"Emaya Forever Done Right"

I waited for the right moment for this update. It came to me this morning when I was driving. I heard a song that inspired me and this is what I came up with...

Rated M for Mature Content…sensuous and sexay!

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"Because I feel like that girl you met almost a year ago. I feel like I can't think straight when I'm around you."

"Is that a bad thing? Cuz I think it's cute," she kisses my cheeks lightly.

"It's just that, I thought that girl was gone but she's still a part of me."

"Just like that girl I left behind in California is still a part of me, but the love I have from my family and especially from you, keeps her safe. And because of that I can be my true self."

"Maya, you are more your true self than you could ever imagine. I need you so much. I've missed you," I say dipping my head to the side waiting to be hers once more.

She leans in to me, "Em, our forever starts right now…"

Chapter 43: Forever Starts Now

Emily POV

As her lips caress the curve in my neck they elicit my inner most sentiments which have been buried for far too long. Through quickened breaths my words affirm, "I belong to you totally and completely."

Her lips pause, withdrawing from my skin. She looks into my eyes as though she suddenly remembers those intimate moments between us that were trapped in her mind, and just now flood from her soul reestablishing the reality of us…

I'm feeling a bit nervous from her silence but then she smiles with a smile I can't help believing was designed especially for me…

"Emily," she says with her hands cupping my face. "When I was lost within myself, it was as though my daydreams were scattered by this storm in my mind I could not control. These visions that were once mine were breaking away like debris in the wind. I misplaced your soothing accents, your graceful feminine features, and the essence of you. I became haunted by my dreams of this vision of you that couldn't possibly be real. As time passed, I felt despair and anguish consume me. I gazed upon the grey skies in my mind with no ideals to inspire me, no one to cry for, no one to live for, no one to love and no one to love me. And then, I raised my eyes and you were there, an embodiment of all that is beautiful and rare. Life flashed before me. Finally, I was awakened, you, again, were there, no longer a fleeting vision, but still an embodiment of that which is beautiful and rare."

Tears stream down my face hearing her words break free from her soul. I can't even imagine what that was like for her but to be her inspiration for healing has overwhelmed me.

"Don't cry baby for I too, belong to you totally and completely."

As I take in a shaky breath, she captures my lips with hers giving me a kiss to seal our love and our fate. We are young but we are wise. This love is that which cannot be taken for granted anymore. We own one another's hearts and we shall never take advantage or own another…

She pulls away, stepping back, keeping her eyes entranced with mine while removing the clothes separating the rekindling of our love and the passion we share. I take off my clothes as well. Our bodies become exposed to the nip in the air from the storm that surrounds us, which in effect, is actually protecting us from the interruptions of life. It's as though we've been put in a vortex, giving us the time we need to reconnect and reestablish our love. I don't feel the danger from this storm as I did moments ago. I actually feel its safety…

I lie down on the blanket, I'm so glad I remembered to pack, that covers the flat, sandy ground. I can see the bright flames from our fire out of the corner of my eye instantly warming me as the light of my life descends upon me. Her body flush with mine carefully settling into my flesh. Though we've made love countless times, I feel as though it's our first real moment of expressing our unconditional love…

But now we've got to breathe. For my lover has come back to me, dancing with me, giving to me like nobody's watching…

Her full soft lips glide over my shoulder causing me to reveal, "Forever meant nothing until this moment right now. This feels more real than any time before."

"Shhh," she whispers against my cheek then lifts her head assuring me with her eyes and then with her words, "We've always known we were meant to be together but things got in the way and then our love got hit hard. There were times that our anger and pride kept us apart. Our love felt like it was slowly leaving but it always came back fast. We swallowed our pain and it came around again only after taking the time to calm things. And now that we know everything we'll never feel lost like we're alone," she traces her finger over my trembling lips. "I'll be the one to guide you home where you were meant to be, home with me. You'll never have far to go. It's time baby, to feel everything we hold underneath. It's time, to be as one," she presses her body firmly against me. "It's time to let go and howl and scream…"

And I give myself to her totally and completely…

Her lips ravage mine while our hands remember every curve and dip of each other's feminineness. Maya takes command, oh how I love when she takes command! She really is back!

She is my anchor pulling me in when the wind blows me out too far. She is my anchor when the waves crash against my heart. Maya is the one who will keep me. Maya is my anchor…

She senses my mind creating a picture with words, "Baby, it's time to stop thinking and time to start feeling. Let me love you so I can let you love me."

"Maya, I need you. I need you so much…"

That's the last thing we speak as our mouths and our lips and our tongues say what no words could say for us. Our eyes close. Our mouths open. Our tongues explore. Our lips express…

A heat rises from within no longer needing the fire to keep us warm. Our bodies mesh as her mouth engages my chin to my neck causing my body to arch naturally, with my head easing back and my long damp tresses tossed messily over my shoulders…

Her body wriggles down my torso as her lips brush against me following the path her slight frame has taken. Her advancement halts when her mouth aligns with my breasts. I know what she's going to do and I shudder with anticipation. Her lips kiss up my heaving mounds kissing around my aroused nipple. I can feel her lips turn into a smile as she kisses its tip, separating to fit me inside her warm, moist portal of oral expertise. She sucks and she licks then opens her mouth a bit more, gently grabbing my nipple with her teeth, grazing its sides as it flicks away when her teeth surpass its summit!

