James
Kendall's been in surgery for what feels like ages even though i know that it is not true, He's probably not been in there long but i hate the waiting. We've had no news yet so i take it that the surgery is going well.
It was nice though, the whole of the Palm Woods residents minus Bitters are here and even Jett is here. That is the biggest surprise of all since he and Kendall never really got along. We were all waiting on Kendall.
"I AM NOT GOING TO ASK AGAIN WHERE IS KENDALL KNIGHT!"
There was a roar of fury and i guess the pot plant at the reception desk had been broken.
I looked at the guys. "GUSTAVO!" We shouted.
"Really you had to break yet another plant?" Kelly complained as she ran after him towards us.
Like usual Gustavo ignored her.
"Guys we have a problem Griffin is worried about Big Time Rush" He said "There is speculation that you guys are going to break up so we need to record and release new material"
"We can't" Carlos said glumly.
None of us would be here without Kendall. It wouldn't seem right to do this without him.
Gustavo's face flashed shades of purple and red.
Kelly rolled her eyes and pulled out a wad of cash from her bag. "So that's fifty for the plant at the reception, ten thousand for the ambulance and three hundred..."
"Gustavo it wouldn't feel right not without Kendall we couldn't" Logan said.
"We are BTR because of Kendall we can't do it without him, we won't do it without him"
Kelly let out a deep sigh "I don't know why you just throw your money away!"
Gustavo's face turned back to normal. "i know its not the best time to discuss this or the place so what's been happening?"
We all took it in turns to explain everything that had gone on since the concert. And in return Gustavo and Kelly told us what had been going on in the media. There had been losts of made up stories about Kendall and us. But the worst that was being said was that we hated each other and we were splitting up.
"We have to be careful about how we portray ourselves in the media now as we don't want to stir up more fake stories" Kelly said.
We are all worried about Kendall and what the press are saying about us, they are scrutinising our every move.
"Gustavo are we not allowed to take a break then?" i asked. "i mean that was the plan after the concert"
Kelly nodded "That was the plan but since the accident there is a rumour that BTR is never going to recover. Understandably Griffin is worried that sales might drop" She smiled "Griffin understands that Kendall is the main concern and can buy us some time but i'm not sure how much he can get"
Jen
I can't concentrate on anything right now. All i keep thinking is that my boy lying there with some doctors fighting to save his life and fix the pressure on his brain. And i can't do anything to help to him like he had for me many times when i couldn't cope.
My little boy was only six but he grew up and helped me. Even though he didn't understand what was going on. I am so thankful that i had him. He was my rock and my support through my destruction.
I know Gustavo had come to encourage the boys to get back into the studio but i don't think they would without Kendall.
I stood up and went to the canteen to get drinks for everybody. I had to do something even if it was looking after Kendall's friends. Kendall was loved by almost everybody he had met i had to do something to say thank you.
I breathed out. All i wanted was my little boy back and healthy. It felt like there was a huge gap in my life without him here laughing and coming up with plans.
"Jen let me help you" Jo said picking a tray up for me.
"Thanks how are you coping?" i asked.
She smiled weakly "okay i guess. I just want him back"
I smiled back at her "We all want that but he's in the best place right now we just have to wait"
Jo shed a couple of tears "Its just so hard"
"Is there something else? You don't seem like yourself." i asked.
Jo thought for a moment and shook her head "No i'm fine, we better get these back to the guys."
Let's hope the guys are not fighting like last time. I don't know if i would have the energy to split them up if they did.
As we walked back Jo was telling me about how great Kendall was. I already knew it but it felt nice to have her say it out loud. She told me about their dates, and the presents like the teddies and the gold necklace that Logan turned into a bracelet so she and Camille could share it.
"Thank you sorry i didn't get your name" Katie said.
I walked faster round the corner and i saw my worst nightmare.
"Gary" i said, i could feel the colour drain from my face. I dropped the drinks on the floor, they spilled out everywhere. "GET AWAY FROM HER!" I screamed.
