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xDelfin
31.
And there it was again.
Roxas pressed his lips against Axel's in a soft, delicate manner. 'I just wanna see...'
They were both in awkward positions; Roxas not used to kissing downwards towards the sitting redhead, and Axel straining to turn and receive the kiss. "I think I'm ready." He replayed himself saying that in his mind before he pulled away without rush; without need.
Both boys inhaled deeply as they stared into each other's eyes. Neither broke the contact as Roxas hovered in front of him. Axel's neck felt like it was made of metal and groaning against its will when he tried to look back up at the blond. He was already straining in a gauche position to receive the kiss; now searching for more, took effort. "Rox." Do you have any idea of what you do to me when you kiss me? The boy simply stood still, a foot away from him, staring at the dirt before his shoes. He didn't look sad or angry or troubled at all. He was just there. It wouldn't be surprising if someone were to paint him white and stand him behind glass at The Bay.
Axel refrained from touching his lips with his fingers. It was as though he needed some other form of contact to verify the difference between the touches. (And there was a massive difference.) Axel sighed softly to himself. I don't know what it is, Roxy. But when you kiss me, he looked back up to Roxas' face. I feel like I'm a virgin again. It's... scary.
"Axel, do you want to fuck me?" WHAT? He screamed on the inside, he barely breathed on the outside.
Who knew Roxas was so straightforward? But hey, that was good thing once in a while. Right? "Uuuuummm." Axel scratched the side of his head and swallowed. Hard. "I mean... suuuuure!" he shrugged, and made sure to avoid eye contact.
Roxas furrowed his eyebrows. He would have been offended if it weren't for Axel's sudden change in behaviour. The senior knew how to put a guy down if he really wanted to. He'd probably done it a million times before. And properly! Roxas made his way in front of Axel, who was randomly tapping an unknown rhythm into his kneecaps. "Axel..?" he mused, "What's wrong?"
Good question! What is wrong with you, Axel? Well for one, he was dropped on his head a couple times as a child. Two, half those times were down a flight of stairs. And three, he was sexualized way too young. Losing your virginity at barely fourteen sounded cool and all when you're telling your friends or something, but there were times when it kinda bit you in the ass. Axel could care less if he'd lost his innocence when he was eight! But it was the things he missed out on, that he didn't come to realize until recently.
Every person he'd dated thus far was 'one of his own,' as he'd thought earlier. Roxas wasn't one of those people. He didn't hang out in the places, he didn't kick back with the same narcotics, and he didn't do the same things for fun. He hadn't known the boy for very long, but it was enough to see that Roxas wasn't anything like that. He was actually what you'd call pure.
And he had the IQ far greater than that of napkin, which is always a plus in Axel's book ~
Seriously.
So with all that being said, he didn't want to 'taint the delicate flower' by handing him the world that he knew nothing about. Because really, they came from two different worlds and Roxas wouldn't fit in. No. No matter how much he wanted to have that sexy, petite body all to himself, he dared to think he cared a little more about the boy than to do that. The redhead chuckled and leaned back on his hands. "Roxy, come on. Just drop it," he said lowly, looking past Roxas and towards the scenery.
"What?" Roxas asked out of pure confusion. "Drop what?"
"We're not doing it."
"Why not?" Axel didn't respond, instead stared straight ahead towards the darkened purple sky, and the lighted falls of their location. It struck Roxas. Right in the chest. "Don't you want me?" Had he misread all the advances towards him thus far? Had he just been building it up in his mind based on what he wanted to happen? Had he just completely embarrassed himself to think Axel would want someone like him? -Silence- Yes.
The junior scoffed to himself at his own bitter answer. Of course it was just him. He felt himself beginning to choke and turned his heel, ready to walk back home. Anything to get away from this stinging sensation on his skin, worked perfectly fine for him at the moment.
Shit. Axel whipped around, nearly falling onto his ass, caught himself on the balls of his feet, and grabbed onto Roxas' arm. And tugging it harshly, he brought the rest of the boy's body clashing into his own. He barely noticed the surprised look in, what looked like soon-to-be-teary eyes, since he kissed the boy, long and hard. He unconsciously had Roxas pushed roughly against the side of the door, his taller figure pressing into the younger's entire torso and hips. Never mind that their noses and teeth were joining in as well, he couldn't let the teen leave like this.
