THE MISSION
CHAPTER SEVEN
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KEIRA'S POINT OF VIEW
I could not think, could not feel, I was empty. I was walking along side Obi Wan and Sin feeling as though; I was a ship on auto pilot. As if I was being guided by a system and not my own will. I know I am supposed to act like a Jedi, to push what I saw aside. How?
How does one push something like what we just witnessed a side. Two men were murdered horribly by sadistic people.
We had found our query, but we were in way over our heads. So before you judge me and find my faults, place yourself in my position. I know a lot of my actions of late are very un-Jedi like. I am working on figuring out these things and dealing with them. After all I am still a padawan.
To have seen what we did and not feel like I do, would be wrong. It would make me, us like the monsters all around us. I know there are wicked beings in the universe. If there were not, there would be no need for the Jedi. After all we are the peace keepers. It is not like I have not seen death and its toll on people. I did see my own Master killed, and seen countless troupers fall before my very eyes. Yet? Their deaths and this are so different. Or are they? Is this all the same? The deaths of the men we just saw or those who have fallen to this endless war.
We walked along and I cannot tell you about anything around me or near me. I am closed off to it all, my mind racing with a thousand thoughts; none of which made sense. I need guidance, I needed to understand. I needed to sort this all out.
I felt the Force flow from Obi Wan to me. He is trying to calm me, Sooth me. I want to close my eyes and shout out; scream like a child. I want to vent my emotions let myself go; but I can't. I need to carry on; I need to be a Jedi. I need to set this aside. I can't change what just happened.
Did Obi Wan feel like I did? Of course he did not he was a Jedi Master after all. I felt as though I was failing him and my Master as well. What would my Master think of all this? What would he say to me right now? He would tell me to stop acting like a youngling. To act like the Jedi he was training me to be. I wished for his guidance now, but that was not possible. I needed to rely on Obi Wan right now. He was my guide now, he was the master.
I opened my thoughts completely to Obi Wan. Not that I could keep him out of my mind. If he wanted to read my thoughts he could get to them. I was not as nearly as strong as he was in the Force. He could help me with this.
'Keira you're not failing me nor are you failing your Master.' His thoughts touched mine. I know deep down I was not failing either of them, but his words were what I needed to hear right now. "We couldn't have saved them, even if we had tried." He was right, there was no way we could have helped those men. We can stop these people and make sure his does not happen again.
We walked along passing by other beings who were talking about the fight and the dragon. They were all over joyed about the fight, and the death; each wanting another fight. Sick people, they enjoyed watching two men die. That is a whole new low in this twisted universe.
Finally we reached the end of the hall way we were on. We then went into a side door and down another long hall way. Then we turned left at its end and stopped in front of two double doors. Sin knocked on the doors and a moment later they were opened. We walked into a large room. The room had three walls and one huge window that covered the whole fourth wall. In the room were the three people from the fight. The woman and the two men. As soon as the woman saw us she walked over to Sin and grabbed ahold of him.
"Well did you win?" She asked in a rather sensual voice.
"Don't I always." He said with a wicked smile.
"Who are your friends?" She asked looking me up and down.
Sin turned to the taller of the two men and smiled. "This is the man I told you about Zack and his concubine Luna." Great I have been moved from slave to concubine. Not that there is much difference between the two.
"Ah yes." He said. He walked over to us and then walked around me looking me up and down.
"Your right Sin." He said. "This one is something special." Wonderful now we have two of them I thought to myself.
"Not by much." The woman said as she looked at me. "Now he is something." She said pointing to Obi Wan. She walked over to him and gave him a smile that said it all. "Give me and hour with him and he will sell her quicker then he got her."
"Dam right he will." Sin snapped as he walked over to her grabbing her and turning her around to look at him. He then kissed her in a way that would make any decent being sick.
Too much more of this and I might lose what little food was left in my system. He broke the kiss and then turned and looked at me as if I was the next one. Oh Sith don't try this please. I thought to myself. I was spared that action as the woman walked over to Obi Wan and grabbed ahold of him and kissed him. If I thought the former was bad the latter had it beat. I think I was really going to throw up now. Sin broke out with one of his wild laughs and the other two men joined in as well. She pulled away and walked back over to Sin.
"I might have to leave you hanging tonight." She said to Sin with a look that said it all. That is just wonderful their all sick and twisted. I looked over her way and she smiled at me as she looked me up and down. "What's a matter sweet heart don't want to share?" I just looked at her knowing it was not the place or time to say a word, after all I was a slave or now a concubine.
"I'll have to pass tonight." Obi Wan said. "As much as I would like to and I am quite sure you're well worth it. I have all I can handle with one woman around." Sin laughed and she smiled at Obi Wan.
"Well at least you know what you're missing." She said with a wicked smile.
