First Mate First Love
Chapter 22: Hells of Healing
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"Ready?" asked Kiba.
Neji nodded. Kiba easily lifted him. He pressed his nose into Kiba's chest.
"I want to go home", said Neji.
"We will", said Kiba.
The groups split off when they reached the village gates knowing the couple needed privacy.
"Keeper with me", said Neji.
The hyena followed the couple. Keeper stopped at the entrance not whether he was welcome or not. When he took a step forward Akamaru moved in front of him. The younger white dog snarled at him.
"Akamaru stop that", said Neji.
He backed down at Neji's command.
"Please, can he stay with us? I owe without him I wouldn't have survived", said Neji.
"Are you sure?" asked Kiba.
"Why would I not want him?" asked Neji.
"He'd be a constant reminder of what happened", said Kiba.
"I will never forget what happened to me. It's carved forever in my memory and flesh. That hell will never leave me. Having the one good thing from that horrible place will make things less bitter", said Neji.
"I won't argue with you", said Kiba.
"Keeper", called Neji.
The large beast came trotting over.
"I know you don't like him", said Neji.
Kiba couldn't help glaring at Keeper.
"Please stop it Kiba", said Neji.
"I'm sorry. Seeing him reminds me of how that man hurt you. I know how much he means to you", said Kiba.
"Don't think of him in that way. Think of him as an ally. Without him, I would have never reached Shino. Those wild dogs would have mauled me if it weren't for him. And I would only ever see you from afar. Can you try and treat him well. It would mean a great deal to me", said Neji.
Kiba sighed. Neji was right without Keeper he would have never had his mate in his arms again. He owed the beast a great deal too.
"Yes, but it will difficult for me to get over the fact he belonged to Katsuo", said Kiba.
"Keeper is mine", said Neji.
Neji gave a weak smile when Keeper pressed his head against his hand.
"He's a good dog and more importantly he's my friend", said Neji.
"I know", said Kiba.
Akamaru looked at him. It was obvious to Kiba that his friend didn't like the new addition.
"I thought we were going home", said Neji.
"I'm sorry but we have to go the hospital", said Kiba.
"NO!" growled Neji as he tried to squirm out of Kiba's embrace.
"Tell me why", said Kiba.
"I don't want any more people seeing me like this", said Neji.
"It will only be Tsunade and she won't say a word", said Kiba.
"Fine", said Neji.
The walked was quiet. Most of the village was still asleep.
"Kiba?"
He looked at Neji who was safely tucked in his arms.
"Is this real?" asked Neji.
"Yes, my love. This is real we are back in the Hidden Leaf", said Kiba.
"Good, I don't want this to be a nightmare", said Neji.
"A nightmare?"
"Yes, a good dream, but when I wake it become a nightmare because it served as a painful reminder of where I actually was", said Neji.
"I promise this isn't a dream. We are home", said Kiba.
Neji tensed when the hospital came into view.
"I'm fine I rather not go to the hospital", said Neji as he put up a weak struggle in his husband's arms.
"You can hardly stand and you're bleeding. And don't say you aren't I can smell it. I don't call that fine. I wanted you healed", said Kiba.
"I'll never be fully healed again", muttered Neji.
Kiba knew he wasn't meant to hear that, but he hated knowing Neji felt such a way hurt.
"Please don't say that Neji", begged Kiba.
He sighed.
"Neji",
Kiba didn't get a response from his beloved. When they reached the hospital entrance, Neji went rigid against him.
"Don't make me go in", begged Neji as they approached the examination room.
"I'm sorry, but you have to", said Kiba.
Kiba sat in a chair with Neji in his lap. They waited for Tsunade. Kiba caught her scent, but his mate didn't seem to notice. She seemed to be giving them some time before starting the process, which they needed. He mouthed the words thank you to the blonde woman. She gave a slight nod and wandered off to give them some privacy. Neji was crying into his shirt.
"Hey, what's wrong beautiful?" asked Kiba.
"So much is wrong with me? Why do you even want me?" asked Neji.
"Because you are my heart. I can't live without you", said Kiba.
"But you did", said Neji.
"That wasn't living Neji. That was hell", said Kiba.
"I couldn't fight him off. He-
"I know my love, but I want to make sure everything okay", said Kiba.
"How can you still want me after what Katsuo did to me?" asked Neji.
"Because I love you", said Kiba.
Tsunade came from her hiding place.
"Are you ready?" asked Tsunade.
Neji gave a slight nod. She walked into the examination room.
"Can you come with me?" asked Neji.
"Of course", he said.
He carried Neji into the small room.
"Set him down on the table", said Tsunade.
Kiba did as she told. She saw how nervous Neji was. In her time as a medical ninja, she'd seen that expressions on women too many times before.
"I know you are nervous Neji, but I have to do this exam. It's the only way I can make sure your healthy", said Tsunade.
Neji backed away as Tsunade came closer. His heart was racing. He whined for Kiba. Neji gave a satisfied sigh when he was scooped up in Kiba's arms. He nuzzled closely to the crook of his alpha's neck. Kiba's scent made him relax. This was the real Kiba, not the one Katsuo hid as.
"My Kiba", whispered Neji.
"I'm here", said Kiba.
He relaxed as he was cradled in his alpha's arms. Neji shivered when he saw the tools on the table next to him. He whimpered.
"Please, don't make me", pleaded Neji.
Kiba looked at Tsunade.
"Can this wait?" he asked.
"It's for his best interest. If I don't do this now I could miss something that could hurt him later on", said Tsunade.
"Like what?" asked Kiba.
"STDs that could cause something serious over time, which could cause fertility problems later on", said Tsunade.
"I'm sorry beautiful", said Kiba.
"Kiba", he whimpered.
"Relax, be still, and listen to Tsunade", ordered Kiba in his gentlest voice.
Neji smiled as his body gave into the command.
"He should be fine now", said Kiba as he ran his finger through Neji's hair.
"What did you do him?" asked Tsunade.
"I'm his alpha I gave him a command. His body response over come the shock of the command is by flooding his brain with feel good hormones. It's working in overdrive because of the massive trauma he's gone through. Can we just get this over with? I want his home", said Kiba.
