Ruby:
"I'm sorry" i cried by Velvets bed as i feel her unconscious body. I can't help but feel helpless now, what would happen if i lose her? What if she never recovers? Dad, uncle Qrow and Yang stand behind me trying to reassure me that she will awaken but every time i just worry that it won't happen and it tears me apart. What will i do without her, i can't live life knowing she is gone.
"Mrs. Rose, you seem to be awake" i hear the doctor say "that's right i was in a coma for about two days, who cares anyways?" i think already feeling miserable as all i can do is sit and watch my girlfriend struggle to live and wake up, the doctor examines me to make sure i am well and soon leaves. Once he leaves i go back to sitting next to Velvet hoping that she will regain consciousness. Dad said that he was going to get my clothes incase i wanted to get out of this hospital dress thing and uncle Qrow said that he was going to get me some food. Yang tells me that she will be checking up on the rest of the team and they all leave me to stay with Velvet
I am not the only one sitting by her though, i noticed team CFVY as well being here, Coco has tried to reassured me like all the others that it will be fine, but how the hell would they know? I noticed that Coco and Fox are a bit more touchy feely than usual but i don't pay mind to it, my brain is still stuck on the unconscious Velvet. Dad and uncle Qrow returned with food and my clothes. I want to get out of this thing and actually dress up but at the same time i dont have the energy to get up and do that. I am too drained from today and probably will be drained for a while. It's hard enough trying to eat after being emotionally destroy let alone get up and get dressed.
My dad and uncle left saying they will go to sleep and assured me that Yang will still be here, i still don't care really but i just nod just to let them know. Its has gotten pretty late and i look at Velvet and decide to muster up just enough energy to lay next to her. Sleep doesn't come my way though. I keep remembering the events over and over. All i can see when i close my eyes is Velvet being clawed by that beast over, and over, and over again.
Time flies as you stay inside your head is what i learned as i look out the hospital window only to notice that the sun has come up. My eyes feel heavy but in no way do i feel like shutting them.
The days keep coming and going, all the same. Reassurance by my family, food, some concern here and there that i should sleep or i would get sick or something and that it isn't healthy only for me to ignore them and then i would attempt it only to fail again because of nightmares. Its almost been a week like this and it hasn't gotten any better, a couple days ago i noticed professor Goodwitch had awoken, i would wonder what happened but i don't care at the moment. Professor Ozpin surely seems to care a lot, he must feel very relieved, as the person he likes gets out all good and happy, ready to fight again and all, meanwhile mines hasn't showed any signs of recovery. My teammates haven't woken up either, one more thing to ruin my life i guess. My nightmares have gotten worse, at furst it was just Velvet and the incident but now i am seeing my mother die too. I can't help but cry more and more, if i didn't have a cup of water by my side at all times i would surely be dead due to dehydration because of how much i cried.
It's just not fair, why me? of all people why do i have to live like this? I have done nothing wrong, my team has done nothing wrong, for remnants sake i thought that there was a god here that protected those that wanted to protect the world, but as i think about everything that has happened to me as i look at the cross that my mother gave me i come to realise that maybe there isn't a god, maybe this is how reality works. It hurts, it hurts so much just living at this point, i wish it would be me in this coma and not her, why, WHY DID IT HAVE TO BE HER!?
I close my eyes in exhaustion and i can finally sleep because my brain is too tired to even dream at this point. I am about ready to give up on life, to let go. However one thing stops me from doing that. The one thing i kept denying would happen. As i feel something pass through my forehead getting the hair out of my face, i look up and see a smile with soft eyes.
"Hello, Ruby"
AUTHORS NOTE: GUESS WHO IS BACK, I KNOW A LOT OF YOU HAVE BEEN WANTING THIS AND HERE YOU GO, I JUST GOTTA SAY THANK YOU FOR STICKING WITH MY LAZYNESS I PROMISE THAT I WONT DO THIS AGAIN…. NAH JUST KIDDING I WILL PROBABLY BECOME LAZY AGAIN BUT HEY I GAVE YOU CONTENT DEAL WITH IT, ANYWAYS I WILL BE UPDATING A LOT FOR A BIT SO STAY TUNED
