Ch4

Mikey's POV

The next day I woke up at Donnie's lab, well I'm not completely sure that today is the day after the accident it sounds like a very long sleep .

I'm not completely okay but at least I can sit and talk. Suddenly I heard a sound of argument in the lair " He mustn't go to that work again " it sound like Raph

" but he loves that job besides we need money " And of course this is Don

" He couldn't ,he mustn't I won't allow him " Raph barked

" you're not in a place to allow or to not allow something "

" Ahhh don't start again I'm sick of your rulling did you even think what could've happen if the next time we won't take him in time what if someone see him ?! "

I can't handle anymore I use all my powers to get outa bed when I come out of lab no one noticed they're too deep in to their fight

- " both of you shut up" both of them stare at me with a shock gaze

- "you can't go to that job again" Raph said with a hard voice

- " and who are you to tell me what to do or not to do ?" I know this end up bad but I can't agree with him

- "cause I'm your older brother "

- " so what?you're not my commonder! I love my job "

- " your job is stupid "

I'm getting mad he's going too far " nobody ask your idea Raph "

- " Guys stop it" Don said trying to break us

- " shut it Don " we both yelled at him , then Raph start again

-" you can get hurt "

- "no I won't "

- " don't you understand you could have been dead"

-"well I'm not"

Don open his mouth to talk again" Raph why are you disagree with everything you're always in the opposite line ,can't you not being selfish just for one time he's going to continue his job and don't you dare to stop him that's my last word hot-head "

Raph is shouting from the inside his eyes are burning " But ..." He started but Don cut him " I said no buts Raph without Leo I'm in charge here and I'm sure Splinter gave me this position for a reason ."

-" Oh really ? And what is that special reason "

-" It is because that I work with logic, I have a brain my head is not made of iron or sponge and I'm wiser and older than you and I think and then do things but you do and after that you think about it And I'm calm like leo and won't blow up by second like volcano "

-" nerdy "

-"Hot head "

-" short tempered "

-" useless "

-" emotionless "I could see Raph's hand is going through his Sai and it would ends up to no good

-" both of you shut it for a minute and take breath you're shouting for nearly half hour without hesitation just sit for a second " I said and try to break them " ya know what ?! I'm outa here nobody needs me anyway"

-" Don't you dare" Don said but he's gone

-"try me" Raph said with a angry grin and left.

Raph POV

I ran to the roof and shout as loud as I could I kick everything around me I can't go on anymore I kneeled and punch the roof so hard that make my fingers bleed they hate me they call me emotionless they think I don't care about'em and I'm being selfish

They weren't there, I WAS , they didn't saw the accident I DID. I saw how the truck came over and crush him and I couldn't do anything. Why it wasn't me? Why I wasn't there to alarm him what would happen if next time Nightwatcher won't come in time "Leo I hate ya it's your fault" if he was here Mikey wouldn't have to has this job he is my lil bro I saw him broken and miserable ,I punch again .

I can feel the hot tears in my eyes I'm not gonna stop'em so I started to cry I'm broken, I shouted " I want my life back . I want Mikey to heal ,I want those good day back , I want my family back , I want'em to trust me I can't see us tear apart , I want my young hood back , those laughing sounds back" my eyes are burning hah what am I taking to ? GOD ? if he wanted to help he never let these happen.

" I... I want him back , I want my brother back" I'm shaking I can't say this " I ...I. ...want my ..brother BACK"

" I want Leo back " I whisper this last sentence and then I punched again and again and again till I didn't have any energy soon I fell sleep at the roof

End of flashback

A/N please comment

So guys what do ya think I tried my best ? I actualy have finished this but I'm rewriting to make it better so I'll update everyday,so pls read and tell me your idea I love writing about Raph it's like writing about me I'm short tempered and so emotional I can understand him so well any way I like to know your idea

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