Tears streamed down my face like raging waterfalls. I was hysterical as Carlos would call it. But even though I wanted to, I couldn't calm down, I wouldn't stop crying. I just couldn't believe what Kendall had just said to me, about Lucy.

"Sorry Jo but it doesn't make any sense" Jen said. She knelt in front of me with one hand rested on my knee. She pushed my sticky wet fringe off my sweaty face. "It's impossible that he could have spoken back, he has just had surgery"

I didn't reply. I knew what I heard.

"Sorry you can blame me for that you see I didn't explain properly before and I should have. Kendall is in what we call a vegetative state" the doctor from before said "that means that although he is conscious and can hear us he is unable to communicate back yet"

I shook my head "but he...he..." I put my hand on my face "I...he spoke to me"

Cami took my hand in hers "Honey you were in there a while you've been under a lot of stress lately, you've not been sleeping well. You probably fell asleep and dreamt it."

I didn't make it up did I? I mean I haven't been sleeping well lately. No I can't have. No there was too much for it not to be real.

I sighed "I suppose you're right. That conversation is my biggest worry and my worst nightmare" I rubbed my face "it just felt so real"

"It has been an emotional day" James said.

"Kendall is over the worst" Logan said.

"We're all tired" Carlos said.

"Carlos is right" Jen said getting up. "It's time for us to all get some rest now that we know Kendall is through the worst"

"i'm not tried" Katie protested while trying to hold back a yawn. She was trying to do my trick and refuse to succumb to sleep. "I want to stay here, we can't leave Kenny alone"

"No missus you definitely need to sleep" Jen said helping Katie to her feet. "if we don't sleep at least we can rest and freshen up and we will come see him first thing in the morning" She towed Katie out of the doors before she could protest against her decision.

The guys decided that they were going to stay a little while longer to let Jen get Katie off to bed. I wanted to stay longer too but Cami was adamant that we had to leave sooner than the guys and I don't think the guys would have let me stay anyway.

"Its great that Kendall is over the worst" Cami said as we pulled out of the hospital car park.

I nodded and stared out of the window. "I just hope he is the Kendall I love"

"Jo he is going to recover it might be difficult at first but eventually he will heal" She said. "Besides you may have more to worry about now"

"no" I said abruptly "I am not ready. Did Logan tell you anything else about why I had a living nightmare?"

She shook her head "He just said it was due to lack of sleep and stress"

"You didn't tell him did you?"

"Of course I didn't. There's not much to tell since you haven't had the result yet" she said. "Jo"

I sighed. There was nothing else to say really.

Cami pulled into the Palm Woods car park. "You know what we need to do"

"Sleep" I joked.

"Jo you need to know the result" she said ignoring my last comment.

I didn't reply.

She grabbed my hand "you know I am right"

She pulled the pregnancy test out of her bag and placed it on the dash in front of me. "it's your choice but you can't change the result now, no matter how long you want to try ignore it"

I sighed. She's right as usual. However I really don't want to look, I would rather not know what the result is. Would it be so bad to never find out? I can't change its result anyway so why do I need to know right now?

"Cami. I'm scared" I admitted.

"I know but I am here" she took my hand and we picked up the test "We can do it together 1...2..."

"Camille is that a pregnancy test?" Logan appeared at the car door, along with James and Carlos, making us both jump. We dropped the test on the floor of the car.

"Logan you scared us both" Camille scolded opening the door. "you're back earlier than we expected"

"Camille are you pregnant?" Logan asked, looking paler than usual.

She didn't reply as she was trying to kick the test away from his sight.

"Right I am going to go get some rest" I said hoping to distract him long enough for him to forget about her. "Thanks Cami for the lift"

"Thanks Jo for being here with her" Logan said.

"Did you see Kendall after we left?" I asked

"Yeah we did he was resting like we should be doing now" James said. "Tomorrow hopefully he will be awake"

I nodded. "i will see you all tomorrow"