Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight, but I do wish that I did. Just imagine how badass it would have been!

A/N: I'm terribly sorry for this late update, but I'm going through a lot right now. I found out my step dad (basically the only father I've ever had) has cancer and is refusing treatment. On top of that my grandma (who is like a second mother to me) is dying. So please bare with me.

As to whoever Dragonfire611193 is. I can't find your story therefore I can't read it. Either you need to give me more information or just log in next time so it's easier. Also probably should just PM me if you're gonna ask for a favor in the future.

Renee's P.O.V.

I can't believe I honestly just crashed my daughters wedding and almost killed her new wife. I'm sure she must hate me by now, and I don't blame her. I should have listened to Charlie and just waited, but of course I couldn't even do that right.

Bella should have killed me because I deserved it. Instead of just taking the blame for everything I've done to her through the years I came here trying to deflect the blame. I really am a pathetic excuse of a mother.

"Sitting there feeling sorry for yourself isn't going to change anything Renee." Carmen croaks out as she leans heavily into her husband, Eleazar.

"Nothing I do is going to change anything. I've completely ruined any chance I could have had with Bella. I'm positive she hates me by now." I groan as I place my hand over the hole in my shoulder. If Bella would have been a few inches lower she would have killed me.

"Even though she's hands down the most badass chick I've ever met, she still didn't kill you. Family be damned I would have ended you, but Bella's not that kind of person. You would know that if you ever took time out of your nonexistent schedule to learn a damn thing about her." Kate growls as she glares at me with well deserved hatred.

"I don't see forgiveness anywhere in your future Renee. You really overdid it this time. This is exactly what Bella didn't invite you in the first place. You always manage to make everything about you like you did today. She just wanted one day to be about her and you took that away." Alice sighs as she shakes her head at me.

"I just wanted to talk to her. I mean I knew her and Tanya were serious, but I never knew it was this serious. I never thought Bella would get married considering how against it she was after Charlie and I got divorced." I sigh as I look at Charlie.

"You know that Tanya is her soul mate so I don't really see why she would be against it." Charlie says with a grunt.

"Actually Bella was the one who proposed. Again if you had a better relationship with your only child you would know that. Really you're lack of knowledge is your own fault. You allowed her to move here because you wanted to travel with your new husband. When she got here you rarely called her or showed any interest in her life." Alice hissed as I watch her eyes turn black.

"Bella has always been independent. I didn't think she wanted me calling all the time and hovering." I hear a round of growls at my answer.

"That's your own pathetic way of saying that you couldn't be bothered. Bella has always craved a mother daughter relationship that you never gave her. You were always more concerned with what you wanted instead of what she wanted!" Esme shouts as she tries to move closer to me. The man standing next to her gently wraps his arm around her waist holding her still.

"I know I should have tried harder, but I felt like it was already too late. Before my eyes she went from my baby to an adult and I just didn't know what to do to close the gap between us. I know that's not a good excuse, but I never knew how to be a good mother because I never had one." I look over and see Carmen giving me a sympathetic look.

"So instead of waiting a few days you decide to crash her wedding. Did you really think that wasn't going to piss her off?! I can honestly say I've never been so happy we got divorced because that's truly the dumbest thing I've ever heard!" Charlie says as he throws his hands up in anger.

"I'll take full responsibility for what I did and you're right it was really dumb. I was being stupid and it almost got me killed." I've never seen anybody reach full angel mode before I thought it was a myth.

"What the hell was that anyway? Bella's eyes were blue and she had wings! That's never happened before when she got angry." Rosalie says as she looks to me for answers.

"That's what's known as reaching full archangel status. I honestly thought it was a myth because I've never known an angel fully reach that status. It's even more rare because she's not full angel like I am even though some of the higher ups say that it doesn't really matter if you're full or half." I shudder as I remember the murderous gaze Bella gave me.

"So you attacking Tanya is what triggered all of that?" Carmen growls from her mate's arms as she's still seated on the ground.

"Yes, when an angel's other half is in danger they will do whatever it takes to protect them. I've never seen an angel control their temper as well as Bella did today." If it were any other angel I would be dead for sure.

"That's because Bella has a kind heart and has the ability to love without judgement. Something you know nothing about. She should have killed you because you deserved it, but at the end of the day Bella's not that kind of person. If you had taken more time to get to know your child you would know that." Charlie sighs as I watch him run his hands along his face in exhaustion.