I release sounds of pleasure filled delight! I've missed the way she masters my body! She is the author of my sexual desires! She is the poet of my love!

Her mouth kisses to my other breast bringing me to further arousal. And when she knows she has extended me as far as I can reach her lips lightly continue their path down my shivering belly over my hipbone, licking and gently nipping my caramel toned skin, while my legs part anxiously. She kisses to my inner thigh holding my leg down while leaning over the other, keeping me from closing involuntarily from her touch…

I've adjusted my upper body, resting my weight on my elbows so I can watch her. She senses my movement looking up at me while staying on task with her nibbling. My eyebrow arches, my lips curve into a smile, my hips thrust forward and my pussy yearns. As if her mouth feels me calling for her, she kisses to my crease. Her fingers gently separating those lips as her tongue glides from back to front urging me to let go. But as she makes me quiver, I try desperately to hold on!

Her mouth covers me, tenderly wrapping her lips around my silkiness, pulling delicately towards her. I squeal softly wanting her to do it again and again and she does! I quickly look down as she smiles and "mmm's" my goodness. I can no longer hold myself up needing to lower myself onto my back. I don't need to see anymore. I only need to feel and it feels so fucking good!

She pulls and she licks some more surrounding my clit with her lips. She sucks and she flicks undaunted. Staying with me for as long as it takes and believe me, it doesn't take long at all! My arms reach behind me but there's nothing to grab onto but air as my legs shake and my pussy throbs and my body stirs! Her lips surround her teeth clamping over me, keeping the pressure held in that spot; that spot that sends me over the edge. Her hands keep me grounded as my body quakes with orgasm after orgasm…

I'm shrieking and moaning and throbbing for her! I can feel my dampness turn to wetness making it easy for her to slip her fingers into me. She kneels between my legs slowly hovering over me, supporting her weight with an extended arm firmly planted on the ground beside my body while she drives in her slenderness. One finger, then two root into me!

A howl surges deep from within, a howl that has been trapped inside of me for far too long! Maya was right, it's time for me to let go, to howl and scream and I do, with every fiber of my being! Her fingers don't hesitate from these sounds, if anything, the sounds perpetuate their motion! Her eyes have locked onto mine as she never breaks stride! I can feel my body preparing itself, preparing to erupt from our love! Her fingers urge me and urge me to release until I finally let go and give myself permission to feel again!

I cum and I cum locking eyes with hers needing to focus on her inner strength so my body can begin to calm itself. And as I feel myself regaining control, her fingers slowly pull out massaging my flood of passion against my pussy. She moves her leg over mine lowering herself onto me, rubbing against my thigh while her hand continues to love me…

I'm out of breath but I don't want to stop. She can see the need in my eyes as her lips reach for mine and we kiss a resplendent kiss while she continues to pleasure the both of us. My hands feel all over her body squeezing her breasts, pinching her nipples, tapping her splendid ass, grabbing it, pushing her more firmly against me so she can pleasure herself. I can feel her pussy get wetter and wetter! I can feel her vibration of love and lust! Her mouth cries out in pleasure! She collapses onto me, still cuddling my pussy, still fulfilling my needs as well as her own!

I place my hand over hers bringing it to my lips, kissing her palm, gently tapping and licking it with my tongue, tasting me while savoring us, loving into the night…

We wake to the crackling of our fire slowly fading away. Our bodies entwined replenishing the warmth of the diminishing flames. I kiss her lips sweetly unable to hide the happiness she gives to me. And I so want to share that happiness with her…

I let out a rather big sigh needing for her to listen to me, "Maya, I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into your private world. I want to be the one who memorizes the things you say as well as the shape of your lips when you say them. I want to know every curve, very freckle and every shiver of your body. I want to know where to touch you. I want to know how to touch you. I want to be your best friend in the entire world. I want to love my best friend. And I want my best friend to love me."

And then I catch my breath waiting for her response...

"Oh baby," she kisses me softly and longingly. "You, Emily, are my best friend, you always have been," she pushes my hair from my face so she can really look at me. "I love you and I'm in love with my best friend," she nuzzles my nose with hers.

I sigh again unable to keep from smiling ear to ear which helps me get out what I've been harboring inside, "Maya, our love let us find those hidden places we so desperately didn't want anyone to know about; even the ones we didn't know were there. But now, those places are no longer hidden because our love shared their beauty. There is no longer pain in those hidden places. There is only our love. And Maya, I do love you and I'm in love with my best friend too."

I get lost in her eyes when she says, "I love all of you, even those once hidden places…"

And I sigh and we love and we love, forever…

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To Be Continued...

Thank you to everyone who makes time to share your thoughts with me even if it's just to say please update because that tells me you want more…

Also, thank you to Deptford Goth for "Feels Real" and Tritonal for "Anchor" which helped with some dialogue and thank you to the web where there is lots of inspiration for writing these stories!