Disclaimer: I still don't own Twilight and that's okay because I can still borrow the characters when I please.
A/N: I'm sorry my chapters are so spaced out. It's still a very emotional time for my family and staying afloat is challenging. Right now writing is helped keep the depression at bay so if my writing isn't to my usual standards please don't be afraid to tell me.
Tanya's P.O.V.
I don't think I've run this fast since I was a newborn. I look down and see Bella comfortably resting her head against my shoulder.
We continue to travel in silence just happy to be in each other's presence. I begin to slow down as I can see the house beginning to peek through the trees. I smile as I feel Bella being to wiggle in my arms from excitement.
I quickly make it through the front door before I set Bella down. I watch as she slowly takes in the living room. "This is about what I expected based on the house you built in Forks." Bella says as she walks over to the mantel.
She begins to take in all the family photos we've been collecting over the years. She stops when she settles on our family portrait. "You're smiling, but when I look into your eyes I can see how unhappy you are." Bella whispers as she looks back at me frowning.
"I was going through a bad time in my life, and I didn't really feel much of anything at the time." I shrug as I walk closer and stand behind her.
"When I look into all the photos with you I can see the same deep sadness get deeper and deeper as time goes on." Bella whispers as I wrap my arms around her waist pulling her close to me.
"As you know I wasn't happy with myself. I haven't been for centuries, but when I met you it made me feel less alone. You slowly made me believe that I was worthy of something and that I was beautiful. I'm sure if you took my picture now you wouldn't see that same sadness anymore." I smile as I nuzzle her neck.
"I would surely hope not, my love." Bella says as she slowly turns around in my arms. I sigh softly as I look into her eyes and see nothing but love and devotion. Every time I look at her I just seem to fall in love more and more.
Words don't need to be spoken as I step back and pick Bella up again bridal style. I gracefully carry Bella up to my room and gently set her down on my bed. She looks absolutely breathtaking as the setting sun gives her pale skin a fluorescent glow. As I just stand and look at her it's almost as though I can see a halo hovering above her head. My beautiful angel….
"Tanya, why are you staring at me like that?" I smile softly as I walk closer and kneel down in front of her.
"I'm sorry, I can't help but get distracted by your beauty. You truly look like an angel." I gently run my hands along her arms and legs. I close my eyes as I just feel her.
I sigh as I rest my head on her lap. I smile softly as I feel Bella run her fingers through my hair gently allowing me to savor this moment. For the first time in over 1000 years I truly feel human. Bella makes me feel human.
"What's running through that beautiful mind of yours, my love." I look up to meet Bella's beautiful chocolate brown eyes. How did I ever get so lucky?
"You make me feel human," I can see that Bella's waiting for me to continue. "For the first time since I was changed I feel truly human. Today I'm not Tanya Denali the Coven Leader. Today I'm Tanya Denali the wife of the most beautiful woman in the universe. You feel my heart with so much love that I don't think eternity is long enough to fully express it, but I would like to try." Our eyes remain locked as I lean up to lay a gentle kiss on Bella's lips.
I never feel like words can accurately describe how I feel towards so I allow my actions too. I stand up gently pulling Bella with me. I lock eyes with her as I reach behind her to slowly unzip her dress. I take my time enjoying every inch of newly exposed skin as I peel the dress away from her beautiful body.
I don't think there will ever be a day when Bella stops taking my breath away. I help her step out of her dress as I take in the sinfully sexy pure white lingerie set she's wearing. I feel my mouth fill with venom as I continue taking in this stunning creature.
"Tanya, you're staring at me again." Bella says with a faint blush as I feel her run her fingers along my cheek gently easily getting my attention. I couldn't resist pulling her into another kiss. I bite her bottom lip gently careful not to break the skin. She opens her mouth allowing my tongue to explore making her groan.
I feel the beast inside of me growl in satisfaction at having our mate make sure a sexy noise. I can hear how much she wants me it's almost as badly as I want her.
I growl again as I feel Bella pull away way too soon for my liking. "Tanya, I need you to stay with me. I don't know where you keep going, but I need you present." I growl again as I feel her start to untuck my shirt from my pants.
"Tanya, do you know how much I love you?" Bella asks me as she begins to unbutton my shirt. She slides it off my shoulders before she makes quick work of my undershirt. I sigh as Bella runs her hands along my curves. Now who's the one staring?
I run the back of my hand along her cheek trying to get her attention. "Do you know how beautiful you are?" Bella whispers as she undoes my belt before she starts on unbuttoning my pants. I rest our foreheads together as I listen to the slow decent of my zipper before my pants fall around my ankles. I quickly step out of them along with my shoes and socks.