"Rox..." he spoke harshly against his lips. "Don't misunderstand me." Woah, he didn't use a monosyllabic synonym. He must be serious!
Roxas snorted. His body was still stiff from suppressing his inner tremors so quickly. "What exactly must I be understanding right now?" he asked with a raised eyebrow.
"I don't want to steal your virginity. Not like this." Some people were very picky about their first times. Some wanted to be married first, others would only do it after they had dated their partner for a long time, and others have vowed never to have sex at all! Like... being a vegan on a much more painful level. Obviously, Axel was not one of these people, nor did he have many friends who were, but who really knows what Roxas wants? The guy likes Big Bang. And if perchance Roxas was okay with having sex under such these circumstances, 'the back of an older guy's truck' didn't exactly scream: 'VIRTUOUS.' Axel was really just being considerate.
Roxas stepped back, and adorned an expression that assumed 'outraged' and 'disbelieving' nicely. "'Stealing my virginity'? I'm giving you my virginity! Take it! ENJOY!"
Axel took a moment... to refrain from dying on the spot.
"Axel," Roxas went on. "I want this." Their fingers intertwined, and their eyes locked. "I really do." He looked down at their hands, hiding his face from the taller boy. "That is... only if you'll take me." he murmured bashfully.
The redhead inhaled sharply and used a grand total of three brain cells to sweep Roxas off his feet, carry him back towards the truck and place him on the heavy-duty metal. Roxas' eagerness was potent when he spread his legs apart but a few inches to let Axel stand between them and kiss him from above. The second Axel's hands were on him, all ill-natured tension melted away and was replaced with pleasure. Roxas felt himself relax into Axel's broad and warm chest. The chills ran through his body, when he extended his neck into the kiss. This was exhilarating. The excitement rushed through him, making him feel faint; and giving Axel full control of his body. Just the way he wanted it. "Don't be afraid to be a little… rough with me." Axel groaned in reply, the statement not completely registering in his mind.
Minutes passed. Aware of the dropping in the temperature, he climbed a little closer to Roxas and swivelled around to relocate the small duffle bag he'd brought with him earlier, all the while, trying not to break their kiss. (Which was stupid, since he'd have to break it anyway to get the thing open to take its contents out.)You're really not thinking today, are you? Axel brought Roxas up to a quasi sitting position and haphazardly threw the black, fleecy blanket behind him towards the corner.
And before long, Axel had him on his back, legs up to his naked chest, panting under each touch. "Axel…" he grit out, reaching for the redhead's zipper. Axel gently bit on the skin of his chest. He ripped the damn jeans off Axel's waist, pulled him down and grinded their hips (erections) together.
It was Axel's turn to hiss, reaching down for his back pocket. He pulled out his wallet and out of that, a condom. At the sight, Roxas hurriedly undid his own pants and slipped out of both his jeans and boxer-briefs. He watched as the latex material was spread over 7.5 lovely inches, waiting; anticipating; fearing.
Axel saw him eyeing his …object, and smirked. "Close your eyes." He took the blond's face in his hands and kissed him gently, reassuringly. Shortly after, did he resume his violent disposition and flipped the boy over onto his stomach. Lifting his hips up, Axel licked Roxas' spine as far up and down as he could… before he shoved two fingers into the boy.
"Eeughhhh!" Roxas let out a mixture of noises from the bottom of his throat, but stifled it quickly out of embarrassment.
Axel laughed quietly. "If I wanted you silent…" he dropped down to a warm whisper. "I would have gagged you." Axel brought the blond head around and flicked Roxas' lips with his tongue. That's right. They were in the middle of nowhere. Meaning Roxas could scream and shout as loud as he wanted and no one would hear a thing. Well, other than Axel. But how his comfort was revived by Axel wanting to hear him... It was comforting, and most of all, thrilling.
