Ch19
Raph's POV
Well as always at first it was a fake calm mask in his face, well it seemed that man who once was a wonderful warrior and kinda a hero in our past was trembling now. These few years didn't go well for us specially for Sensei and me well, he couldn't bear with my drinking attitude or any other things he wanted to control me or control everything and that made me hate him more, this zone of hatred became bigger and bigger by the time well we didn't want to kill each other but didn't want to see each other faces either or it's just what I think. Now his oldness finally defeated him, Leo's back he is telling me that all of these HELL YEARS Was caused of him he was the one who took our letters out of letter box all cause of this FUCKING test to see our alliance? Haven't we been tested enough by this world by these heartless human? Haven't we been in a judgment place and being judged? How much we fought we injured together? Ha how many times? I accepted anything I mean anything he says to insult me to…I don't know but this conversation was really odd I can't believe it it's too much to handle I knew, we all know he's strict but this isn't what a father do as he said was and still is a father before being a sensei so, HOW COULD HE DO THIS? I CAN'T FORGIVE HIM! NEVER! Maybe later but not now, now I just….just even look at him.
Now he saw this is it that alliance which he always lectures us about. I came out of the dojo clenching my fist so it will help me control my shaking they mustn't find out what happened, well I think it need more discussion let's start with fearless but without any fight now I know everything.
-" Leo sensei told me that..." He didn't let me to finish
-"I know what he said and I'm sorry for it"
Why did he go? I came in peace, this isn't gonna end anytime soon, is it?
TIME SKIP (NEARLY TWO MONTHS)
Don's POV
I'm looking at the wall as I set on my lab's chair my old spider who always was in the corner of the wall and made her cobwebs but she always was there wasting her time for a unreal hope that maybe a fly get into her cobweb but she isn't there since yesterday and her web is empty it looks even she understood staying here is useless that how empty and unlucky and hunted is here now she left.
These days were so strange it's nearly two month that we found him. I saw how Leo is always upset or Raph's is...is just empty of hope but not angry he looks like a guy who is lost in a wormhole where there's just emptiness he lost the track of time when he tried to talk to Leo he just walk away and when Leo tried to talk to him his behavior was like a stranger, and with each day that passed we drown more and more into this wormhole, they both looks full of pain their eyes are screaming it looks they both have many thing to talk about but don't want and I don't know why, and every time Mikey try to make them laugh they just ignore him
-' FOR THE GOD SAKE WHAT THE HELL HAD HAPPENED THAT NIGHT BEFORE THEY COME HOME? WHAT? '
I yelled at myself and punch my lab table and threw things away .
Leo locked himself in his room today I won't let him to change the subject NO CHANCES. I'LL TAKE THEIR SECRETS OUTA HIS MOUTH.
KNOCK- Knock.
-"Come in" he said
-"Hey Leo why are you up here all day come join us down stairs." I said trying to be joyful
-" No thanks I think I need a little time to forget things" he looks really exhausted
-"But science proofs that if you want to be forget something you have to make yourself busy, more time alone make you think more about it " he looked like he was justifying a child
-"I need time to forgiveness, I'm just tired" said coldly
-" Why are you tired tell me? It has been two months that you're tired. Why you need forgiveness you came back you bring our brother back we all appreciate you" he twitched suddenly I think if we keep going like this he will finally free himself " are you okay ? You moved so suddenly"
He kept looking at the floor "Yeah sure I'm just refreshing " I'm really getting pissed off
-" Refresh from what? Tell me? Two months has past what else you try to refresh?"
"Nothing just some old stuff memories and those things that hides behind the this dust of the past so maybe by destroying the fog I approach" he said trying to make it complicated
-"Leo remember that you're talking to me not Sensei to take advice and not Mikey or Raph to make their head illuminated with literature. And remember that even in psychology says if you keep everything locked by your mind, you will become melancholic so we can talk about it even by your way we can blow the dust and make them fly ,NE? So why are you behave so coldly even to others?" I said and then added
-" Look Leo I don't know what happened between you,Raph and even sensei but you can't hide it anymore plus do you remember you told me that a family never hide anything from each other…." I said trying not to go fast
Leo tried his best to be natural he was trying to do something to force me to go
-" I don't get it?" he said
-"Of course you do, you get much more better than I, look even if you and Raph have many differences you are both stubborn and always just talk, you talk about to be happy and forgive and then you yourself won't forget anything besides you are both terrible actors" he frowned he hates to be questioned just like Raph and I think I did well
-"Are you sure about that?" He said with a large frown in his forehead
-" About what?" I said simply
-"That we're bad actors?" I laughed from inside but stayed calm
-" I'm 100% sure it's completely obvious that something went bad with you after and before finding him" I said as calm possible I could see he was becoming impatient and angry
-"SO LET ME TELL YOU WHAT A REAL ACTING IS" finally I got what I needed
-" You want to know about where he was? What were those wounds?" he said and then grabbed a wooden knife out if his belt that something was carved on it, it says 'Watashi no kazoku no tame ni' he show the knife to me and said
-"That night sensei gave this to me it means for the sake of my family he said it help me to focus and then…." I got more and more into an attack by each word
-"Till the day I came home" he said this story was…just
-" Leo he… he fooled you to…." He cut me
-" shhh I'm not finished about Raph I went to south and…."
When he finished I was looking speechlessly and eyed widened so all is because Leo and what Leo became cause of or father
-"That's unbelievable!"I hesitated a little then said
-"You mean Raph was the reall Night Watcher?"
-"Yes he was"
-"And then you mean he was defending himself all this time?"
-"Yes Donnie he was"
-"And the reason of you coming late…"
-"Don't ask when you already know the answer!" he said furiously
-"I just can't…" I didn't know how to talk really I said just to say something
-"Believe it or not that what has happened now you know everything you hate me so get out please" it's obvious how guilty he feels
-" I don't hate you if you didn't do that or didn't break your pride we never found him" I said trying to be hopeful
-"Yeah whatever thanks for your concern but leave me" I get out of room and headed through the lab I don't know how to treat them treat Leo anymore. What's that price that make it right?
A/N
Hey guys! The next chapter will be the last one and the end, how was it till now? What do you think will happen at the end?
See ya