"Okay, Neji I need you to move down", she said.
He gave a weak nod and moved down. Tsunade placed Neji's feet in the stirrups. She slowly moved up the bed sheet, so she could see. Tsunade tried not to give a reaction when she saw the damage done. She couldn't help pitying Neji.
"This will be cold", Tsunade warned.
Neji yelped. Tears streamed from his eyes.
"Shh, I'm here", said Kiba.
"Hurt", whimpered Neji.
He let Neji take his hand. The painful process took an hour. Throughout that hour Kiba to grit his teeth to stop himself from doing something rash to the healer. The last thing Tsunade did was heal the tearing.
"You did very good my love", said Kiba.
"I did?" he asked.
"Yes, you did. Now get some rest", said Kiba.
Neji nodded before falling asleep.
"I've healed his physical injuries. He should be able to walk comfortably now", said Tsunade.
She handed Kiba a bottle of antibiotics.
"His mental health is my concern. Your bond with him will be a massive help to him. I'll tell Kakashi to give you all the time off you need until he's ready. I'm not sure if he'll ever be the same. Most aren't after experiencing such a thing, but with your help, there could be a chance", said Tsunade.
"Is there anything I should look out for?" asked Kiba.
"Every case is different. Just don't leave him alone for long amounts of time", said Tsunade.
"Do you think he would try something like that?" asked Kiba.
"I don't know", said Tsunade.
"Anything you suggest I do when I get home?" asked Kiba.
"Give him a bath. Washing away the scent of that place will be good for both of you. When you're done with that rub him down with this", said Tsunade as he tossed him a brown bottle.
"What is it?" asked Kiba.
"Lavender oil. It cleans the skin and relaxes the muscles. And it will help mask Katsuo's scent. I'll make sure everyone gives you two space", said Tsunade.
"Can you get him so clothes?" asked Kiba.
"Of course", said Tsunade.
Kiba quickly dressed Neji. He rushed home with Keeper and Akamaru following behind him. Shine and Akamaru were extremely happy to see Neji. Kiba shut the bathroom door before the dogs could follow. He carefully placed Neji against the tub. He noticed his mate's muscles were more defined. As he filled the tub with warm water, he undressed Neji. He growled when he saw the scars on Neji's hips. Kiba placed his mate in the water.
He started washing away the stink of that horrible place. The process was slow. He didn't want to rub Neji's skin raw. The next part would be the most uncomfortable for his mate, even though he was asleep. He pushed his finger into Neji trying to clean him as thoroughly as possible without causing further distress. He dried his mate and put him in boxers. Kiba placed the limp being in bed. Then massaged the lavender oil into Neji's soft skin.
"I'm so sorry", he said.
The door of his room creaked open. It was Keeper. Akamaru and Shine knew he needed alone time, but that didn't the hyena was unwelcome.
"SCRAM!" growled Kiba.
The hyena ignored him and got into bed with Neji. His omega wrapped an arm around Keeper's large muscular neck. Neji nuzzled into Keeper's fur. Kiba was extremely jealous of the hyena. Then he saw the comfort Neji was getting from the contact with the beast. Kiba moved so he could get a better look at the hyena.
"Thank you", he said before patting Keeper on the head.
Neji woke from a great sleep. Where was he? Where was Katsuo? The bed he was in wasn't covered in animal pelts. He felt wonderfully warm and safe. His body was relaxed. This is his home. It wasn't a dream. Keeper licked his face.
"I'm home", said Neji.
He heard his husband snoring. Kiba was sleeping on the floor next to the bed. Neji was so happy to hear that sound. He started crying.
"Kiba?"
He smiled when Kiba instantly woke.
"Why are you crying?" he asked.
"It wasn't a dream", said Neji.
Kiba gave him a warm smile. It put his heart at ease. He noticed Kiba's eyes returned to their normal ebony color.
"What are you staring at?" asked Kiba.
"Your eyes they are back to normal", said Neji.
"Good", said Kiba.
"What made them change?" asked Neji.
"My eyes will change like that if I'm in heat or an event brings out my inner alpha", said Kiba.
A frame on the nightstand caught his attention it was a photo of him and Kiba. He took it from the nightstand.
"Where did you get this?" asked Neji.
"Mom gave it to me. It means a lot to me. I don't have many photos of you", said Kiba.
"You don't need any photos of me. I will always be with you", said Neji.
Kiba took his hand and kissed it.
"I love you", he said.
Neji smiled.
"Why are you on the floor?" he asked.
"I wasn't sure if you'd be comfortable with me sleeping in bed with you, but I wanted to be close just in case you needed me", said Kiba.
"Did you bathe me?" asked Neji as he sniffed his skin.
"Yes, I had to mask his scent", said Kiba.
"Explains the lavender", said Neji.
"That wasn't the only reason it was also to help you relax", said Kiba.
Neji pulled his legs close to his chest.
"I know you'll have to replace his scent with yours. It's only a matter of time until you give into that alpha urge", said Neji.
Kiba bit his lip. Neji was right. It would only be a matter of time before his instincts to reclaim his mate took over. What made it even more difficult was this their cool month. Once it ends he would go into heat and the urge to replace Katsuo's scent with his own would be too powerful for him to even have the slightest control over. It wouldn't be safe for Neji to be around him while he was in heat, even if he were chained up.
"Part of me craves that. I want to be reclaimed, but the idea scares me. Your instinct renew your scent on me will be even stronger during heat. I won't be safe for me to be near you", said Neji.
"At least this time I know you're near and safe", said Kiba.
Safe that was something he'd never thought he'd be again.
"Three heats without you was horrible. He forced me to spend one with him, but thankfully he never took me. The other two I spent alone in a dark cage. I didn't have the comfort of knowing or having you near. My body couldn't fulfill its most powerful instinct. It took all my strength not to give into him. I don't think I can survive another without giving in", said Neji.
"You mean you want to start our family", said Kiba.
"Yes", said Neji.
"Are you sure you want to do this? We can still go through heat together without you getting pregnant. I don't mind waiting to have a family until you're ready", said Kiba.
Neji stared at the man in front of him making sure he was still his hyperactive knucklehead husband.
