Ch17

Splinter's POV

I can see two child in a field they shines liked two rainbows and

And then there's loud sound there is big black cloud coming through them it's big and roars angrily, it looks like a cruel dark knight who is raiding through them and break them apart. Wind is blowing faster and faster and howling like an old wolf. The two kids are so scared they're standing beside the big old three as the wind was shaking it and trying to break it and make it fall, the big cloud is roaring and surrounding them as its cruel and guilty hand are coming to get them like a thief, their rainbows are disappearing the darkness and hatred of the cloud is feeding their souls. The big tree's leaves is turning to yellow they're holding it like it's a part of them like it's the only shelter their last hope. The dark cloud's circle is getting smaller and smaller and the rainbow's light became a little spot and hardly to be seen and is shimmering. The tree broke and fall dawn all the thing in the field became dry and then turn to dust, there was nothingness sadness it became empty then I saw those two little hands which was still holding each other but then they start to break and separate, then I just saw the darkness is drowning them and the hands…..

I woke up shaking. What have I done!

It was the same dream like always a horrible nightmare for making sure I won't forget my sins and mistakes, Why God doesn't answer my prayers? I know what horrible thing I've done. What's that noise did they find something?

*knock - knock *

"Come in please" I said as I was coughing I really wish this is a good news this time …suddenly Raph came inside other than any of three I was guessing

-" Hey father what's up? Leo was telling the truth! You're really sick"

Which is the real one is this my beautiful dream and that is my dusty world? Or that was just a nightmare?

But he's back! Really back! Standing in front of me, it doesn't matter how much he'll hate me I have to tell him the truth

"Raphael, please sit we have to talk" he didn't have any reaction that shows he's not in a mood or he's surprised instead he was like he's completely ready for this

-" yea sure I have many things to talk about too let's start with why he didn't get my letters or didn't say goodbye?" He was mad and upset and I won't blame him at all

-" Well if we could call it an experiment to test ourselves but it didn't go as I've been thinking, and it just break drawn and destroy everyone by their weaknesses. Well I have to admit that the old saying is not always right"

Raphael raised his eyebrow I know how much he hates lectures I wish I just see them laugh once more I don't know what could clean their dusty hearts

-" it doesn't matter anymore, does? The reason he did that to you three was ...".

Leo's POV

What did I do? What will others think when I tell them and there's another problem, what Raph and Sensei are talking about now? What if he told Raph the truth then there will be no chance for me I'm sure he tell him and with this kind of lectures of his Raph get angrier.

I can still remember the day I got that letter I looked at it for so long then I put it back to my bag and then I looked at it every ten minutes I was so unsure.

I still have that letter I hide it somewhere so nobody can see it I've read it too many times it had three shapes of hand writing on it three parts, two of them were long and one was short Mikey wrote about new movies his work and Don wrote about his work too and some invention that he was working on without letting father find out

When I felt lonely I read them they was funny and even thinking about it now make me laugh but both of them complained that they can't go topside and this really hurts me they said they want me to come home soon. But Raph's part was so short I didn't know how to be, sorry, angry or just believe that it's what Raph is, he just said

-"don't be stubborn come home soon"

But even that means so much and I'm so stupid that I didn't answer it.

I wanted to answer but it always came to my way whisper in my ear

-" it's a test don't answer any letters no sign of anything understood? It's for family sake."

So this is what "family sake" plan has to be like this what a witless person I've been? Really who he thinks it's on the real fault? What if when he came out of that room he gets mad again?

Oh he's back, he came out of dojo, his face has no emotions I can't even say what is he thinking? Should I give it a try? Go talk to him? He was sitting on the couch as he was playing with his Sai.

-" Hey Raph how is your wounds? Do they hurt? " Raph look at me with a tired face

-"No I'm alright Leo…sensei said that..." No I can't listen to him

-" I know what he said and understand you I'm sorry" then I walked away. I could see him from back of my eyes half disappointed and half shocked

-' sorry Raph but I can't look at your eyes anymore not yet, maybe next time.'

A/n

Hey! I hope you enjoyed it sometimes I really hate myself for these stupid grammer mistakes cause it really feel bad when I remember I wrote many philosophical and literature pieces in my native language and can't write this right