Lorelai knew this one was coming and the whole Christopher talk is the part she had dreaded the most.

"Because he asked. We were in Paris and he asked. He wanted to marry me, right then and there. And I wanted that whole package. Honestly, I didn't feel right about it that night but I shrugged it off. I thought that feeling would go away and that I could be happy, but I wasn't and he knew it and I knew it. Neither of us were happy. It was over before it started and I regret that it happened, but now it was important because having tried with him and seeing that it was a complete and total failure, I know that I was never really in love with him. He was just convenient. It's the same way with….with that night. The night I went to him. I knew he was weak and I just didn't want to feel what I was feeling. And more than marrying him, my biggest regret in life is that night and hurting you. I'm sorry I hurt you. If I could take it back, I would." Lorelai looked down at her Paul Anka. "I'm just so sorry."