"What is it? Do I have something on my face?" asked Kiba.
"No, it's not that. You're more mature. It's just a bit of a shocker", said Neji.
"I had to mature. It was the only way I would have enough sense to get you back", said Kiba.
He sighed.
"Are you sure about this Neji? I don't want you to feel pressured", said Kiba.
"Yes, I want a baby, but I'm not sure if I'll be ready by the next time we go into heat", said Neji.
"There's no rush if you aren't ready. You know that right", said Kiba.
"I'm sure", said Neji.
"Don't be afraid to tell me if you are", said Kiba.
"Do you want this Kiba?" asked Neji.
"Yes, I want this. Having a family with you has been a long time dream of mine", said Kiba.
His faced turned hot at the realization that he had just admitted one his long-term fantasies to Neji.
"How long has this been your fantasy?" asked Neji.
"For about two or three years", said Kiba.
He was shocked when Neji kissed him on the cheek.
"There's no reason to blush Kiba. I don't mind. Two years ago I didn't dare dream of such a thing", he said.
Kiba didn't pry further into that statement. He wanted to get onto a more pleasant subject.
"You know many of our friends and family have already started that process", said Kiba.
"Hinata and Naruto?" asked Neji.
"She's one month along. Hana and Kakashi are four months along with their first pup. Every one of our friend a family of their own even Shino", said Kiba.
"Hana and Kakashi?" asked Neji.
"They found comfort with each other. I was happy for her finally having the courage to talk to him, but it all reminded me of how much I missed you", said Kiba.
"Who is Shino engaged to?" asked Neji.
"Your sister", said Kiba.
"I've missed so much", said Neji.
"You aren't going to miss anymore", said Kiba.
"At least things here haven't changed much. The only difference is that photo", said Neji.
"I wanted you to have somewhere familiar and safe when you came back", said Kiba.
There was a scratching at the door.
"I wasn't the only one who miss you. Can I let them in?" asked Kiba as he got up from the floor.
Neji nodded. Akamaru and Shine charged into the room. Keeper jumped from the bed just in time. Neji was tackled down into the bed as the two dogs greeted him. Eventually, the pair of dogs gave him some space. He got up from his bed and went to the dresser.
Kiba moved behind his mate. He pulled Neji close in a tight embrace. This was something he'd grown accustomed to over their marriage. His mate literally shot out of his arms to the other side of their room.
"Sorry, Neji. I didn't mean to spook you. It's just a habit", said Kiba.
Once his heart rate returned to a steadier pace he walked over to Kiba.
"I'm sorry", said Kiba again.
He didn't know how to approach his mate.
"You can't approach me from behind. I need to know you are coming. He came at me from behind. Always pulling me close", said Neji.
Kiba was shocked Neji was being so open with him.
"I'm shocked too. I wasn't planning on telling anyone what happened there not even you. There's too much to be ashamed of. If I hadn't wandered in the first place this wouldn't have happened", said Neji.
He turned Neji around, so he could see his face. Those white eyes were focused on the ground. He lifted Neji's chin.
"Never blame yourself for this. It wasn't your fault. Promise me you'll never say something like that again", said Kiba.
"But it's true", said Neji.
"If it's anyone's fault it's mine. I'm your alpha I'm supposed to protect you that's something I've failed miserably at", said Kiba.
"No, it's not. You brought me home and gave me somewhere to recover. You're my alpha no one else's. I love you and you keep me safe. This isn't your fault", said Neji.
Kiba's hearted warmed.
"Promise me you'll never blame yourself again. I can't have you thinking such a thing", said Kiba.
"Promise", said Neji.
"Can I hug you?" asked Kiba.
He nodded. Neji allowed Kiba to pull him close. He body relaxed in those tan muscular arms.
"My Kiba", he whispered.
Saying that seemed to reassure and comfort his mate, so Kiba decided he wouldn't question Neji's reasons for saying it. He felt Neji wrap his arms around him.
"I'm sorry", he said.
Kiba pulled away slightly. Trying to figure out what he could possibly be apologizing for.
"For what?" asked Kiba.
"Before I was taken I said such horrible thing to you. I thought you would hate me", said Neji.
"I could never hate you", said Kiba.
"I don't know how you couldn't. I betrayed you", said Neji.
"You didn't betray me. That man forced himself on you. Because of that damn collar seal, you couldn't fight back", said Kiba.
"I can't help feeling ashamed of myself", said Neji.
"You have nothing to be ashamed of. I love you", said Kiba.
"I love you too", said Neji.
He walked into the kitchen. Kiba poured him a glass of water and handed him an orange and red pill.
"What is it?" asked Neji.
"Antibiotics, to fight off anything he could have given you", said Kiba.
Neji twitched. His head tilted down and he let his hair fall in his face. The shame came rushing back.
"Beautiful, what is it? Are you not feeling well? Is there anything I can do?" asked Kiba.
"Tell me you love me", said Neji.
He needed to hear it.
"You know I do", said Kiba.
"Please Kiba. Even though that man ruined me. I need to know you love me", said Neji.
Ruined? Is that really what his beloved thought of himself? Kiba kneeled down in front of his mate.
"Look at me, beautiful", said Kiba.
Neji's white eyes met his. He cupped the beauty face in his hands.
"I love more than anything in this world. You are my heart and every day my love for you grows", said Kiba.
"Even though he ruined me", said Neji.
"He didn't ruin you!" growled Kiba.
Kiba's eyes flash a golden brown.
"Please, don't be upset with me", said Neji.
"I'm not upset. I'm angry with the bastard that hurt you. I wish I could kill him all over again", snarled Kiba.
This Kiba's eyes stayed that dangerous shade of golden brown.
"You're making me nervous, Kiba", pleaded Neji.
Kiba instantly froze. He kneeled down and took Neji's hand in his.
"I'm sorry", said Kiba before kissing his hand.
Neji sighed before running his fingers through Kiba's hair. He relaxed when he saw Kiba's eyes fade back to their normal shade of ebony.
"If he didn't ruin me, what did he do? How can you still want me I don't understand", said Neji.