He whimpered when Axel drew back out, cried out in surprise when they were thrust back in. He was holding onto the side of the truck, his fists turning white. His shoulders were giving way and he gradually collapse onto his chest. Holyfuckingshit, it hurt! Roxas' teeth clenched and his face contorted. Even though his upper body was completely supported, it did nothing to ease the tension hardening throughout him. Never had he thought that such a sensation would feel this unpleasant. Axel's ring and middle fingers slowly pushed in and out, spreading the gel around his taut ring of muscle. He pushed the whole length of his fingers inside, feeling around the smooth walls of his organ. This continued for a couple of minutes, Roxas eliciting only soft groans here and there.
Truthfully, the digits inside him felt okay. It was the width of the two fingers at his entrance, that made his arms and legs shake. Roxas silently bit his lip at the pain. This proved to be a bad idea when the fingers were gone and something else pushed into his ass –something DEFINITELY thicker than a couple fingers.
"AAAAAAHHH!" The strained vocals added to the shiver travelling through the redhead. He gripped onto the boy's hips, groaning. It's been forever since he'd fucked a virgin. This meant that Roxas body was far tighter than what he was used to, let alone what he'd expected. The way his insides squeezed his cock in all the good spots made Axel sure: he was going to take this to their bodies' maximum; he would milk this for everything Roxas was willing to give him; and for once in a long while, he'd pay attention to something more than just their orgasms.
Axel pulled out half of what was in the boy and pushed back in. Ugh, that felt so good, he thought, hearing a slight grunt from the naked blond in front of him. And soon he was thrusting at his full speed, sheathing and unsheathing himself into Roxas.
Fuck. He groaned. Holy Fuck! He hissed. HOLY FLYING FUCK! It hurt! Roxas was able to choke back an actual cry, but the tears rolled down his flushed cheeks just the same. Axel was ridiculously huge! He could feel it with every thrust; it drummed against the underside of his stomach, making his whole body shake like a gong. He no longer supported himself; just let Axel hold onto him and fuck him senseless. "Uhhnnn…"
It was in him so deep…
That very thought, plus the feeling of Axel's balls slapping against his whenever he was buried in him 'til the hilt… it was what made Roxas' dick hard.
The thought of being completely filled by another person, being taken and fucked relentlessly, eased the physical pain in his hindquarters. He couldn't forget about the sting, (that was clearly impossible in that current state) but regardless, it drew a bit of a sick smile onto the boy's face. This pain was almost very… kinky.
Roxas was breathing hard through his open, up-curved mouth. He curled his head between his shoulders and went back up on his elbows. He choked on another cry when Axel grabbed the front of his thighs and impaled him harder. He arched his back at the sensation of Axel's dick scraping against one of his bones. Fuck, that was deep! "Axeeeel," he cried, almost whining, begging for more.
What seemed like the worst possible time, Axel laughed and pulled out. Yet another strange noise erupted from his lips when his body naturally pushed the head of Axel's penis out of him. He panted. "Don't- don't stop." It was a plea from his body, which ached for the older boy's touch to be anywhere on him.
Axel placed warm hands on the bottom curves of Roxas' butt, massaging him tenderly. His coarse, slightly callused fingers stroked his skin in a worshipping fashion. I need a second to breathe. He licked the soft, unmarred skin, showing his appreciation. Mmm, it's like porcelain. Once his blood wasn't rushing like a city pump, he repositioned their bodies and pushed back into Roxas' puckered hole.
The motion made them both see sparks. It made them shudder to be with each other like this.
Axel reached around and hooked his index and middle finger into the blond's mouth. He pushed down on the boy's lower back and angled his thrust into a special part in Roxas' insides.
Roxas screamed around the fingers in his mouth before biting and sucking on them like a pacifier.
A stinging rush of pain rang within Roxas' body... and then Axel smelled iron. "R-Roxy.. you're-" he trailed off, shocked at what he'd looked down to. Roxas had become more aware of the warm, wet, sticky fluid then dripping down his thighs. He shrugged it off. "It's fine." Axel move no further move, keeping the large pulsating erection buried inside him. Roxas grunted. "You stop now and I'll fucking kill you..." he half-heartedly threatened, overcome with such erotic pleasure.
Axel swallowed and resumed his hip motions, slowly at first then coming back up to full speed. All the while, he kept thinking, You're something else.
