Kendall is trying to breathe for himself. I couldn't believe it in the slightest, but it was true: Kendall is fighting to come back to us. It was horrible though, he was chocking on that tube thing they had put in his mouth to help him breathe. That sound is going to haunt me for the rest of my life.
Jen is still crying happy tears even after an hour of us waiting around. The doctor had just been over to tell us that tonight they needed to check that he was okay and assess his mentality so we would be unable to see him until the morning. That killed me, there is nothing I would rather do right now other than to sit with my boyfriend, but I did understand they wanted to look after him first.
My only fear about seeing Kendall is that my horrible nightmare could come true. It would destroy me for real if it did.
"Jo we should go get some rest" Jen said wiping her tears away "We won't be allowed to see him until morning so we might as well go back to the Palm Woods and get some rest"
I reluctantly agreed with her. As much as I wanted to stay here with Kendall I would be no help anyway. "I can't wait to speak to him properly."
"None of us can but we still need to sleep in beds, its not healthy sleeping here most of the time" Jen hugged me. "No matter what happens we can't forget to look after ourselves. Now we need to go before Katie falls asleep"
Katie had been quiet for the last half an hour, digesting the happy news. I hadn't noticed before but now I could she was struggling to keep her eyes open.
I nodded slowly, following them out to Jen's car. At least Kendall is making his way back to us. I just don't think I can wait much longer for Kendall to return to me properly.
I was going to wait until I got back to the Palm Woods but I couldn't wait any longer I just had to share the happy news. I called James. "Hi I have some news"
"What is it?" The boys were on their way back to the Palm Woods after their interview.
"Kendall" I almost squealed in delight. I couldn't contain my excitement even if I tried. "He's... breathing by himself"
"That's amazing Jo" he said.
Logan and Carlos were cheering loudly in the background. I guess I was on speaker to them all.
"It is. Its just a shame that we have got to wait until tomorrow before we can see him. I can't wait" I told him "I watched your interview. Well part of it. Jen and I couldn't stand the way she was speaking about Kendall so we turned it off. She was horrible!"
"We made it through" he said. "Just forget about that now. We have to help Kendall now"
I could hear voices in the background. "What's going on?"
James sighed "Okay I'll ask her! Logan chill I said I will ask her! Sorry Logan is asking did Cami tell you anything different about that test?"
"The stick? No just what she told you, why?"
"Logan thinks she was lying. He can tell she was lying she has a tell whatever that is."
"Did he speak to her?" I asked. Maybe there was a reason why she lied?
"No he didn't get a chance with visiting Kendall and the interview" James replied after a few moments.
Okay I've got to go, we've just pulled into the Palm Woods but tomorrow we can sort it out" I said and hung up.
"Stick?" Jen asked. She looked extremely confused, but I couldn't tell the truth that I think I may be pregnant with her first grandchild.
I shrugged my shoulders and leaned back against the headrest. "Carlos has apparently adopted a stick so Logan and James are persuading him to throw it away because it is nothing special"
Jen smirked "Sounds like Carlos"
I laughed "Yeah it sounds like the helmet thing again"
"They think he is going to grow attached?" Jen said pulling into a space.
"By the sounds of it, he already is"
I couldn't process it. Cami lied about the test. Why would she? Why would she lie about the result? I understand why she lied about who the test belonged to. She told me that everybody was watching me enough as it is and that she wanted me to be left alone. After all Kendall should be the one we all worry about, not me. And I agree with her. Kendall is the main priority now everything else can wait, I'm going to make sure of it.
We woke Katie up and grabbed our bags out the boot. I followed them up to their apartment, unsure of where I was going to sleep tonight Kendall's bed or mine. Some of the time I slept in mine but if I needed to be closer to Kendall I slept in his. Could I be pregnant? A wave of nausea worked its way up. I needed to keep it down until I reached my room. There's no way to know for sure until I see that test for myself. I need to find that test and see its result. Until then I need to try act as normal as I can.