"You're my soul mate. I will always want you. And you aren't ruined. You are injured, but whatever pain he caused you. I will help heal you", said Kiba.
"Are you sure you still want me?" asked Neji.
"Yes, I will be with you every step of the way. I don't care how long it takes. All I want is for you to feel better. If that means we don't ever have sex again I'm fine with that", said Kiba.
"You'd do that for me?" asked Neji.
"Yes, and we can even adopt if you want a family", said Kiba.
"Thank you", said Neji.
He watched as Kiba took off his necklace.
"Here, I should have given you this earlier", said Kiba as he handed Neji his wedding band.
"You kept it", said Neji.
"Did you really think I would throw it away?" asked Kiba.
"I was so cruel to you", said Neji.
"You were hurting", said Kiba.
Neji took the ring from Kiba's hand. There was an inscription on the inside of the ring.
"My eternal love. Am I really that to you?" asked Neji aloud.
"That and so much more", said Kiba.
He slid the ring onto Neji's finger.
"I will be with you every step of the way. I don't care how long it takes. All I want is for you to feel better", said Kiba.
From their bond, Neji knew every word was true. He knew the man in front of him would love him unconditionally for the rest of their lives.
"Can you take it, my love? I want you healthy", said Kiba.
Neji had forgotten about the pill on the table. He took it.
"Thank you", said Kiba before placing a kiss on Neji's cheek.
Neji tensed when he heard the sound of a struggle. Kiba moved in front of him. He soon relaxed, when he realized who it was. The door crashed opened Guy, Lee, and four anbu members trying to stop them landed on the kitchen floor.
"NEJI THANK GOD YOU'RE OKAY!" cried Guy.
"Let them go", said Neji.
Guy trapped him in an embrace. This hug didn't scare him. Guy was safe. As soon as he was free from his sensei's embrace Lee trapped him in a hug.
"I'm so glad you're okay. I'll have Momo make you the Curry of Life", said Lee.
Neji nearly gagged at the thought.
"That won't be necessary", he said.
"Are you sure? It will bring your strength back", said Lee.
"The last time I ate that curry it made me pass out", said Neji.
"I'm sure by now you've gained a stronger tolerance for spice", said Lee.
Kiba sensed his mate tiring. Guy and Lee took their leave. Before they could, even close the door Neji was tackled to the floor.
"Don't ever scare me like that again you fucking idiot!" cried Yochu.
"I'm not planning on it", said Neji.
Her tears fell onto fell onto his face. He always hated seeing his sister cry.
"Congratulations on your engagement", said Neji as he tried sitting up.
They both got off the floor.
"Are you angry I didn't ask your permission?" asked Yochu.
Neji actually laughed.
"When have you ever asked my permission to do anything? I'm happy for Yochu" asked Neji.
Yochu saw how tired he was. Her brother's outward appearance might look unharmed, but there was damage done to him. How much she couldn't tell. He needs sleep and time. Neji would be back to his normal self eventually.
"Come to the shop when you're ready. Grams would love to see you. Shino its time for us to go", said Yochu.
Yochu locked him in a tight embrace.
"I love you baby brother never forget that", said Yochu.
"I won't", said Neji.
She kissed him on the cheek before going to the door.
"Take good care of him, Kiba", said Yochu.
"I will", he said.
"I know the start of your relationship was far from perfect. But I can't see my brother with anyone else, but you. I know you'll care for him better than anyone else", said Yochu.
"Thanks", he said.
Kiba walked over to his beloved. He slowly approached Neji from behind giving his mate plenty of time to know he was there. He wrapped his arms around his omega. Kiba nuzzled into to his mate's neck. He forced himself not to growl when he caught Katsuo's scent on his mate's flesh. Kiba gave Neji a few tender licks to make him feel less self-conscious.
"I love Neji Inuzuka", said Kiba.
"I love you too", he said.
"What's with that smirk?" asked Kiba.
"I never thought my sister you would think you were good enough for me", said Neji.
"Hell, I still don't think I'm good enough for you", said Kiba.
"But you are", said Neji.
Kiba smiled. Neji missed that bright warm smile.
"Put me down", he growled.
"I will", said Kiba.
Kiba ignored him. He walked them to their bedroom. The two sat down on the bed. Neji fell asleep with his head on Kiba's chest. Kiba wrapped his arms tightly around his mate. He never wanted Neji out of his reach again. The two dogs hopped in bed with him. Keeper trotted into bed and lay down on the floor. The large hyena didn't bother Shine or Akamaru. He mostly kept to himself.
Lavender filled clouded his sense of smell, but he caught the scent of Katsuo. A few hours later Neji started moving in his sleep. He started whining. Kiba nudged his mate awake. There was pure terror in those white eyes.
"It's okay beautiful. You're safe here. No one will hurt you. I'm here", said Kiba.
He didn't know if he could trust the man in front of him. Neji bared teeth and growled. Kiba whined before licking his cheek. The alpha pulled him close. The scent was that of his true alpha. He nuzzled closely to Kiba's neck.
"My Kiba", whispered Neji.
Kiba was so happy to have Neji back in his embrace. He yawned. Might as well get some sleep. Right, when he was about to close his eyes there was a knock the door. He sniffed it was Kurenai and her daughter. Kiba carefully moved Neji from his chest. His mate gave a soft whine at being moved.
"I'll be back soon enough", said Kiba.
He kissed Neji on the forehead. Shine and Keeper took his place near Neji. He opened the front door.
"Hey Kurenai here to check up on me", said Kiba.
"That and Mirai wanted to see you", said Kurenai.
Neji woke a few minutes after Kiba. He heard Kiba talking with someone. Byakugan. He saw Kurenai and her daughter. The little girl sat in Kiba's lap. She looked happy and so did his husband. He put his had on his stomach. Katsuo was right his body craved a baby. Watching Kiba with Mirai was very nice. Kiba would make a great father. He released his Byakugan. He walked out of the bedroom only to have the little girl run him. She started crying. Mirai had somehow managed to scuff her knee. He took her in his arms.
"Shh, there's no need to make such a fuss", said Neji.
She cuddled closely to his neck. Her crying turned to sniffles.
"You're a big girl something as small that couldn't have possibly hurt you", said Neji.
