Darkness, there is darkness all around me. Okay Jud don't freak out you know what to do when you are in the dark. Just stop and think, where was I last? Okay, I was walking away from Carl and Kyle. Then what happened!? I blacked out, NO! Remember what happened the last time you blacked out. You almost got killed. The only reason that you are still here is because Kyle luckily was on his way to Carl's room. Okay, don't freak just don't freak. Someone will come by anytime now. Did someone just say my name? Oh, God yes! Someone found me. Okay, time to come back down to earth Judith. You can do this just focus on that voice. Please don't let the voice be inside my head trying to keep me here.

"Judith! Judith! Come back to me right now Judith!"

"Uh, Kyle?"

"Oh, thank the Lord! Your back, do you know how long you were out this time? You almost gave me a heart attack!"

"Get over yourself. Your only 20 years old. You can't technically have a heart attack."

"Well, seeing you slumped on the ground looking like you saw a ghost or something, yeah that will do that to me now."

"Why? Why do you care so much?"

"Well, you know…"

"No, I don't know so if you could help me figure it out then—"

Oh, well isn't this just a surprise. My brother's best friend is in love with me. You know he isn't really that bad of a kisser. I mean, I didn't think that I would get my first kiss from a guy that is three years older than me but oh well. Oh, God what will Carl do to him once he figures it out? I don't want Kyle to get hurt, do I? I mean, I obviously like him too or I would stop this amazing kiss, right?

" What is going on here?"

"Oh! Uh. We were just. Uh."

"Carl, back off man. Daryl said that I was free to do whatever as long as Judith was okay with it, remember."

"Yes, but that doesn't give you the right to test it the second that you get the chance."

"Hey! Stop it. Carl, I didn't stop him from kissing me so if your going to be mad at anyone be mad at me."

"Oh, I am plenty mad at you right now."

"Kyle, um…you and I we will talk about that kiss later. Okay?"

"Sure, whatever you want."

"Okay, does anyone know where Jesse is?"

"What! Okay, I can understand that you would want to go and think about why you didn't stop me and why you let me kiss you, but going off to go see some boy that you just met isn't the best idea right now."

"And why would that be?"

"Uh, cause I just kissed you. Carl does that make any…"

"Where did Carl go? Normally when you and I are fighting each other he stays until it looks like you are going to do something that he doesn't want to happen."

"Okay, you just made that sound like—"

Yes, okay I am kissing Kyle. I know I just made it sound like I didn't want it to happen again, but the easiest way to get a guy to shut up is to kiss him or if you hate him punch him. But you also have to think about the fact that, I fell asleep and laid on his lap, he helped me get out of my last two black outs (that no one but him knows about because I made him promise to not tell anyone), and he kissed me like three minutes ago.

"Judith, did you really want to do that or was it just a way to get me to shut up?"

"Does this answer your question?"

"Yes, and now for my second question. When are you going to tell Daryl and Carl that they can stop trying to keep us apart?"

"Um…yeah, about that."

"You are going to tell them right?"

"Yes, right after I tell Jesse that his offer to keep me safe from now on isn't going to work."

"He did what?"

"Yeah, he said that when you, Daryl, and Carl were fighting about if we could happen"

"Oh, okay. Yeah, and while your at it you could let it slip to him that we are together and that is the reason that it won't be necessary for him to do that."

"Okay, Kyle no problem."