Disclaimer: I still don't own anything after all this time.

A/N: I want to thank all of you who messaged me and left me comments showing your support. I truly appreciate every single one of them they have inspired me to power though and get this chapter finished for all of you. Also by multiple request I have worked on trying to make my chapters longer.

Slowly I release her and gently push her towards the kitchen before the house burns down. "Good night Bella," I say as I walk towards the door to let myself out. "Bye Charlie!" I shout loud enough for him to hear.

"Bye!" He shouts back as I start to walk out.

Again Bella smiles and says bye before I close the door.

I start back towards the house smiling excited to deliver Tanya the good news. I mean she's not going to be happy about waiting, but she'll just have to deal with it for now.

Bella's P.O.V

I'm glad Carmen came by...I miss having a motherly influence and Esme hasn't even been gone that long. Most teenagers my age have daddy issues, but in my case mommy issues. I just can't help but be different cause how many teenagers can say that they feel in love with an actual vampire?

I'm not much in the mood for conversation with Charlie during dinner, but of course my plans never quite work out the way I want them to too...ever.

"So how are you and Edward doing?" He asks trying not to sound awkward. Why tonight of all nights did he have to ask about him?

"I...ummm..." I honestly don't know what to say. I can feel all of the emotions that I put on the back burner come rushing back at me in full force. I can feel my chest and throat start to tighten as I try to refrain from crying in front of Charlie. I can't hold back the tears anymore as I feel them start to slide down my face. I hang my head and use my hair as a shield to prevent Charlie from seeing me cry. "They...they left me..." is all I can say before I get hit by a wall of emotions and quickly take off into my room without another word.

I quickly stumble up the stairs and slam my door shut. I press my back against the door as I allow the weight of everything to consume me completely. I honestly don't know how I managed to hold it in this long.

I remain on the floor crying for what feels like hours, but really is only about 30 minutes. I feel so drained by the time I manage to crawl up into my bed that I feel like sleep will take over me quickly. Sadly I was very wrong. I wasted at least an hour tossing and turning trying to get comfortable. I felt anger consume my every thought and before I knew it I was trashing my room looking like a mad man or woman in my case. I was furious with every single one of the Cullen's. How dare they leave me without as much as a goodbye! I deserved better than that from them they were supposed to be my family.

My flame quickly burns out leaving me more exhausted than before my rampage, but sleep still eludes me. I sigh in defeat as I slowly stand up to grab a change of clothes and leave my room headed towards the bathroom. Maybe a shower will help me clear my head and help me sleep, but I highly doubt it. Only one thing is going to help and it left me in the woods.

And as I was clearly correct in my assumption I think as I seat in my bed after my shower. I sit with my back against the headboard sharing at the ceiling. I glance over at my night stand and see the clock reads 12:24 in bright red. I groan as I go back to looking at the ceiling. I'm so glad it's a three day weekend I whisper to myself out loud. I suddenly hear my phone vibrate notifying me to a text I received. It takes me a good minute to find my phone in my chaos of a room. Once I finally find it I see the text is from a number not saved in my phone.

Stop being stubborn and call Tanya!

That's all the test says which is confusing. Why should I do what this random text says? I don't know if I'm ready to talk to Tanya right now. I tosh my phone next to me as I go back to looking at my ceiling; a few minutes later I receive another text from the same strange number.

She wouldn't be at your beck and call if she didn't want to help you Bella. I promise you won't regret it.

I groan out loud and shout fine as if the mystery person texting can actually hear me. I quickly go through my contacts until I find Tanya's names that she must have put in my phone while I was napping easily. My finger hovers for a minute trying to decide if I want to call her or just text her. Maybe I should just flip a coin. Lucky for me there's enough illuminating my room from my window so I don't have to turn on a lamp. Although so heads I call her, tails I text her. I grab a quarter I found on my night stand and take a deep breath before I flip it up in the air. I catch it and slap it down on the back of my hand. I close my eyes and take another deep breath as I remove my hand from the coin. Heads. Why is nothing working in my favor?!

"Might as well go ahead and get this embarrassment over with." I say to myself out loud. I pick up my phone again and click call and press the phone to my ear as it rings.

It only has time to ring twice before I hear somebody answer. "Hello?"

"Umm hey Tanya...I was wondering if you were busy right now? Oh umm it's Bella by the way in case you didn't know." I face palm as soon as I hear that come out of my mouth. I might die from embarrassment before I can even finish this call.