I pull Bella flush against me as I feel my beast beginning to rattle in its cage. I fight to hold it back as I close my eyes just trying to enjoy the feeling of Bella's skin against mine.
"Tanya, look at me please." I resist for a few seconds, but I can never deny Bella anything. As I look into Bella's eyes I see they're a stunning blue again. "I can see that you're struggling to hold yourself back. Please don't, I want you just as much as you want me baby."
"I would never forgive myself if I hurt you." I whisper softly as I begin to run my nose along her neck. Her scent drives me completely wild.
"Tanya, you've already feed from me and you didn't lose control. I have complete faith in you now please make love to me." She whispers the end in my ear as I start to set my beast free.
I pick Bella up forcing her to wrap her legs around my waist. I gently lie her down on the bed as I begin kissing the exposed skin along her neck and collarbone. I growl in displeasure when Bella's bra keeps me from reaching my desired target.
I quickly unhook her bra and quickly remove it from my beautiful path. I lean back and admire her straining peaks as they practically beg for my attention.
I smile as I feel Bella thread her fingers through my hair encouraging me to stop teasing her. I take pity on her and wrap my lips around her nipple flicking it with my tongue causing her to moan. I play with it for a little while longer before I switch to her neglected one paying it the same amount of attention.
I leave kisses along her chest before I begin to move down her torso. I lick and bite my way along her abs as I reach my desired goal. The smell of Bella's arousal drives me completely mad. My beast just wants to take Bella hard and fast, but at the same time I want to be loving and gentle. I want Bella to look back on this night and feel loved and cherished.
I nudge Bella's knees apart as I settle on the floor between them. I start at her left knee and kiss and lick my way to my desired destination. To prolong Bella's suffering I move back and give the same treatment to her right side.
I feel Bella tighten her grip on my hair as her frustration begins to become too much. "Tanya, please," she groans softly as she spreads her legs even more. I growl as I give into her pleads.
I take one broad lick up her slit before I latch onto her clit. Bella releases a deep moan as I look up and see her reach her free hand up to play with her nipples.
I groan as I continue to suck and flick her clit with my tongue. I quickly remove the rest of my clothes freeing my painfully hard erection. I stroke myself a few times trying to relieve some of the pressure I feel building.
I turn my focus back to Bella as her grip on my hair tightens as she tries to pull me away. I growl and nip her clit before I move away. My obsidian eyes meet her vibrate blues and I feel the world around us melt away.
I slowly climb up the bed until we're face level. I don't know what happened, but it's like I can't look away. I feel like our souls are beginning to connect on a deeper level as Bella remove her hand from my hair as she runs the back of her hand along my cheek.
I hiss as I reach down and line myself up with Bella's entrance. Our eyes remain connected as I slowly enter her inch by inch allowing her time to stretch. When our pelvises are finally connected I stay still giving Bella time to adjust.
Tanya, I need you. I hear Bella's voice in my head, but I didn't notice her lips move. I can see mirth shining in her eyes as I feel her beginning to move her hips beneath me. Take me, baby.
I happily oblige as I start a slow rhythm only removing a few inches before I re-enter Bella's tight heat. This continues for a little while before I notice Bella's frustration.
You're still holding back on me baby. Even in my mind she sounds frustrated. I don't even bother to question how she's doing this.
I don't want to be too rough with you, my angel. I think hoping that she can hear me because right now I think words would fail me if I actually tried to speak.
You are overthinking everything. I want you. I want this. I want you to take me Tanya. I trust you not to hurt me now stop thinking and just love me. I growl as set a faster and harder pace. Bella releases a soft scream as she moves her hand back to my hair.
I growl as I move my hand under her right knee lifting it higher. I release a dark growl of pleasure as I feel myself hit the entrance to Bella's cervix. I honestly don't know if I can get Bella pregnant, but the more I think about it the more appealing the idea is.
Do it, I've dreamt of what it would be like to carry your child. I rest my forehead against Bella's as increase my speed again. I feel Bella starting to tighten around me.
Bella and I lock eyes as our orgasms hit at the same time. My eyes roll into the back of my head as I hear Bella scream before I feel her teeth sink into my neck. I shoot thick ropes into her as I latch onto her neck leaving my mark for everybody to see.
I feel my chest burn as I gradually release Bella's shoulder. I rest my head against Bella's shoulder as a wave of fatigue hits me like never before. "I love you," Bella whispers in my ear as I feel her wrap her arms around my waist.
"I love you too," I croak out before I'm consumed by darkness.
A/N 2: Okay so I know it's short, but I didn't want to turn something that's supposed to be beautiful between them into something kinda raunchy. I have a tendency to do sometimes as I did in early chapters. I hope y'all enjoyed.
