Crimsoncutie17: Sorry for makin you cry again I'm a very emotional writer so I was crying too.
Geust: Thanks. I know it's called realistic fiction although some of this happened to me. Like the being shot part and the stuff Ally said happened to her at the end of this chapter I would know I'm 13. My sister's name is Alexia Christine DeaLuna. And you spelled guest wrong btw.
Lol: Yah that chap was kinda funny.
Two and a half years later Ally's POV
I got dressed and ran downstairs. We dropped Dylan off at school then headed to school. Lola, Paige, and Trish ran to my locker. "I heard Austin got back this morning." Trish said. I bit my lip. "You can't avoid him forever Ally." Paige said. "I can damn sure try. The last time he even tried to contact me was on my 14th birthday." Imsaid. "Maybe he's been busy." Lola said. She's so innocent it's adorable. She's dating Dallas right now. "Or maybe he forgot me." I said. "After the way he broke down the night you got shot? No way." Trish said. "Duh he cried, everyone did." I said. "Yeah but he was crying more than Alex was when you flatlined." She said. "Whatever. He's put me through hell these last three years." I said. "He hasn't even been here" Trish said. "Exactly." I said. After school, me, Lola, and Kira stayed to work on our dance routine. Kira's a singer and she asked us to be backup on some of her shows. She's asked me to sing but I still haven't. We sat on the floor. "Ally you're an amazing dancer." Kira said, right now we all had on boot shorts and sports bras.
The door opened and we all looked. I was shocked at who I seen. "Alex told me you'd be here." He said. "Ally, quien es el?" Lola asked. "I'm her boyfriend." Austin said. "Ex boyfriend." I said."I've been trying to find you all day." He said. "That's funny seeing as how the past two and a half years you've been avoiding me." I said rudely. He sighed. "You could've told me not to go." He said. "Ay no. I didn't want to be the reason you didn't go." I said. "I knew thing we're going to be different when I got back, I didn't expect you to shut me out completely." He said. I hopped up and walked to him. "Well shit fucking happens, especially when you break people's hearts." I said. "Ally you're the reason I left. If you wouldn't have practically begged me to go I wouldn't have left." He said. "And you would've been pissed because you didn't take the opportunity when you had it." I said raising my voice. "At least you wouldn't hate me." He said. "I don't hate you. I'm pissed you left, I'm hurt you gave up trying to contact me, and I'm happy you're back. You're so lucky that's all. For the last there years I've been a fucking emotional grenade. And you just pulled the fucking pin." I yelled.
He looked at me shocked. "You could've called or texted. Instead you never once tried to contact me after my 14th birthday. You've kept contact with everyone else but me. That fucking hurt my heart thinking you gave up on me. After a while I thought you forgot about me then I realized you didnt, you were just being an asshole. But I tried to convince myself that you were busy, or you forgot to do it." I yelled."Ally listen to me." He said. "Where were you when I needed you the most? Where were you when Deon came back? Where were you when I was in a fucking coma because of a car crash?" I yelled tearing up. He stared at me blankly. "You were in a coma?" He asked. "Yeah and you weren't there. If I didn't think Alex and Dylan needed me I wouldn't have fucking fought to hold on." I yelled. "Ally fucking listen to me." He yelled.
"You think I didn't want to come back, to pick you up and just drive around, to sit on my car and just count stars, to fucking be with you? Well I did. I wanted to come home so bad, but I'm in a contract, I couldn't. I was trying to delete my ex friends number out of my phone and accidentally deleted yours. I wouldn't do that. If I would have fucking known me leaving would have hurt you I would have fucking stayed." He yelled. I teared up. I groaned. "Why are you so complicated?" I asked. "All guys are." He said. "No matter how pissed I get at you I will always love you." I saic. He smiled. "Be mi novia again." He said. I nodded. "Just kiss him!" Lola yelled. "Says the girl who's never been kissed." I said. Austin smirked. "Do it and I'll kick your ass." I said. He laughed. We went home and talked. Alex ran in. "I'm sorry, I was joking around. They took it seriously. Lo siento." She said. "Alexia Christine Dawson, what the hell did you do?" I asked. "Trent said that the first game is Saturday, I joked and said, someone should sign Ally up to sing the National Anthem and break that shell. They took me seriously, Paige and Trish signed you up." She said. I cussed her out in spamish, english, and french. Everyone stared at me shocked. "There's nothing we can do now." She said. I groaned.
