I hated myself for what I have done. My own girlfriend is sat in front of me, refusing to say even one word to me. She must hate me but I don't think that she could hate me as much as I hate myself right now. I did take the pregnancy test from her car.
Her skin was as white as snow as if she had seen a ghost. She looked sick with worry but it was hard to know for sure.
"Camille please say something, anything" I begged.
She sat with her head in a hands "i don't know what to say"
She definitely hates me then. Especially if she can't find the words. I know I am in the wrong. I didn't trust her and now she doesnt trust me.
I didn't get the chance to reply. What was there to say? I don't think Camille will listen to me now anyway.
Jo came out of Kendall's room slowly and quietly closing the door behind her. For someone who had just seen her boyfriend awake for the first time in a few weeks she didn't look very happy. She was tired and withdrawn not like the Jo we had first met. Ever since Kendall's accident she's been neglecting looking after herself, all of us knew it but we found it difficult to convince her to even eat. She only cares about Kendall right now and who can blame her? Its surprising how she has not fallen ill yet she definitely hasn't been sleeping as much as she should and she has been trying to convince us all otherwise.
Jo was kneeling by her best friend, one hand on Camille's knee the other pushing back Camille's long dark hair off her face. "What's wrong?"
James pushed me towards them both mouthing 'tell her'.
Still speechless, I couldn't find the words.
"Jo they had the pregnancy test Logan took it from my car I'm so sorry they know" Camille lifted her head.
The way she said it made me feel really guilty.
Wait why would Camille be sorry? She isn't to blame.
"We know that Camille is pregnant" James said.
Jo shook her head. "No you guys are wrong"
But the test is definitely positive. We can't be wrong. Wait is...is she? Did Camille?
"Jo" Camille said.
She shook her head and stood up. "No Camille don't lie for me, not any more. Guys the test belongs to me. I am pregnant but you can't tell anybody not yet"
I shouldn't feel so relieved about it but I can't help it. I am not the dad, Camille isn't the one who is pregnant. But Jo...and Kendall.
"Congratulations" Carlos said. "Who's the daddy?"
James hit him over the head. "Carlos!"
"You did date Jett for a while"
She burst into tears.
"Carlos!" I snapped.
Carlos gulped. "Sorry Jo"
"Look what you've done" James said.
Jo shook her head. "No it's not that. That was ages ago Carlos there's no possible way. The baby is Kendall's but I am scared"
"Jo how is he?" I asked wanting to distract her a little from one thing at least.
She didn't reply straight away.
"Jo?"
She stood up and looked in at Kendall, resting her hand on the window. "He's pretty bad. The knock to his head has caused him to go blind and he's having memory problems"
I nodded "All due to his accident. We shouldn't worry it should be temporary"
Ever since the accident I have been reading all my medical books trying to get my head around what has happened. I needed to understand that Kendall is going to get better with time, not just for me but to reassure my friends. I had read that a knock to the head, depending how serious, can cause lots of problems but I didn't want to mention it in front of Jo, not right now she's dealing with too much. The main thing would be that Kendall should recover, all we have to do is wait.
"I hope so. He didn't even recognise my voice or the perfume he bought me before the accident." she said. It sounded like she was loosing hope. "What am I meant to do?" She rested her hand on her stomach.
I wonder how long have they both known about Jo's pregnancy.
Camille stood up,draped her arms around Jo's shoulders and kissed her cheek. "Please try to keep smiling Jo it's going to be okay. Kendall is awake now he can only get better now"
