Allen and he became like this?" I gestured towards him, showing his unresponsive features and empty eyes. Kanda nodded, hand on his hip. "Moyashi and I were stuck in the ride, and I don't know why, but I kissed him." Kanda swept some hair from his eyes.
Lavi and Lenalee came with him to Allen's house, while I came in moments after, wanting to see Allen, of course only to find Allen in a near-dead state. I paced nervously, Kanda and me were the only remaining in the house. Lavi had to bring Lenalee home, despite their extreme worry over Allen. Kanda, at the moment was sitting on the couch next to Allen's body. I looked at the pair, observing how Kanda would move Allen's hair out of his eyes, and closing them, carefully. I saw it, the love. He truly loved Allen, I could tell. I gasped, all of a sudden, getting an idea.
I glanced at Allen, silently apologizing to Kanda, Allen and Lala. I took a deep breath, walking over to Allen and lifting him up into a sitting position. Kanda was about to question me, but I put a hand up in silence. I gave him an apologetic glance, confusing him. I tilted Allen's head up and moved his bangs away from his eyes, once again.
I put both my hands on the sides of his face, and took a deep breath, closing my eyes. I then slowly leaned towards him, ignoring the jump of Kanda, and kissed him fiercely. I shoved my tongue into his mouth, caressing his face and kissing him more passionately. I moved my hands down from his face to his chest, moving my hands underneath his shirt until I got to his nipples. I started pinching his left bud, while rubbing the right one, feeling a small jolt from his body. I stopped kissing him for a moment to regain a breath, and resumed a second after. My hands moved even lower, going to his considerably large bulge. I started pumping him through his pants, feeling his very slight movement. I then put my hand under his pants, messing with the hem of his underwear, until I could feel his member. I rubbed him, pumped him and I finally felt him come. I stopped kissing him, took my hand from his pants and got up. Kanda stood their in shock and jealousy.
"WHAT THE HELL?!" He yelled, face red. "Sorry Kanda but he needed a push..." I pointed towards Allen "He will explain when he is ready. He should be waking up soon." I took a tissue from the table wiping off the remains of Allen before getting my jacket, and walking out the door.
Kanda POV:
I heard a groan as soon as Link left, and turned my head towards Allen. His eyes slowly blinked open, the look of emptiness, slowly fading away. He looked confused, until he spotted me, then he flinched. I sighed and sat down, hand in my hair. "Welcome back Moyashi, you have a lot of explaining to do." I glared at him, ignoring the twinge of guilt when I saw him flinch and look away. He then seemed to notice what happened inside his pants, because he got a horror-filled look in his eyes. "You were in shock, it seemed Moyashi" I glanced towards him.
"Link was here. He kinda fucked you" I stated monotonously. His eyes widened, then filled with recognition. "Oh. That explains it." Allen said, nodding his head. I felt myself get angry at him.
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT EXPLAINS IT?" I yelled. "WHY DON'T YOU JUST EXPLAIN WHAT'S GOING ON?!" His eyes widened and he paled considerably. "I will tell you when I am ready, Kanda" He gazed at his hands. He got up and took a few tissues, wiping himself off.
"You stupid Moyashi" I glared, feeling hurt. "Kanda, the only reason he had to do that was because I was lost." He shifted, going back towards the couch. "This happened once before, and everyone tried everything, until sex became the last option. Apparently I recognized Link enough to be pulled out of my state, while my current boyfriend at the time couldn't even pull me out." He sighed, taking a glass of water from the table, taking a sip before continuing.
"The doctor had said that the one you love can't pull me out of the state because I recognize them too much, and they are in a way, a part of me. Link had a deep enough connection with me, for me to know it was him and help me overcome the dark. But the doctor did mention that if I ever came to love someone and they truly loved me back, there could be another way." He finished, putting the glass down. I just listened, unable to comprehend most of what was said. We sat in a silence for a few minutes, until I could truly grasp the situation. I nodded after a while, showing I understood. "Sorry for doing that to you guys, I understand if you don't want me around anymore" Allen put his head down in shame. I sighed and stood up, walking in front of him. I crouched down, tilted his head up and said three words that changed everything.
"I Love You"
Okay then. That was unexpected wasn't it? If you are confused, it will be explained more in later chapters. Also, thank you for reviewing and giving me some great ideas for this story!
One more thing. I will be working on a Naruto one-shot so this might not be updated as fast. Don't worry I won't forget this though.
If anyone want's me to write a fanfic to any anime, comment it and tell me. I will try to do as many as I can!
Till next time!
Next Chapter: What will Allen say to Kanda? Is their 'friendship' ruined? How will it affect Lavi and Lenalee? How about Cross, where is he?