"I had a feeling it was you, and no I'm not busy right now. Why did you need something?"

"I was uh wondering if you should come over maybe. You don't have to or anything, but I...ugh. Okay at the risk of sounding crazy I received these really weird out of the blue text messages telling me to call you and so here I am. Calling you and sounding kinda crazy. You know what? Never mind I don't know why I would listen to some random stranger who I don't know sending me very strange text messages in the middle of the night. So I'm just gonna go and we can pretend like this never happened." I say quickly about to hang up.

"Bella, wait!" I hear Tanya say while clearly trying not to laugh at me and my tendency to babble when I don't know what to say. "I would love to come over, but that's up to you. Would you like me to come over?" She asks in a soft yet serious tone of voice.

"You know you don't have to or anything. I know I sound really crazy right now..." I am cut off before I can really get into my babble this time.

"Bella! Yes or no, please." Tanya says in the same tone as before.

"Yes, please." I whisper.

"Give me about 5 to 10 minutes, okay?" I can practically hear the smile on her face.

"Umm okay. Bye." I say trying not to sound really awkward.

"See you soon angel." Tanya whispers in a tone that I can't really place before she hangs up.

I tosh my phone on the night stand as I get up to open my window since I have a feeling she isn't the one to knock. I then head back to my bed and lie down and go back to looking at my favorite thing. My ceiling. I have never found it so interesting before today. I didn't realize I was staring at the ceiling so long because the silence is interrupted by somebody clearing their throat outside my window.

"Oh my god. You almost scared the life out of me." I whisper shout as I shoot up from my spot in my bed grabbing my chest.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you, but I didn't know how else to get your attention." She says sitting outside my window in the tree trying not to laugh.

"I would have heard you when you came in my room. Speaking of which why are you still sitting in the tree? You could have come in. That's why I opened the window in the first place." I say feeling my finally start to slow down.

"I didn't want to just come into your room without permission. That's rude." Tanya says still sitting in the tree.

"Again that's why I opened the window. Also didn't I call you asking you to come over? Doesn't that count as me giving you permission?" I ask confused. Edward never needed or asked for permission to come into my room. He would just always show up even before he and I started dating.

"Well I would feel better if I heard you say it now."

"Okay then? Tanya, would you please come in my room?" I ask her still confused. Why does my permission to come into my room matter?

"I love too angel." She says as she hops out of the tree and lands gracefully in my room. "Umm Bella did a tiny tornado tear through your room?" She asks as she looks around surveying the damage I had done early from my rampage.

I look down as I feel my face set on fire. "No, I was just really upset earlier and my room suffered...that's all." I know she's going to want to ask more questions and I hold my breath waiting for her say something.

"Hmm...okay...well then that's understandable. Bella it's almost 1 a.m. why aren't you asleep?" That was not the question that I was anticipating.

"I umm...I can't sleep." I say feeling my face burn even more.

"I would ask why, but based off our nap from earlier I have an idea as to why." She says as I hear her walking closer to my bed. I feel her kneel beside me and place her hands on my knees. "Bella would you like me to sleep with you?" I groan and I look at her.

"What is with you and the double innuendos?!" I watch a smile spread across her face as she shrugs.

"I enjoy making you blush now are we sleeping together or not?"

"Aren't you going to ask why I listened to the random text messages and called you?"

"No." She says so simply.

"Really? Why not?" I ask genuinely curious.

"Two reasons: 1. It's rather late and I know that humans need their sleep to function properly. 2. You didn't call me to talk like Carmen asked you to therefore we are not going to talk until you are ready. So again I ask are we sleeping together or not?" She asks with a cheeky smile.

"Yes, only if you stop saying it like that."

"Fine, I shall be your vampire body pillow then. Better?" She asks as she starts taking off her shoes.

"Much better thank you." I say as I watch her crawl into bed with me.

For a while we just lie there nest to each other. I don't want to make this awkward. "Bella I can hear you thinking. Stop over thinking everything and being awkward. Just try to relax and get some sleep." She says as she wraps her arm around my waist pulling me closer. I sigh as I roll over to face her and snuggle into her. I have decided to just go with it and just try to sleep.

"Good thing you have a three day weekend." I hear Tanya mumble for sleep overtakes me.

A/N 2: Okay so I did try to proof read it, but if I didn't get all the mistakes out I'm sorry.