Ch20

A/N

Hey guys sorry for late update I wanted to make it better and I was sick I didn't got time and the last chapter came very long so I make it two chapter but I'll put both together hope you enjoy

Leo's POV

I can't look at them anymore I try as much as possible to not be around so no one comes to talk to me there was sometimes that I wanted to talk to Raph but I… just…and if he tried to talk I changed the subject and now that Don knows everything I didn't eat with them at least breakfasts I usually wake up earlier and eat something in the kitchen cause I don't belong with them.

-"Our life path was long

Where did we turn wrong?

Can we stay strong?

Is this the right song?

Why did we choose the blade?

We destroyed all we made

It was cruel, this game that we played

We're wading in the darkness of our shade

This isn't a fairytale, it's not my paradise

We're melting in this hell like ice

Where do we belong?

Is this the right song?"

Maybe this isn't really the right song, what do you think? Did I really choose you I looked at my katana maybe this…..

Mikey's POV

I saw a big blue river that was flawing between two lines of the jungle its sound was wonderful this feel of peace the sound of stones that was rolling within them, but suddenly the speed of water starts to getting fast, an amount of water came from behind and made a flood trees starts to break and the jungle, there wasn't any jungle anymore.

TIME SKIP

(One and a half week later)

Don's POV

It's nearly a weak and a half that Mikey wakes screaming and crying repeating thing like

-"I'm drowning, the flood, my jungle, the river and blah blah blah"

I don't get it I…

-" Hey Donnie how are you?" Leo said when did he come in the lab? I didn't her him….

-"I'm fine thanks what do you want?" I hate to be this much cold specially these days but I know why he's here and I won't do it

-" I just…um want to well you know…. Ask if you please give my Katana and other weapons back" I knew he came to say this but he can't fool me

-"No Leo, sorry but I can't give them to you not yet"

-"It's nearly two weeks please I need them"

-"First of all it's a week and a half plus you don't need them we don't train we don't go out so no need AND you're not ready not yet, anything else I can do for you?" I must keep calm it doesn't matter how hard he try I won't give them back.

-"Please that was an accident"

-"No it wasn't" I said strictly

-"Everyone makes mistakes"

-"Not a ninja master like you"

-"OKAY! I promise"

-"I don't believe you, not enough"

-" I want to train Don please that won't happen again"

-"Train with wooden one" I'm getting angry it won't end up good if he continues

-"As you said I'm not an amateur I missed my weapons I like them I…"

He is really annoying I punched the table and suddenly he stopped and twitched

-" I SAID NO! CAN YOU UNDRESTAND THE MEANING OF NO?"

-"But I said it was an accident I was training and I was…"

-" NO! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT! DON'T JUSTIFY ME! IT'S MONTHS THAT YOU'RE ANGRY"

-"It's okay, calm dawn I just wanted…. You know how much I like my katana" he said trying to calm me

-" I won't give them back to you anytime soon. WHY? Cause last time you wanted to as you say TRAIN ALONE I FOUND YOUR HALF DEAD body DROWN IN BLOOD that was cut off with that your lovely katana in YOUR HAND YOU KIILED YOURSELF" he was speechless he didn't look up I'm so angry I can't control myself

-" YESSS! I KNOW YOU LIKE YOUR KATANA, BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? I LOVE MY BROTHER AND HIS LIFE MORE!" his eyes widened I finally start to shake and my eyes was wet

-" Don I thought…"

-" I know what you thought and you are an idiot to think about it now get out I have to have check on father"

-"I'm sorry I …."

-" please go" he left and I started to cry before I go to dojo.

TIME SKIP

(Near three weeks later)

I'm really tired I want my home back my family everything, here is just like a hospital for mental illness or in a better description I became a parent of three little kid. I didn't give Leo his swords he always came and beg to take them but I'm scared like those kids that you should take every sharp thing away from them, another one that I should argue with him to make him eat and the one who should listen to his screams in the night and help him to be back from panic attack. Mikey is the only one who laughs it's obvious that is fake but he always try to make a better zone and only one who sometimes go to dojo or try to help me, he won't talk much he won't share his sadness so he keep it to give them to the darkness of his nightmares, I didn't tell him about Leo I hope he didn't find out cause he asked me why I have Leo's katana, but at night he scream cry and sometimes get an attack. I saw Leo and Raph a couple of time at midnight when they thinks nobody see them come dawn stair and stand behind the dojo's door and watch everything. And all I can do is sigh and wish for another chance or cry at my lonely time.