Back to present Raph's POV

Remembering those days burn me from inside those memories , how much fight we got into and we got apart and far from each other more and more .

For two years lair had became to two different place one a big tombstone that is deep into its misery and silence and another place was like a hell , a hell of a broken family that fight everyday shout at each other and swear .

That day on the roof I promised myself that if Leo comes home soon enough I will be a better brother I'll fight less be kind to my family, never let'em to leave me & show them how much I care for them I waited and waited and he didn't came back I lost my hope and got harder every day I got drunk many times I smoked and…..now where am I standing ?

Leo is back and we must have a normal life but how he left us at age of 19 and soon we're gonna be 22 I want to talk to them to break these walls but I can't I don't know how, my pride avoiding me to do it

-"Raph " Don shouted " Raph" he shout again

-"Yeah what do ya want ? Why are ya yelling"

-" maybe you should answer your question yourself , I call you four times and you and answering at fifth time anyway it's time for patrol "

I groaned and nodded and we left the lair.

Leo 's POV

This is our first patrol after so long we mustn't make a mistake " ok guys we know it's been so long but just forget everything and do as always we .."

-" Ahhh OK we know! don't lecture us we are not amateurs " Raph said with a groan I just returned I don't want to fight

-" I didn't lecture just ..." He shot me glare

-" fine just be careful let's keep moving " we jump the roofs, city seems so quiet but suddenly I feel something I looked and saw a bunch of foots in the alley

-" Hey guys this way these foots.." again Raph cut me

-" so let's go and kick their butt"

- " No we need plan be patient "

-" really you want me to be patient after all these …."

" YES we must be patient " I try to keep calm

" I'm not listening anymore " by that he jumped and attack the foot so we had no choice

" so it look we have to go too" I said

We jumped dawn we attack I take my katanas and stab some foot as I was looking at Raph that was fighting angrily and wildly I punch another one when we were nearly done I saw Raph that was going to put his Sai in one of the foot's neck we all jumped to stop him Donnie and me took his hand while Mikey was taking the foot somewhere else

" Raph stop it it's done we must go"

He was breathing heavily and look at me with his angry eyes then after some second he came back to normal

-" we must go now " I said

-" No what about other foot"

-" The cups can handle them "

-" No they can't "

-" Raph you're not OK we should go "

-" I'm fine and not gonna let them run"

-" why don't you let your dear Nighwatcher handle them "

-" cause .."

- "CAUSE WHATE Raph ? you don't have a reason so stop it and move on that's and order "

-"Fine "

So we head back to the lair I can feel that this was just a start of huge problem that is coming specially with Raph.

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