If I thought Sin was a bad one, she had him beat. She was just as nasty if not more than he was. She had no morals and knew no boundaries. It was also quite clear that she was very…..very open with herself. I choose to use a nice word to describe her rather than a nasty one. She looked at me as if I were nothing. If she could kill me for a night with Obi wan she would.
At that moment Sin smacked her on her backside and gave her a look that was easy to tell what it meant. She gave a nod and walked over to a small bar in the corner of the room and the two sat down to drink. Great I thought to myself both of them drunk will be quite a sight. The leader of the group walked over to us and held a hand out to Obi Wan.
"Ben, Sin has told me about you." Zack said to Obi Wan, Obi Wan took his hand and shook it. "You have met my sister, but she forgot to tell you her name, it's Cora. She smiled at the mention of her name. "The man to my left it Zale. He is my right hand man." Obi Wan gave a nod. "Sin also said Luna was quite the looker, he was right; she is quite a sight to lay eyes on." Wow! I am quite the sight. Well of course I am you dumb ass, I am half naked I said to myself. Obi Wan who was still quite tuned into my thoughts laughed. Glad you think that's funny Master tight pants. I'll give you a piece of my mind later on all of this. I got no reaction from him on that, wow he is staying quite.
"Yes she is, I am quite certain he also said she is not for sale as well." Obi Wan added.
"Yes he did mention something about that." He chuckled. "I have no interest in her my friend, she is all yours. I have several…..female slaves at my disposal." He said with a smile. "Let's have a drink she'll we." He said.
That is disgusting I thought. I felt sick at the thought, because I knew what he meant. I closed my eyes and called on the Force to guide me through this. If not I was going to throw up here and now. We walked over to the bar and joined Sin and Cora.
Obi Wan sat down and gave a tug on my lead and I came to him. He patted his knee and I sat down on it. We sat for some time drinking and talking about the fight. How anyone could find amusement in the death of others was beyond me. I did not understand it. I sat there and acted like the good slave while deep down I was sick.
After a while Sin stood up and smiled as he looked at me. Oh great I thought to myself, he has had a lot to drink what is wondering through his foul mind.
"Ben." Oh Sith I thought I am in for it now.
"Yes Sin." Obi Wan said.
"How about having Luna dance for us?" Great I thought to myself, if dancing for him was not bad enough; now I have to dance for his friends as well.
"I think she could do that." Obi Wan said. Why is it I never get asked if I want to do this? Oh yes that's right I am the slave I have no rights. Dam this whole situation. Dam you to Kenobi. "Luna dance for us." Obi Wan said to me in a commanding tone. Why don't you dance I thought to myself. When this whole mission is said and done he owes me big. As a matter of fact the whole dam council does.
"Yes Master." I said with my voice low.
Sin hit a button and some music started. I slowly stood and closed my eyes. I used the Force to feel everything with in the room. I could see everything with in the room with my eyes close. I took a deep breath and let myself go. I knew all eyes would be on me, I knew this had to be flawless.
I dance around the room giving the show of a lifetime. I missed not one step, not one beat. I danced in a way to entice all around me. I held nothing back from them. I was the perfect slave in every way. My moves went from graceful to provocative. I made sure each man saw something of me. I made sure I stopped by each and enticed them each in a different way. I danced several songs and with each song I grew more and more provocative. I could feel the tension building up from each of the men except Obi Wan. He like me was using the Force to open himself to everything with in the room.
He like me could feel the men's thoughts and feel the tension building in them. Finally knowing they had, had enough Obi Wan snapped his fingers calling me back to him. I came willingly like the good slave. He smiled at me in a way that told the others what was to come for me later.
Obi Wan handed me a shot of rum and I quickly downed it, hoping for a few more. I had done my part to perfection and I need the edge I was feeling to be taking away. Now before you say to use the Force. I want you to know that yes I can, but I wanted a drink; and I think I dam well deserved it. I had a few more and I could feel the warmth the rum gave growing inside of me.
Zack was sitting back drinking a greenish liquid I was not familiar with.
"Well Ben, Sin tells me you're a man who is good to go." What does that mean? I thought to myself.
"I am." Obi Wan replied.
"Well then I have a job for you, if you're willing to take it."
"I am." Obi Wan said with as strange smile as he downed some of the greenish liquid.
"I would like you to help Sin and another associate of mine get me two new people for our next fight."
"I can do that, anyone you have in mind; or will any two do?" Obi Wan asked.
"I have two in mind. It is a senator and his lady friend." Zack said.
"Fine by me, when do we leave?"
"The day after tomorrow, until then you can remain here and partake in all I offer for those who work for me."
"I would like that." Obi Wan said. Zack smiled and his smile worried me; it was as if something more was behind it. I knew Obi Wan felt it too. Something about this man made me feel on edge, more than I would be with Sin.