Saturday evening Ally's POV
I got out of my bed, I put on a knee length spaghetti strap dress. It was blue with white stars on the top and from my waist down it was red and white stripes. I put on red heels. I curled my hair and put on smokey eye eyeshadow. I was petrified but at least I'd look good. I grabbed my silver purse. I put my song book and my phone in it and walked downstairs. Alex drove us all to the game. Trent and Dallas are playing. I was pacing. The coach walked up to me. "You ready?" He asked. "Hell no." I said. He chuckled. Austin kissed my forehead. "You got this." He said. I nodded. Everyone else's was already in they're seats. I kissed him. "Singing the National Anthem is Alyssia Dawson." The announcer said. I walked out and a few people laughed. I sighed as I walked to the mic in the middle of the feild. Everyone stood up. The music started and I took a deep breath. I grabbed the mic.
Oh, say can you see by the dawn's early light
What so proudly we hailed at the twilight's last gleaming
Whose broad stripes and bright stars through the perilous fight,
O'er the ramparts we watched were so gallantly streaming
And the rocket's red glare, the bombs bursting in air,
Gave proof through the night that our flag was still there.
Oh, say does that star-spangled banner yet wave
O'er the land of the free and the home of the brave
The crowd erupted with cheers. Austin ran out and spun me around. "You're an amazing fucking singer." He said. I giggled. "Thanks." I said. "Why have you never sung before?" He asked. "I've told you why." I said. "Will you sing more now?" He asked. I nodded. I gently kissed him. We walked up to our seats. "What in the hell Ally!" Alex yelled . I smiled. "That was amazing. You need to sing mord. Maybe you could upload some songs or do them in the caf." Trish said.
Two weeks later Ally's POV
We were at lunch today me and Austin both decided to do songs. Austin walked up and grabbed the guitar.
There you are standing with all your friends
So I wait till you're alone again and the minutes feel like eternity
All these words buried inside my heart
Every step feels like the hardest part, but the last 6 feet are gonna kill me
So just take this chance
I've got it all planned
I'll pick you up at 8 and we can drive around
Take you to the beach and we can head downtown while you hold my hand
We'll park it, lay down on the hood of my car
Listen to the airplanes as we count the stars, tonight I'll be your man
And tomorrow we can do it again and tomorrow we can do it again
If I could give you the world tonight
Then I would, I'd still give you all my time
And I'd be rich cause love is everything
So just take this chance
I've got it all planned
I'll pick you up at 8 and we can drive around
Take you to the beach and we can head downtown while you hold my hand
We'll park it, lay down on the hood of my car
Listen to the airplanes as we count the stars, tonight I'll be your man
And tomorrow we can do it again
Let's take this moment, it's ours so own it
So come with me, don't let it go to waste
No you don't wanna m-miss out on us
I'm telling you regrets don't fade away
I'll pick you up at 8 and we can drive around
Take you to the beach and we can head downtown while you hold my hand
We'll park it, lay down on the hood of my car
Listen to the airplanes as we count the stars, tonight I'll be your man
And tomorrow we can do it again
I'll pick you up at 8 and we can drive around
Take you to the beach and we can head downtown
We'll park it, lay down on the hood of my car
Listen to the airplanes as we count the stars, tonight I'll be your man
And give you all I can and tomorrow we can do it again
He walked off. "How sweet." I teased. He stuck his tongue out at me and I did the same. "When did you get a tongue ring?" He asked laughing. I smirked. I walked on the stage. I grabbed the mic. "Yo!" I said. Everyone looked at me. "Most of you know me. If that's true you know I was the biggest geek at this school. Most of you guys you would make fun of me. Well some of you know around the time I turned 13 I started dating Austin Moon. Some of you sent mean, really, really, mean notes when I was shot and some of you were as sweet as angels. Well when Austin left for his tour I had to break up with him because I knew a long distance relationship wouldn't work especially with how long he was gonna be gone. Over the last 3 years you guys have been complete asses. Tripping me, beating me up, sending me death threats, and a lot more stuff I'm pretty sure can't say at school. When he was gone I was torn, broken, shattered. Over that course of time I've written songs but I've never sung before. But 2 weeks ago you guys fucking treated me like I was Beyonce or some shit when I sung the National Anthem. I know I've gone off subject with this speech so let's just get to the song. This is called Talking to the moon." I said.