Mirai pulled away from her holder. She smiled.
"You are right Neji", she said.
Neji placed her on the bathroom counter. He the band-aids from a drawer and carefully placed over the cut.
"See all better", said Neji.
"You have pretty hair. Can I braid it?" asked Mirai.
"Your mother is probably wondering where you are", said Neji.
"Please only one braid", begged Mirai.
He nodded and allowed the little girl braid a strand of his hair.
"Okay, now it's time for you to go back to your mother", said Neji.
Kiba sat outside with his sensei. His attention went to the front door. He smiled at the sight before. Neji held Mirai in his arms. It was wonderful seeing his mate with a child in his arm.
"Mommy, doesn't he have pretty hair", said the girl she played with a strand of it.
"Yes, he does", said Kurenai.
Neji put down the little girl. He wanted Kiba to himself for a while.
"Why don't you stay out for a while?" asked Kiba.
"I'm not feeling well. I think I'll go to bed", said Neji.
He wasn't lying his stomach was bothering him. The poor thing didn't look that well. There was bound to be some side effect from taking such powerful antibiotics.
"Well, it looks like you're needed. I leave the two of you be", said Kurenai.
"Already?" whined Mirai.
"Yes, Neji is tired. And it's naptime when we get home", said Kurenai.
"But I'm not tired!" cried Mirai.
"But Neji is", said Kiba.
"He is?" asked Mirai.
"Yes, he is. Remember his tummy was hurting him. Sleeping will make him feel better", said Kiba.
"Oh okay. Can we visit again once you're feeling better Neji?" asked Mirai.
"Of course, but that might not be for a while", he said.
"Goodbye Neji I hope you feel better soon", said Mirai.
He waved to little girl from the kitchen window.
"Thanks for stopping by sensei. I wish I had more time talk. It's just I have more important matters to deal with", said Kiba.
"He's lucky to have someone like you", said Kurenai.
"No, it's the other way around. I'm lucky to have someone like him in my life", said Kiba.
Kurenai gave a soft giggle. Her macho student had turned into a softy she always knew he was.
"What is it?" asked Kiba.
"Oh, nothing. Before I go I brought you and Neji some sweets from Amaguriama. I didn't know what he liked so bought dangos and sponge cake", said Kurenai as she gave him the boxes.
Neji hugged Kiba when he came in.
"Hey, beautiful. How are you feeling?" asked Kiba.
"Dizzy but otherwise okay", said Neji.
"You need to eat", said Kiba.
He cut him a piece of sponge cake and handed it to Neji.
"Not hungry", said Neji as he pushed away his husband's hand.
"You should have something in your stomach", said Kiba.
He ate the small piece Kiba gave him.
"Can I sleep now?" asked Neji.
He growled when Kiba pick up but didn't put a real fight. Neji settled down with his husband in bed. He nuzzled closely to his alpha's neck. That's where Kiba's scent was strongest. It proved this man was his husband and mate. In no time he was asleep and huddled safely in Kiba's arms.
Kiba ran his fingers through Neji's hair. So far his beauty was doing okay. He tensed, when he heard the front door open, but relaxed it was his mom. She walked into his bedroom.
"How is he?" asked Tsume.
"He's tired and the medicine he's on makes him dizzy. I wish he would eat more", said Kiba.
"If you have a question ask it", said Tsume.
"His bond with me is far more sensitive than before. Is there a reason for that?" asked Kiba.
"It's to repair the damage done. His connection with you will help speed up the healing process. It shows him you're there for him. And the changes in yourself will make him feel safe", said Tsume.
"Changes in myself?" asked Kiba.
"Don't tell me you haven't noticed", said Tsume.
"My attention has been focused elsewhere", said Kiba.
He pulled Neji closer and was rewarded with his mate cuddling closer.
"You're a proven alpha Kiba. When you killed Katsuo, you not only proved it, but you also inherited a great amount of strength by defeating him", said Tsume.
"I really don't care about new power. My only focus is keeping him safe. I don't want anyone hurting him like again. I won't break my promise again", said Kiba.
"Don't say it prove it", said Tsume.
Late at night, Neji woke in a cold sweat. His heart was beating rapidly in his chest. When someone touched him, he lashed out. His claws tore into flesh. Neji's sense returned. His fear increased when he saw the blood splattered across the blankets.
"Kiba?!"
He turned on the bedside lamp. Neji put his head in his hands when he saw the deep gashes on Kiba's forearm. His body instinctively relaxed, when Kiba started running his hand up and down back. He went into the bathroom and grabbed the first aid kit. Neji cleaned the wounds and wrapped them in bandages.
"I think Hana will have to stitch you up in the morning. I'm sorry", said Neji.
"You were having a nightmare. There's no need to be sorry", said Kiba.
"You are too good for me", said Neji.
"For a genius, you can be really stupid sometimes", said Kiba.
"What are you talking about?" asked Neji.
"I've wanted you since the day I first set eyes on you. Then I thought you were too good for me and now I think you are too good for me. But every day I tried to be the best husband I can be to you", said Kiba.
Kiba was shocked when Neji kissed him gently on the lips.
"I keep wishing you told me sooner. If I knew I could have someone love me like you do I would have said yes to you without hesitation", said Neji.
Kiba pulled him into his lap. Neji leaned his head against his mate's chest and listen to his heartbeat.
"Mark me", whispered Neji.
Kiba nuzzled Neji's neck. He needed his mate relaxed, so he could avoid causing any trauma. He started gently kissing that beautiful pale neck. The kisses grew more passionate. Neji had long, since gone limp in his arms, but he wanted his omega perfectly calm. He couldn't risk any longer and bit into Neji's skin. Neji gave a low moan, but give any signs of fear. Kiba took his time lapping away the blood.
"There all better", said Kiba.
"Not yet", whispered Neji.
He tilted his head to the other side. Kiba growled when he saw the second claim mark. He carefully sniffed. The scent attached to the mark was extremely faded but didn't belong to him, so he had to get rid of it. He repeated the gentle process of remarking his mate yet again. Thankfully, both of them slept peacefully through the night.