"You're right and I have no excuse for what I did today. I allowed my temper to get the best of me, and it clouded my judgement." I feel my heartache at the thought of Bella never speaking to me again.

"You're right she does hate you." Carmen agrees with me causing me to growl softly. "But if I know my daughter then she will forgive you one day, but it will be in her own time. You can't rush things and make them to your liking. Just give her time, and maybe one day you two can sit down and talk things out." Carmen says softly.

"Why are you being nice to me? I did just try and set your arms on fire after all." I chuckle darkly as another round of growls sound causing me to shake my head. I really need to learn when to stop talking.

"Oh no don't get me wrong I hate you for every single thing you've put Bella through. She faced down a psychopathic vampire because she thought he was holding you hostage just to get to her, yet you never wanted her. I can't say I will personally ever forgive you, but I'm not as kind hearted as Bella. Everything I'm saying to you now is for her because unlike you I put her before myself and my feelings. She deserves to be happy and feel loved, and while you did have your moments she needed more. So I'm not being nice to you because I actually give a damn about you, but I do know how to be civil and I will do anything for Bella." Carmen hisses as she bares her teeth in warning.

"We will give Bella a couples of weeks to calm down, and see if she contacts you on her own. If not then we will talk to her and see where she's at with all of this. You are not to try contacting her because you are nowhere near her list of favorite people." Eleazar says as he pulls Carmen closer.

"I think it would be best if I leave now. I'll be sure to take care of that army before I leave please let Bella know that I'm sorry." I start walking away before I'm stopped by the red headed vampire standing next to Kate.

"The vampire army you're going to kill I created all of them. I'm Victoria by the way and I…..I realize this might seem stupid but there are a few that don't deserve to die and if I had been in my right mind I wouldn't have changed them. It was…...a bad time in my life. I know I don't have a right to ask this but could you please spare them? I don't know what you would do with them exactly, but please just don't kill them." She finishes as she looks back at Kate unsure.

"Lucky for you I happen to have a friend who takes in new vampires. I'll give her a call once I deal with the rest." I say as I start walking off again.

"Wait how will you know which ones I'm referring too?" Victoria asks me confused.

"If they really didn't want to be turned like you claim then they won't try and attack me right off the bat. I'm sure I can weed through the rest." I watch as she nods slowly before moving closer to Kate seeming satisfied with my answer.

I spare them all one last glance before I take my leave. I slowly stand up and start walking in the opposite direction I saw Bella take Tanya.

I hope that Carmen is right and Bella can one day forgive me for what I've done, but at this point I can't allow my hopes to get up. Angel's aren't known for being very forgiving when it comes to their mate's being put in danger, but of course Bella isn't the typical angel as she's proven.

Bella's P.O.V.

I've never felt this out of control before in my entire life. I feel the need to keep running because I have to protect Tanya from any potential danger.

Bella….I hear faintly in the back of my mind as I keep running. Bella…...I hear again still ignoring the voice trying to call out to me. What if it's somebody trying to distract me long enough to hurt Tanya?

"Isabella!" I come to an abrupt stop as I look down at Tanya. I see her looking at me with deep concern etched into her obsidian eyes. I feel her gently run her fingers along my cheek. "Angel, are you planning to keep running until we get to Canada?" She says with mirth in her eyes.

"Oh ummm….no, but I don't want to you to be in danger." I say softly as I pull her closer. "Renee hurt you….." I mumble softly.

"She did, but luckily you were there to save me." Tanya says as she leans up to kiss my cheek gently. "You're always there to steal my thunder and he the knight in shining armor." Tanya says with a faint smile.

"Well technically it was lightning." I grimace as I remember what I did to Renee. I feel like I should feel bad, but at the same time I wish I had killed her. I growl just at the thought of her hurting Tanya again.

"Angel, please calm down. It's okay. I'm okay. I'm right here in your arms. Nothing and nobody is going to hurt me anymore." I feel her gently stroke my cheek trying to sooth me.

I want to listen and I do try to calm down, but I can see that Tanya is still weak. What if I put her down and she gets hurts? What if my mom is right behind us and tries to hurt Tanya again?

No! I won't let that happen!

"Isabella!" Tanya shouts again catching my attention. I try my best to focus on her, but there are just too many thoughts running through my mind.

"Angel, please just tell me what I can do to help you feel better." Tanya says as she nuzzles my neck gently. I close my eyes and take several deep breathes as I try to control myself better.