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I had
You're all I had
At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself talking to the moon.
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?
Ohoooo...
I'm feeling like I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say I've gone mad
Yeah, I've gone mad
But they don't know what I know
Cause when the sun goes down
Someone's talking back
Yeah, they're talking back
Ohhh
At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself talking to the moon.
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?
Ahh... Ahh... Ahh...
Do you ever hear me calling?
Oh ohh oh oh ohhh
'Cause every night I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?
Ohoooo...
I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
"Encore, encore, encore." The cafeteria screamed. I smiled. "You guys want one more song?" I asked. They all cheered, I smiled. "Okay small speech." I said. They quieted. "When he left I thought my life was over he was my air and when he left it was taken from me. How did he expect me to breath. This is called no air." I said.
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh, I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand
But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air
They erupted in cheers. I walked down. Austin looked at me. "Talking to the moon? Ally seriously." He said. I laughed. We headed home after school. Me and Austin sat on my bed. "You really couldn't breathe?" He asked. I chuckled. "For the first two weeks I cried myself to sleep every night. I would wake up having asthma attacks from crying in my sleep." I said. "So you really couldn't breath because of me. Anything else?" He asked. I sighed. "Aus I really don't think you should know the rest." I said. "Ally he needs to know what happened. He needs to know what you went through, and if you don't tell him I will." Alex said from my door way. A tear slipped. "For the first 3 months I didn't eat and after those first two weeks I didn't sleep. One day at school I passed out and was rushed to the hospital. I was in critical near death condition and was put on life support. After 4 months they told Alex to pull the plug, she figured it was better to let me go than to make me suffer from a heartbreak. Then you were singing on the tv. My heart rate started picking up and soon I was responding. About two weeks later Alex and me got in a car crash. Alex was fine but I was in a coma again, this only lasted a week thankfully. I started going back to school only to be bullied again. I just didn't know what to do. I just stayed in my room most of the time." I said. He looked at me. "All because of me? I did that to you?" He asked, tears present in his eyes.
I nodded. "Tell him. You're not telling him the whole story. Tell him." Alex said, her voice stern but shaky like she was crying. "When I was 9, Cassidy was bullying me. I turned to cutting. On3 day I cut to deep. I was taken to the hospital and put on 72 hour suicide watch. I said I'd only ever go back if it was my only option. Then you left." I said. He looked at my arms. I flipped my wrists over and his eyes widened. "I knew I wasn't supposed to do it but I had no other way to cope. It lasted from the day after you left, till the day right before you got back." I said. "Ally you can't do that." He said. "I don't need to anymore." I said. "Huh?" He asked. "Austin baby, you're my addiction. Your love is like a drug and I can never get enough. When you left it was like I was trying to stop my addiction and was going through a withdrawal. Cutting was my withdrawl. Now that I have my addiction back I don't need to cut. I'm nothing without my addiction." I said. He smiled. "I love you." He said. I pecked him. "Yo tambien te amo." I said.
What? I'm a sucker for adorableness. Who knew Ally went through all of that through the years. Happy she finally sang? Yeah me too. Next chapter is awesomesauce. Please review. I don't own Do it again by R5, I don't own Talking to the moon by Bruno Mars, I don't own No air by Jordan Sparks and Chris Brown, and I damn sure don't own the National Anthem