The week went by and Neji was stable. He seemed to be getting better. Kiba was very pleased with Neji's steady recovery. Right now they were sitting on the couch together. His mate was sleeping comfortably in his arm. Kiba never thought a person could sleep that much so till now. That was almost all Neji did. He smiled when those white eyes opened.
"My Kiba", said Neji.
"Why do you always say that? It's not that I mind I'm only curious", said Kiba.
He frowned when he saw the pained expression Neji's face.
"You don't have to tell me", said Kiba.
"I'm not ready yet", said Neji.
There was a knock at the door.
"Ignore it", said Neji as he pressed himself against Kiba.
"That's fine with me", said Kiba.
"NEJI!"
It was Lee.
"If we ignore him will he leave", he said.
"No", said Neji.
Kiba groaned and got from the couch.
"What do you want?" asked Kiba.
Neji followed Kiba to the front door. He kept himself hidden behind his alpha.
"I wanted to see if Neji was up training", said Lee.
Training? Physically he was ready and was better than staying in bed all day.
"Sure", said Neji.
Kiba bit his lip. He was happy his mate wanted to go out, but he didn't want Neji getting hurt. Lee extreme training would be tough on his mate.
"Can Kiba and Akamaru join us?" asked Neji.
"Of course the more the merrier", said Lee.
"Can you give me a few moments to change", said Neji.
"Yes", said Lee.
He went to the front yard to do pushups while he waited. Neji went to the bedroom to change.
"Thanks for inviting me", said Kiba.
"I want you with me", said Neji.
Kiba watched as Neji and Lee trained. Keeper, Shine, and Akamaru sat next. They kept a close eye on Neji. To his surprise, his mate seemed to be in great physical shape. When they were finished training, he was covered in a thin sheen of sweat, but smiling.
"That's enough for today. I have to meet Momo", said Lee.
"See ya Lee", said Kiba.
Lee waved bye to them before walking home.
"It's nice seeing you smiling again. I was worried I wouldn't see much of that", said Kiba.
"I thought I would never be able to fight like that again. My abilities aren't gone you don't know how much of a relief that is", said Neji.
"You seem stronger than before", said Kiba.
Neji sighed.
"I had to keep my body strong. I trained constantly to keep myself distracted", he said.
Kiba took his hand.
"You here with me and safe, beautiful", he said.
Some of the tension left Neji's shoulders.
"Love you", said Neji.
"You aren't ready to go back yet are you", said Kiba.
Neji shook his head.
"How about a run together?" he asked.
A run wasn't just a run between the two of them. They let their inner beasts out for a moment. The two of them went to all fours. They ran through the forest together. Only when they out of breath did they stop. The two of them nuzzled. They stretched.
"Ready to go home? I'll race you there", said Kiba.
Neji smirked and took off in a run. Kiba won the race.
"You shower first, Neji", he said.
Neji showered when he got home. They had dinner at Tsume's house. It was a large meal. The entire family was at the table. Dogs surrounded the table each one had their own bowl of specialized food. Neji picked at his food as his family talked. To some, he would appear bored, but he was at peace enjoying his family's interactions. He smiled when he felt Keeper rest his head on his lap.
Neji scratched behind the friendly beast's ear. When Shine saw this, she shoved Keeper away knowing told beast wouldn't attack. The old hyena settled down to newest friend Kuromaru. The two old beasts seemed to enjoy each other's company. Neji focus left the dogs when Kiba squeezed his hand. It was a silent question that asked 'are you okay'. He nodded. To ease Kiba's nerves further he ate. When dinner and dessert was finished, Neji helped Kiba gather the plates and put them in the kitchen sink.
"Are you sure you feeling all right Neji?" asked Kiba.
"I'm fine. I just think it's going to be a rough night", said Neji.
Kiba sighed. Rough night meant night terror at the least, flashbacks, and potential injury. But it explained why Neji didn't eat. He normally became sick after he'd undergone the experience.
"Ready to go home?" he asked.
Neji nodded. Kiba took his hand. He changed into sleeping clothes when he got home and settled down in his large leather chair in the living room. It was one of his favorite places to read. Neji lowered his book when he felt a pair of eyes on him.
"What are you looking at?" he asked.
"You", said Kiba.
His attention returned to his book.
"Why are you wearing your headband?" asked Kiba.
"I don't like my seal being exposed", said Neji.
He humored his husband and took off his headband.
"Better?" asked Neji.
"Much", said Kiba.
He sat with Neji in the large two-person chair. He took away the book.
"Can I kiss you?" asked Kiba.
"Yes", he said.
The two leaned closer. Their lips touched. He let Kiba's tongue into his mouth. His tongue followed the motions of his husband's. He wrapped his arms around Kiba's neck pulling him closer. Neji gasped when his ass was groped. Kiba pulled away.
"Was that too much?" he asked.
"It was fine", said Neji.
Kiba leaned forward pushing him onto the couch. His eyes snapped opened. Memories of that horrible night flashed before him. He pushed Kiba off of him.
Kiba stared at his mate. Neji's face was distorted in fear. The fear on his beloved expression turned to one of pure agony.
"Neji", said Kiba.
He didn't know what to do or what was happening to his beloved. Kiba didn't know if touch his mate would make things better or worse.
"You're in me change back!" yelled Neji.
Kiba frowned when he realized what was happening. Neji was reliving his rape. He was helpless. All he could do was watch his beloved suffer.
"I'm sorry Neji I don't know what to do", said Kiba.
Kiba cringed as Neji cried out in pain.
"It hurts", he whined.
Kiba had no idea how to put this nightmare to an end.
"Please stop", whimpered Neji.
Kiba's body shuddered in agony.
"I'm sorry, Kiba", whispered Neji.
When he returned to reality, he saw Kiba nervously staring at him. He turned his side, so he didn't have look his mate in the eyes. Neji felt ashamed and dirty. He'd just relived that hellish nightmare in front of Kiba. When Kiba touched his shoulder, his body went rigid.
"Please don't touch me", said Neji.
Kiba wasn't insulted by this reaction. Neji hadn't closed their bond. He felt the shame and self-loathing Neji was feeling. Kiba wanted to touch and comfort, but Neji's signals told him not to.