"I know you need to hunt, but I'm afraid to put you down. I feel like you're safe when you're in my arms." I mumble softly as I rest my head against hers. I've never felt like this before and it's kind of terrifying. It's like I can hear, feel and smell everything around me like a vampire…

"Bella, my beautiful angel, tell me what's on that beautiful mind of yours." Tanya whispers softly as I feel her tuning her fingers through my hair helping me relax.

"I guess you can say I'm having a vampire moment. I can hear, feel and smell everything like you can and I'm feeling very protective. I can't lose you Tanya…...it feels like I just found you." I whisper as I finally put her down but keep her close.

"You will never lose me Bella. I have waited for you all of my life and I'll be damned if I allow anybody to take this away especially not when I'm finally able to call you my wife." Tanya says as she places her hands over my cheeks gently.

I pull her closer and rest my head on her shoulder. I smile softly as I feel more than hear Tanya starting to purr. I stand there and just enjoy her presence before I remember that she needs to feed.

"Tanya, my love, you need to feed. I can tell you're not as strong as you usually are." I say softly as I pull out of her embrace softly to look at her face.

"But I just got you to calm down. Would you be okay with me leaving you here while I went for a hunt?" Tanya asks as she looks at me already knowing the answer.

"No, but I know you need too." I sigh as I rest our foreheads together trying to think of a compromise. We stand in silent for a while longer before an idea comes to me. "Feed from me then." I say looking her in the eyes. I want her to know that I'm serious.

"Bella, what if I lose control? What if I hurt you? What if I take too much? There's so many things that could go wrong and I would hate myself…" I gently cut her off.

"Tanya, I know in my soul that you would never hurt me. I trust you more than anybody else on this entire planet." I can see the doubt in her eyes, but it doesn't matter. I've made up my mind and this is the best compromise for the both of us.

"Bella…" She sighs as she looks at me in deep contemplation. "Are you sure about this?" She asks as I see her starting to concede.

"The only thing I've ever been more sure of is making you mine in every way possible." I say with a gently smile as I hear her chuckle softly.

I watch as Tanya nods slowly as she continues to look into my eyes trying to find a single shred of doubt. "It's going to leave a scar as you well know." I chuckle softly at her very weak argument.

"If it will make you feel better you can just bite over my pre-existing scar." I know it's mean, but I know she won't be able to resist saying no now. She absolutely hates the scar on my arm because another vampire put it there.

"You don't fight fair at all angel, but if that's what you really want then okay. Just pull my hair or punch me or something if I take too much." Tanya says with a light chuckle trying to calm her nerves.

"Sounds kinky, but okay I'm sure everything will be just fine baby. I trust you won't hurt me." I watch as Tanya moved my wrist closer to her mouth. She lies gentle kisses along my my scar as she looks at me one last time for confirmation.

I nod silently giving her the confirmation she desires. I watch as her teeth sink into my skin causing me to release a pain-filled moan. Tanya closes her eyes as she brings to drink from me. I close my eyes as well as I focus on the feeling.

As time passes I feel myself starting to transform back to my usual form. My knees begin to buckle as a new sensation washes over me.

I open my eyes when I feel Tanya slowly extracting her teeth. She gently licks the mark sealing it up for potential future use. As I look into Tanya's eyes I see a ring of electric blue outlining her beautiful gold eyes. It just makes her look even more beautiful.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Is there something on my face?" Tanya asks as she looks at me in concern.

"No, it's just that your eyes are so incredibly beautiful. They have a ring of electric blue surrounding the usual honey shade." I rest my head on her shoulder as the blood lose begins to affect me a little bit.

Tanya notices and gently picks me up bridal style. "We should get home so you can eat." I can tell Tanya doesn't want to go back just yet.

"How about instead we head to Denali? I want my wife all to myself plus there are some things I want to try that we can't do in a house full of people." I whisper the last part in her ear hoping she understands what I mean.

"Off to Denali we go." Tanya says as she quickly takes off towards her old home. I feel so much better now thanks to Tanya. She always manages to do that and it just makes me love her more.

Now it's time to start our honeymoon and what a wonderful honeymoon it's going to be.

A/N 2: I'm really sad to say that this story will be coming to a close in about 2 or 3 more chapters. I'm going to be really sad when it ends, but as y'all know when one journey ends a new one begins.