Jo

"Is this a good idea?" Camille asked as she stepped onto the bus that Bitters had happily ordered to get rid of us all "All of us going to the hospital?"

I sighed. "Yeah i think it'll be good for everyone to be together"

The most surprising addition to our group was Jett. Kendall and him never got along, not really. Why did he want to come?

"But will Jen like it?" Camille asked.

"I think mum would, it would show her how much Kendall is loved" Katie said "Come on i want to get there and see him before they take him away"

I hugged her. "We have to stick together you and i okay? We've got to believe that Kendall can get through this"

I had to believe it. If i kept saying it it would eventually come true right? Kendall can get through this, i know he can. It was just tough not being able to do anything that would actually help. It was a waiting game, a very long waiting game.

I didn't want to admit it but i feel like my soul is shattering into a thousand tiny pieces that i would never put back together if Kendall was never to get better. I had to hope for the best but I've still got an annoying little voice in the back of my head which is telling me over and over again that Kendall is never going to get better and i am just setting everyone up for big disappointment.

A tear rolled down my cheek and i sniffled. I hope no-one noticed. I want to be strong and keep hoping for the best but its difficult especially because i hate being away from Kendall. But i do need to take care of myself.

Katie took my hand "It's going to be okay"

I kissed the top of her head "you're right. I just hate feeling helpless."

The rest of the bus was quiet. I looked around: the Jennifers were applying lip gloss, guitar dude was playing the air guitar, Jett was messing with his hair in a pocket mirror. Camille was reading some scripts for some auditions she has coming up.

I guess we were all remembering Kendall.

We eventually got to the hospital and somehow got there before they came to take Kendall away.

"Mum" Katie said giving a Jen hug "How is he?"

Jen smiled faintly "He's hanging in there they are going to take him in ten minutes"

Katie

"Hey Kenny I miss you. I miss you singing to me when i can't sleep. I miss you singing to the radio when you do your chores." I said a tear rolling down my cheek "This is horrid seeing you like this, i need you to get better, we need you to get better. The guys have been fighting i can tell every thing's different without you"

Jo put her hand on my shoulder "You know the first time i met Kendall all four of them were fighting over me?"

I nodded and wiped my tear away. "Kendall didn't tell me much after that apart from he loved you from the first moment he set his eyes on you"

Jo smiled. "It was the same for me. I loved him from that moment only i had promised my mum that i wouldn't date, i would focus on my career"

I smiled "And what made you change your mind?"

"I think it was Kendall's charm he was so nice and told me that he wouldn't give up. Your brother is really stubborn you know that right?"

I nodded and laughed just thinking of Kendall's advances towards Jo.

The doctor came and knocked on the door "I'm sorry but we need to go now"

Jo nodded and pulled me away from Kendall's bed as the porters came to wheel him away. "Come on i think we better go outside." She ducked back to give Kendall a quick kiss "Good Luck Kenny come back to us all"

We went outside where another doctor was talking to Jen. "The surgery will take at least a couple of hours, the important thing that we are going to do is to assess his brain and try to relieve the pressure caused by the bang to his head. We advise you not to hang around. This is your chance to go grab some food or get a change of surgery if there is anything that you need to be informed of i will make sure that you are kept up to speed with his progress"

We all watched as Kendall was wheeled past us and into the surgery. Jen and Katie burst into tears and James pulled them into a tight hug.

My stomach rumbled, without even thinking my hand went to my stomach.

"I think its best if we do what the doctor says and go to get something to eat" Camille said taking my hand "Maybe we can share some stories about Kendall or something just to pass the time a little."

"But..."

"No buts we need to look after ourselves, when Kendall gets better we need to be there just like normal, as if nothing has changed." Camille said.

I nodded and let Camille pull me to the canteen while everyone else stayed behind.

"I've got the feeling that you're hiding something" Camille said as we sat down with a pizza and lemonade.

I nodded "I'm sorry Camille but i'm not ready to talk about it yet"