"I love you", said Kiba.
"I know", said Neji.
When he regained his breath, he left the chair and found shelter in their bedroom closet. Neji backed himself into the corner. It was dark and safe. His prison in Katsuo's home was his safe place. Olcan couldn't reach him there and it acted as a barrier from Katsuo. He pulled down one of Kiba's jacket's and put it on.
Kiba was clueless. He didn't know if being close was the right thing to do. Keeper grabbed the waist of his pants and tugged him toward the bedroom.
"Are you sure?" asked Kiba.
Keeper nodded his head. Kiba walked into the bedroom. Whimpers from the closet caught his attention. He slid the closet door open a creek. The pungent scent of distress and fear hit him. Neji sat in the far corner of the closet with his knees pulled close to his chest with his head down. Neji was wearing one his jackets. This time Neji had closed off their bond, which was torturous for Kiba. He would rather share in this pain than stay in the unknown.
"Neji, I'm not going to ask you to come out. I'll wait out here until you're ready. Take as much time as you need", said Kiba.
Neji stayed in the closet whole night and the rest of the next day. That whole time Kiba didn't leave his seat near the closet. During that time Neji didn't say a single word. Kiba smiled when heard the door open. His mate came out of his hiding.
"Neji",
He didn't get a response. Kiba followed Neji into the bathroom. He turned away as Neji took off his clothes and got into the shower. His beloved sat in the same position as before. Neji pulled back the shower curtains hiding him from Kiba's gaze. The room filled with steam. Kiba made no attempt to convince his mate from the shower. He would wait.
"Kiba",
"You okay?" he asked.
"For now", said Neji.
Kiba didn't like the sound of that.
"Do you still want to know why I call you my Kiba?" asked Neji.
"Sure", said Kiba.
"When he first tried taking me I was dry. My body rejected him. He bound my wrists and stripped me of my clothes. To get the response he wanted from my body he used the transformation jutsu to turn himself into you. He took me disguised as you. I call you my Kiba to reassure myself that it's you not him", said Neji.
Kiba forced himself not to growl. He couldn't stop his claws from scratching into the tiled floor.
"Can I ask something of you? If you don't feel comfortable answering I understand", said Kiba.
Neji sighed. He knew he would find himself opening up to Kiba. Neji nodded.
"Why were you apologizing?" asked Kiba.
Neji's body tensed.
"I betrayed you", he whispered.
Kiba jumped into the shower and hugged him. Neji couldn't help tensing in his mate's arms. Soon his body relaxed. Kiba ran his hand down his back.
"You didn't betray me", said Kiba as he squeezed him harder.
Neji turned off the water. His bare body was still pressed tightly against Kiba's clothed one.
"You can let me go?" asked Neji.
Kiba pulled away and tried desperately not to look over his husband's body.
"Can you get me a towel?" asked Neji.
Kiba followed the simple request. The being in front of him started shivering.
"For once don't trust in those amazing eyes of yours, but in your nose", said Kiba.
Neji closed his eyes. Kiba's scent filled his nose. This was safe. He smiled when a warm embrace ensnared him. He leaned into Kiba.
"Open your eyes", said Kiba.
Neji did as told. He forced himself not to be frightened at what he saw. This man is his mate, not Katsuo.
"I will never hurt you, Neji. You remember that promise don't you?" Kiba.
Neji nodded. The rest of day he spent tucked in Kiba's arms.
After two weeks Neji was almost back to his old self except the night terrors that happened at least four times a week. He knew he was going into season in a week. He wanted to be with Kiba, but he was worried about he would react. They were sitting in their kitchen. They'd just left from a dinner at Hana's house and were settling in for a peaceful night
"What's on your mind, beautiful?" asked Kiba.
"I want you to bed me", said Neji
Kiba nearly choked on his tea.
"You want me to what?" asked Kiba.
He felt himself blush. Did really have to ask again?
"Do I have to put in different phrasing? I want us to make love", said Neji.
"I knew what you meant. I never thought you would be so bold about it. Are you sure?" asked Kiba.
"Of course I'm not sure. I'm not even sure if I'm capable of having sex after what that man did to me. But I want to try. I want to make sure I'll be able to do it before we try for a child", said Neji.
"Neji, what that monster did to you wasn't sex. Sex is meant to feel good not hurt or be used as some sort of sadistic punishment", said Kiba.
"You don't want to", said Neji.
Was he really so broken?
"My love I didn't say I didn't want to. I've wanted to since you first came back, but you weren't ready then. I just want to make sure this is what you want", said Kiba.
"I'm sure", said Neji.
Kiba walked closer to his mate. He cupped Neji's face and place a brief kiss on his lips.
"If you want me to stop tell me", said Kiba.
Neji nodded. Kiba took his head and lead him to their bedroom. He stopped at the doorway.
"Neji?"
He stepped forward into the room.
"We don't have to do this", said Kiba.
"I need to try", whispered Neji.
"I'll go slowly", said Kiba.
He put Neji into their bed. Kiba took off his shirt. He sighed when he saw how tense Neji was. Those white eyes were focused downward. He sat down next him and lifted Neji's face.
"It's me", said Kiba.
Neji looked into those warm eyes. It was Kiba. His husband leaned in and kissed him. Kiba's tongue slowly crossed his bottom lip. Neji let Kiba's tongue enter his mouth. Slowly he warmed to the process and returned the kiss. It was unhurried and tender. As they kissed Kiba's hands gently wandered his chest. Neji leaned into the pillows taking them further into their bed. Kiba pulled away and started kissing and sucking his neck. He sighed when Kiba unbuttoned his shirt and started slowly kissing down his chest. Neji eased his shirt down his shoulders. He gasped as Kiba's warm mouth wrapped around his nipple. The alpha's finger's played with the other. He didn't know what to do with his hands, so he clenched the blankets. Kiba raised his head and smiled at him.
"You can touch too", he said.
He gently grasped Neji's hand in his placed it against his cheek.
"I will never hurt you", said Kiba.
Neji's eyes closed. Kiba smiled. Neji doing this showed he was calm and trusted him. He took his time kissing down Neji's chest, enjoying the taste of his mate's skin. Kiba smirked when Neji's breath hitched as he licked. Neji went rigid as soon as his hand his hips. He backed into the pillows.
