Jen
"I can't believe this is happening to you" I said to Kendall. I held his pale white hand in mine as I brushed his loose strands back off his eyes. "You are my baby boy Kenny and i don't know how i can survive without you. You are so strong and i don't how i managed to find the strength to fight back against your father but i think it was for you. I need you to come back to me and the guys Kenny i love you we all do and we all need you" I kissed Kendall's cheek "Kendall we are all here for you even if we are might not be allowed in the theatre, i need you to remember that"
I didn't want to pull myself away. I didn't want to leave my baby boy all alone and in the hands of some strangers who will decide if he can survive this.
More tears rolled down my eyes, this time i didn't bother wiping them away. We had been through too much together and that was before Katie came along. Kendall was my rock and my strength and now i needed to be the same for him. He was my best friend and helped me to look after Katie from the moment he met her, even though from an early age i could tell that Katie was going to be very independent. He helped me through all the bad and supported me through every decision and even helped me make some difficult choices so i hope i've made the right one regarding him.
Kendall was the best thing to come out of the worst situation of my life and i don't think i could ever bear thinking of loosing him.
Logan
Jen insisted that Carlos, James and I stood at Kendall's door while she poured her heart out to him. She thought that it might make Kendall feel something if his friends were close by, maybe he could feel our presence.
Jen stopped talking and just stood there holding Kendall's hand. Tears were rolling down her cheeks.
James went over and pulled her into a big hug. "Jen Kendall is strong. If anyone can make it through this i have every confidence that Kendall can"
She nodded and let James take her to get a drink.
I motioned for Carlos to go speak to Kendall however Carlos raced out of the room after James and Jen.
I sighed. "Hey buddy" i said. "Listen i don't want you to worry but we really need you man. I really need you. Do you remember when i first met you? I was a total nerd and annoying everyone with my love of science, so much so that the bullies started on me. And i wasn't brave enough to fight back." i laughed "And there you came and pushed him right up against the wall and told him to stuff it. You told him that someday you and me were going to be best buddies and we were going to rule the school." I laughed again "Of course we didn't rule the school we just helped others that were maybe being bullied and we made everyone happy" I sighed "Kendall i don't think i would ever be this confident if it wasn't for you buddy so i need you to be brave and stand up to this head injury and not let it beat you. Because i honestly don't know what will happen if you don't"
I took a deep breath "Best of luck buddy" I patted his shoulder and went to the door.
Carlos
Logan stuck his head out of Kendall's room and motioned to me "Come on buddy we all need to speak to him and let him know that we are here"
I shook my head "He looks dead, like a ghost, he is so pale"
Logan smiled weakly "Carlos just pretend that Kendall's sleeping okay?"
I nodded and swallowed hard. "I'll try but that isn't Kendall the Kendall we all know is cocky, always got a plan or a speech and always driving Gustavo mad"
Logan laughed weakly "I know but just pretend Kendall is playing a trick on you and is secretly smiling"
The truth is and i have never actually shared this with anyone that before i knew Kendall i saw him sitting in this hospital, holding his mother's hand. We must have been about six or seven and to me he was a stranger until a few years later when we met in high school. But now that i know him that memory of him haunted me and no-one knows, not even Kendall. Kendall was quiet and looked sad every time i saw him in here, that wasn't the Kendall we all know and love and neither is this Kendall.
I swallowd hard, not sure what to say or how to start but soon they would wheel him away and then we would just have to wait so i had no choice. "Hey buddy i never told you this but you are the bestest friend i have ever had. You have always been there for me, especially when my dad was working on some tough undercover police work and wasn't around. I never had the chance to truly thank you for everything. For listening to me and cheering me up when it hurt me. And because of you we are all having the time of our lives being in BTR"
I took off my helmet and put it on the table by Kendall's bed. "Buddy i think you need all the luck my lucky helmet has been bringing me lately, more than me, so you look after it and it in return will bring you luck like it has for me. Always remember that you are not alone"