"Would you like to stay on your ship or should I make arangements for you?"
"We will stay on the ship….I have things I need for Luna there. Obi Wan said.
"I am sure you do." Zack said. "I am sure you do. Sin will you be staying with Ben and Luna or will you stay with my sister?"
"He is staying with me." The woman quickly added. Thank the stars above; I don't think I could have taken him staying with us. I could feel Obi Wan felt the same way. He had no desire to have Sin with us any longer then he had to be.
After several more hours of drinking we all parted ways till the next afternoon, as morning was not far away. Sin and the woman walked with us half way back to the ship. We walked back to the ship and soon we were on it with the doors secured.
We said nothing to each other; I knew we had to scan the ship for any listing devices Sin might have left behind. I sat on the bed watching as Obi Wan ran the scanners. I closed my eyes and saw the vivid images of the men's deaths. How could people see that and find any amusement in it was beyond me. I could not understand nor grasp such barbarianism. To find a pleasure in watching people be murdered is deplorable.
I knew better then to dwell on something I had no power to change. My Master had taught me long ago not to do such a thing. Things happen in life that is beyond the power of any being to stop, and we cannot focus on those things; but can focus on stopping those who cause them.
I felt a soft touch on my arm and I opened my eyes. Obi Wan sat next to me taking my hand in his.
"Are you ok?" He asked his words soft and full of concern.
"I don't know how to answer that. What I saw will be a memory that will be hard to forget, but I know there was nothing we could have done to change it. My Master once told me not to dwell on things I have no power to change. I know that you and I could have changed nothing about the outcome of what happened." He smiled at me.
"Your Master is correct things that go beyond your control are not something you can change. Though that does not mean it cannot affect you. I know the vision and memory is something you will carry with you for a life time. Trust me I have several of those types of memories and visions." I gave a nod and he took a deep breath. "Go get washed up and change out of that horrible outfit." I rolled my eyes.
"You did not think it so horrible when you picked it out." I said crossing my arms over my chest.
"I had nothing to do with you and that outfit. Sin picked it out as I recall, I had no choice but to let him do so. After all it was in the closet and is part of what was sent for you to wear."
"Speaking of which just whom on the council picked all this stuff out?" I asked standing.
"Master Yoda did." He said smiling at me. I stood their shaking my head in utter disbelievement. Obi Wan suddenly leaned back laughing.
"You should see your face." He said to me. "It's rather comical."
"Little green goblin I knew he had a dark side." I said sitting back down next to Obi Wan. Obi Wan just laughed. Figures he had a hand in all this.
I looked over at Obi Wan and he gave me one of his many smiles. I shrugged and sat there for a moment.
"Go get cleaned up." He said pointing to the fresher. "I'll make us some food." I gave a nod and stood walking away, I paused turning around, I needed to lighten the mood after the day we had. Our playful banter has been fun, and I thought a game of it would be fun. I was setting myself up, yes I know that.
"Anything in particular I should wear tonight." I said not looking back at him.
"Careful Tooka." He said in a warning tone. "Or you'll be sleeping in nothing tonight."
"You would like that wouldn't you?" I said turning around slightly to see his expression.
"Careful of the road you choose to go down Keira. You do remember with whom you are dealing with." He said as he lay back on the sleep couch propping himself up on his elbows looking at me.
"I know with whom I am dealing with." I said giving him a smile. If he could play games so could I. "Maybe just maybe I want to go down this road." I said waiting for his response. He gave me a wicked smile.
"Once you go down the road there is no turning back."
"Who said that I plan on turning back? Maybe you should be worried about yourself wanting to turn back." He looked me up and down and smiled.
"Oh I won't be turning back, so be very careful of the games you choose to play. I am quite the master at playing games, and know quite well how to win them." He slowly stood and walked up to me.
"Who said I am playing a game? I don't recall saying such a thing to you." He looked at me and gave me a slight shove towards the fresher.
"Why don't you go shower and then we will see where this game goes." He said looking me up and down.
"Fine by me." I said.
I walked into the fresher and stood in front of the mirror. What was I doing? Why was I doing this? As a Jedi I knew better than this? So why was this something I was trying to peruse? Were these games just games or were they something more? Was there an…..attraction? Did I want to really push things this far? I had no clue, but I knew right now I was not going to back away. I wanted to see if I could make him bend, I wanted to have some fun in doing so. After all what fun was there in playing a game if you don't play to win.
I turned on the water, undressed and started to shower. I let the warm water wash over me allowing it deep into my soul. I sighed and closed my eyes allowing the water to wash away the day's events. When I got out I found clothing sitting on the edge of the sink for me. I figured I was in for it, but sitting there was a pair of cotton loose fitting pants and a shirt.
