Hey! Big thanks to everyone who commented, I'm going to try to update often but school is starting for me in a few weeks sooo.. yeah. anyways, I don't own anything twilight or twilight related except my oc.
I once thought that the worst day of my life was when Edward died, but now I know that the worst was when he came back. I was happy at first, when I walked into the cafeteria and saw him... but then I saw her. She was kind of lanky, with dark brown hair and an emotionless expression on her face. I could literally feel the connection between them, the love that was supposed to be mine. I guess I can't really complain though because he didn't even remember me. The look on his face was something between confusion and defense - he probably though I was going to eat his poor little human, and when they all looked up at me most of the vampires seemed surprised, but not one of them. She was the shortest and had a very pixie like look to her. Her hair was short but it suited her well and her whole aura shouted friendly. But the look on her face was sad, almost pitying. I must have looked pathetic- My eyes open wide and my jaw to the floor and because of it I was getting a lot of weird looks from the kids around me.
There were five of them at the table, excluding the human. One I knew to be Edward, sitting to his left was the human and beside her was a woman who could only be described as gorgeous. Her shoulders were covered by the arm of of an extremely buff guy who looked like he could take on a bear with his hands tied behind his back. The small pixie girl was next, she was with a boy with crazy looking hair and his stone-like face was scrunched as if he had just seen the love of his life with someone else. Right away I knew he was an empath because he was staring right into my eyes with a look of understanding. I wasn't paying any attention to my surroundings, only focused on that one table. Instead of torturing myself any longer I gave my tray to the nearest person and walked out of the room, and then out of the school. Maybe I would go out of the country. I dont know. Anywhere but here would be fine. I froze when I heard footsteps approaching me, they couldn't belong to any human because they were to light and graceful, it had to be one of the vampires. One of the Cullens. I decided it was one of the girls because the burley man would have made more noise, the empath wouldn't have been so graceful or light, and Edward didnt smell like sugar and strawberries. It was either the supermodel or the pixie, My bet was the pixie because judging by the hateful look on the other ones face, I doubted she would ever come after me.
She stopped about ten feet behind me and for a moment everything was silent and I soaked it all in. I couldn't help it, I broke down. My knees hit the asphalt leaving dents in the ground and my eyes were full of venomous tears that would never fall. My emotions were all over the place and I felt the wind pick up around me. No, no. no. no. Not again. I would not let my stupid feelings destroy another town. I felt two thin arms wrap around me and heard her muttering words of sympathy and she kept telling me it would be all right, but I knew it wouldnt. Nothing ever goes right for me. I shrugged her off and got to my feet, turning around to introduce myself as composed as I could manage.
"Catherine Masen" My voice was shaky from all the pent-up emotion but my hand was steady as could be when I reached out to shake hers. Her voice was just as airy as her step and she sounded like an angel, her grip was tight and her strength showed that she was very powerful.
"Alice Cullen"
The name sparked a memory in my head, but I couldnt quite remember everything. I closed my eyes and tried to get a glimpse of a face or at least the rest of the name when it came to me. That son of a bitch. I could feel the golden color of my eyes quickly change to black as the anger hit me with such force that I couldnt control it. Alice tried to calm me down but at that point nothing would work, as she seemed to realize. her face turned blank for a minute and her eyes looked spaced out, when she snapped out of it she grabbed my arm and took off. we were flying past the trees and dodging fallen branches at the speed of light. small twigs slapped my face but I felt nothing. Her hand suddenly let go of my arm as we reached a stunning house with many windows and the over all effect was breathtaking. That is, until I smelled another scent that seemed very familiar. I wasnt sure but I had an idea as to whom it was. It didnt seem fresh, so I knew he wasnt in the home, but the area reeked of hospital. we walked up the white porch and she led me inside without giving me a chance to question why she had basically kidnapped me, walking away with her cell phone already dialled. It had already began to rain and my anger wasnt helping, soon there was lightning and thunder so loud it shook the entire building. I tried to focus and suppress my rage but nothing was working, I was standing in the house of the man who took my Edward and changed him into a monster. The man who led me to belive the love of my life was dead. I'm not sure how long I was out of it but my attention was pulled to the sound of a car racing up the drive way and that familiar scent getting closer and closer. Without warning I slammed the door open and ran as fast as I could, my hair blowing around me like a wild storm. I got to the car whilst it was still driving and slammed my fist into the hood, forcing it to stop. The man driving looked frightened and surprised. good. He should be frightened.
"Get out of the car DR. Cullen" I could hear the spite in my voice and he quickly did as he was instructed. His fear vanished and was replaced with sorrow and recognition. He opened his mouth to say something but I stopped him by holding a hand up. his lips sealed into a tight line and I snarled at him, baring my teeth in anger. He flinched back but didn't look as if he were going to defend himself. So, while I wanted so bad to rip his throat out I didn't, it wasn't right to do that to someone who wouldn't fight back, no matter how much they deserved it. I only shook my head slowly and ran in the opposite direction going back to my house, to pack so I could leave again. I always thought it would be great to see Edward again, to have him back in my life.
I was wrong.