"Neji",
"My scars", Neji whispered.
"There's nothing for you to be ashamed of", said Kiba.
Neji allowed Kiba to take off his pants and boxers. He felt too exposed and tried to hide himself. His hair fell like curtains in front of his face. Kiba's callused hand gently raised his face. He forced to look into the warm ebony eyes.
"There's no reason to hide from me. You are still the most beautiful being I've ever seen. So please let me see you", said Kiba as he ran his thumb over his cheek.
Neji moved his legs away from his chest. Kiba saw how unsure his omega was. He kissed his beloved. The loving notion further relaxed Neji. His hands traveled tenderly down Neji's soft skin. Kiba pulled away from his mate. Neji's eyes were in a peaceful haze of calm. He worked his way down the beauty's body, leaving hickeys on the pale skin.
"So beautiful", he whispered.
Kiba massaged Neji's thighs eventually he could ease the beauty legs apart. He placed gentle kisses on Neji's inner thighs. His mate's breath hitched as he did. He took Neji into his mouth, which earned him a soft gasp. As he sucked gently slowly building up the pace. He felt Neji stiffening in his mouth. Neji's hands went to his hair as he took more of in. He moaned at the feeling of having those fingers in his hair.
Neji tightened his grip on Kiba's hair. He could feel a coil tightening within in him. Kiba moaned around him and he couldn't take. His back arched from the bed as a wave of pleasure swept through his body. This pleasure wasn't forced on him. Kiba swallowed his release.
"Why are you crying?" asked Kiba.
Neji touched his cheek. It was wet from tears. Kiba wiped them away.
"It felt good", said Neji.
Kiba smiled.
"That's how its suppose to feel", said Kiba.
Neji leaned forward and kissed Kiba. Kiba smiled into the kiss. They pulled away from each other.
"I love you", said Neji.
"Love you too beautiful", said Kiba.
Neji allowed himself to smile.
"Do you want to continue?" asked Kiba.
Kiba waited for the answer. He already grown uncomfortable with ache and couldn't hide it.
"Yes",
Kiba reunited the lips in a kiss. His heart beat picked up, when Neji's arms wrapped around his neck, keeping him close. Kiba's hand traveled toward Neji's entrance. He pressed a finger gently against. Neji was dry. He pulled away from him. The discomfort was present in his expression.
"I'm sorry", said Neji.
Kiba tucked Neji's hair behind his ear.
"Hey, there's nothing to be sorry for", said Kiba.
Neji's face went hot when Kiba pulled a bottle of lube from the nightstand. He let his hair fall in his face.
"We can stop", said Kiba.
"No, I want to continue", said Neji.
Kiba kissed him, pushing his tongue into his mouth, but it didn't stop him from flinching as cool gelled finger pressed into him.
"Relax your muscles my love", said Kiba.
Kiba's finger wriggling inside him, trying to find that wonderful spot. It was extremely uncomfortable and his muscles won't stop clenching. He took a deep breath and tried to focus on else. His eye landed on Kiba's expression. He was trying so hard to stay in control. Neji touched Kiba's cheek. Then Kiba found it. He threw his head back and moaned. Neji flinched as Kiba slid another long finger into him. He winced as Kiba started stretching him, but the pain dulled.
Kiba added a third finger. Neji was finally starting to loosen up. He kept rubbing his fingers against that special spot, which made Neji moan and gasp. Kiba was stunned when the beauty started pressing back trying to get more of his finger. Kiba watched Neji his breaths were heavy and his eyes were. He thrust his fingers into his omega. Again he watched in awe as Neji reached his climax yet again. Those white eyes slowly fluttered open. When he pulled out his fingers, they were coated in a clear liquid. Neji spread his legs. He slicked himself down with lube. Kiba wanted to make sure there was no pain for his omega. Neji had already suffered so much of it. When he moved on top of Neji, the poor thing started shivering. The pleasure completely left his expression. He flipped them over, so Neji was sitting on his lap.
"Is this better?" asked Kiba as he ran his hands down Neji's back.
He nodded. Kiba pressed a brief kiss against his lips.
"You okay?" he asked.
"I'm fine", said Neji.
Neji aligned himself with Kiba. He moaned as the head of Kiba's cock entered him. Kiba rubbed Neji's inner thighs encouraging him to take more of him. Neji slowly took Kiba in. He rested his head on Kiba's shoulder when he had taken all of his alpha's length in. He closed his eyes and breathed in Kiba's scent. This was his mate. He started crying.
"You don't have to push yourself Neji. We can stop now. I won't be angry", said Kiba.
Neji took a few deep breaths.
"I don't want to stop. I need time to adjust", said Neji.
Kiba prayed his mate would adjust quickly. To distract himself he ran his hands along his mate's back. Neji's arousal was obvious. He moaned, as his mate started slowly riding him. His jaw locked as he stopped himself from moving too quickly. He allowed Neji to control the pace, which went against his alpha instincts. His eyes went wide as Neji threw his head back in a silent scream. Drool slid down Neji's chin. He couldn't resist licking it away.
Neji increased his pace. He moaned as Kiba started moving his hips in sync with his. It felt so good! His breathing was heavy and he was covered sweat. He loved that he was at eye level with Kiba. Neji knew he wouldn't last much longer. His muscles were already tightening around Kiba. It came. His eyes rolled back in his head as he reached one of the best orgasms of his life. Kiba followed suit howling loudly.
"Did you have to do that right in my ear?" he panted.
Kiba gave small laugh.
"Then don't give me one of the best orgasms of my life", said Kiba.
He pulled out of Neji. Kiba hugged him close. He ran his fingers through those dark brown locks.
"You did wonderfully", said Kiba.
Neji gave a weak smile, before huddling closer.
"How are you feeling?" asked Kiba.
"Much better", said Neji.
Neji's body was completely at ease. It had been far too long since he last felt like this. He heard Kiba's breathing calm.
"I want to start our family", said Neji.
Kiba smiled and pulled his beloved closer.
"I would love that", said Kiba.