What was he up to? I dressed into the clothes and walked out of the fresher. Obi Wan was sitting on the sleep couch. He looked at me and gave me a small smile. He stood saying nothing to me and walked into the fresher. I heard the water start and walked over and sat down where he had been. It did not take him long to finish up and he came out in a pair of cotton pants and no shirt.
He said nothing as he crossed the floor walking over to me. Oh Sith he could be so intimidating when he wanted to be. His face was devoid of all emotions and he was calm as could be.
He sat next to me and reached out touching my face. I had no idea what to do now, I really had no idea. His thumb gently traced along my cheek. I could not help but to close my eyes. I could feel his breath on my cheek…was he going to…would he? He gently kissed my cheek. I felt his arms enclose around me as he lowered me down. I did not know what to do, I have never….. I opened my eyes looking up into his.
He had a look I could not place, a look I did not know. He leaned in to me and I felt his lips on mine. His kiss was brief and lasted only a moment before he pulled away.
"I am hungry." He said looking down at me as he stood. What wait. He is what?
"What?" I said. Really I just said that to him.
"I said I was hungry." He repeated.
"I heard that." I said "Not quite sure what you mean by that."
"Meaning I need to eat." He said pulling me up to my feet and giving me a slight shove in front of him. I stumbled a little and as I righted myself he swatted me on my backside. I turned around and his eyes were on my backside. "Nice View." He said.
I was going to make a remark but choose not to do so. Let's see where this goes and what he is up to. We walked into the kitchen and he took my hand pulling me over to the cabinet.
"What sounds good?" He said to me. I was so confused right now. One moment he was lightly kissing me the next he was talking about food.
"I don't know." I said. My face must have told him I was confused by his actions. He smiled at me and then leaned in and pressed his lips against mine. His kiss lasted longer this time, but he never took it to the next level. He slowly pulled away and ended our kiss.
"One thing at a time." He said to me. I just stood there stunned, I had no idea if he was playing a game or was for real. "Go sit." He said pointing towards the table and chairs. "I'll make us something to eat."
I walked over and sat down lost in my own thoughts. What was I doing? Why was I doing this? This was not the Jedi way, and certainly not the way a Padawan acted to a Master. It was clear with the bond we had formed he was not just a fellow Jedi. It was clear that the Force had chosen a new master for me. I closed my eyes wanting some new found wisdom to give me answers I needed.
Yes I was attracted to him, what woman would not be. Obi Wan Kenobi was a very attractive man. He might not realize it, or maybe he does and pays no mind to it. I can tell you females in the Temple do talk about him, and his looks. For me his eyes were what pull me in. When I look into his eyes I could just loos myself.
I Opened my eyes as he placed a plate down full of cheeses and fruits. He sat next to it two glasses and a bottle of wine. I looked up at him as he sat down next to me.
He poured the wine into the glasses handing me one and taking the other. He said nothing to me as he carefully dinged his glass to mine. I took a sip of the wine watching as he took a sip of his.
"Hungry." He said to me.
"Yes." I said. Looking up into his eyes. I knew this was not right, I knew just where this could lead to; but for the life of me I no longer cared.
"Then eat." He said picking up a piece of cheese and placing it in his mouth. I looked down at the food and then back up to him. I just sat there looking at him. What was he thinking? What was he planning? Would he really go as far as I was thinking of going?
I closed my eyes realizing that no matter what I was wanting this was not right. Confusion was followed by emotions I did not know I knew. I suddenly felt the weight of this entire mission upon me. I felt as if I had not acted like I should, I had not acted like a Jedi.
I felt a soft touch against my cheek, but refused to open my eyes. I needed to collect my thoughts.
"Keira." He whispered my name. I said nothing to him because I did not know what to say. "Look at me." He said reaching out tucking his thumb under my chin. Slowly I opened my eyes looking up into his. He smiled at me, but I had no idea why. "Talk to me Keira." He asked. I wanted to but just could not find the words to do so. He reached out pulling me against him, wrapping his arms around me. He rested his chin on the top of my head, and I felt like a lost child. "Keira if you don't speak to me, I can't help you."
I pulled out of his embrace turning to look at him. "You win." I whispered to him lowering my eyes from his.
"No Keira." He said to me cupping my face with his hands and gazing into my eyes. "On the contrary you win. You know where this road will lead us, and despite the fact that you desire to do so; you refuse to do so to protect me and you." I had no words; I did not know what to say to him. He smiled at me as he rubbed his thumb against my cheek. "Know this though." He said to me. "What I desire won't change and should one day you wish it; all you need to do is say so."
He pulled me back into his arms and just held me there. We had been placed into a situation like no other in Jedi history. What was transpiring between us was bound to happen, were human after all. I wanted it, I truly did. As a matter of fact I wanted it like noting before. I knew the road it would take us down, knew where it would lead us. Knew what it would mean. That was something that I was not willing to risk.