Roxas bit his lip but still moaned. This was what being 'fucked like an animal' was. He smiled, having finally realized how good it was. His prostate was being pounded into relentlessly, filling him with white hot fire.
The hand that reached forward and squeezed his dick was just fuel to that. "Aaaaaaah!"
He pumped in time with his thrusts, sometimes switching to alternate. Roxas was steel hard, and throbbing like mad. It wasn't long, a few harsh grips at the base and a couple thumbing motions at the head, until Roxas released his load in Axel's hand and Axel did the same, buried deep in the boy's body.
The scream Roxas made was unlike any other. It drew out long and passionate; an auditory visualization of the hard orgasm running through him. His voice rose and fell as the sensation came, shaking as it came to an end.
Gasping and trying to swallow, Roxas' hit the metal plane with a hard, -thwump- sound; fists first then the rest of him. He made a final effort to turn himself over as to allow some oxygen into his heaving lungs and was remotely aware of the older redhead already situated at his left, panting and wiping his forehead with the back of his hand.
Shit that was amazing. An orgasm after jacking off is officially nothing compared to what they just did. Roxas's body was trying to decide whether to keep his eyes open or closed, so flashes of the night sky filled his translucent mind all the while that happened.
Axel, already having his breath under better control, looked to the side to see blue eyes fluttering, staying open for three seconds at a time before withering shut. He grinned. Roxas was truly something else. He wrapped an arm around the less than conscious body, rubbing the boy's shoulder a little, then pulling him close and covering them both in half the blanket, like a taco. Roxas' head fell against his chest and they stayed there for a couple minutes, sharing each other in their afterglow.
"Wow." Roxas was inclined against the black frame, Axel's arm draped over his shoulders and softly stroking his right arm. "That was…" Hot? Exciting? Orgasmic? YES! "Exhilarating."
"Hehe, yeah." Axel felt around beside them for his jacket. "Do you mind if I smoke?" Roxas looked at him with curiosity. How is he thinking about smoking right now?
"Go ahead."
Axel fished out a blue container, the words 'Viceroy' on them. A sleek lighter appeared and ignited the cigarette in his mouth. Roxas watched as the splint grew brighter. Axel took a deep inhale and plumes of smoke escaped his lips. The redhead looked relieved. Wasn't sex supposed to do that? "May I try it?"
Axel looked at him with a flicker of surprise. "Sure." He passed Roxas the one in his hand.
"Uhm. I meant could I have my own." Mild caution crossed Axel's green eyes. Wordlessly, he held out the pack and passed him the lighter, taking note of all characteristics the boy had that meant this was his first encounter with this sort of substance.
Roxas took a stick, balancing it between his lips like Axel did. The silver lighter in his hands was engraved. 'Axel Fair' was along the bottom and on the other side was 'Flurry of Dancing Flames' penned in a rich script. Roxas eyed the intricate lettering as he flicked it open and stuck the end of his king-sized smoke into the flame. "Suck it in…" the older boy coached, and a splint glowed much like Axel's had. …And then there was smoke in his mouth.
Less than gracefully, Roxas opened his mouth. To splutter. It tasted bitter. Repulsive.
"How is it?"
"Smooth," he lied, and took another puff.
"You wanna know something?" Roxas 'hmm-ed' in response as they both watched the changing colours of the water beyond their toes. "I've never done this before." Roxas stared at him. "No! Not this. Like… taking someone all the way out here; spending a majority of the time sober with them; actually enjoying an afterglow." He mumbled near the end. And I kinda like it. "You know wha' 'mean?"
Roxas was silent.
"Roxy?" He looked at the blond. The dazed, limp, pale, blond looking up the sky with his eyes glazed over. It was like he was looking at God… "Rox! You okay?" he asked worriedly and propped the boy up a little more for him to look into his own eyes. He noticed the one-third smoked cigarette hanging between Roxas' fingertips.
"I'm fine," Roxas replied airily and smiled a little too wide. And creepily.
"Look, if it's too strong, you don't have to finish it."
"What a waste of a cigarette! I'm just a little dizzy, no biggie." Hehe. That rhymed. "I can take it. Now come on," he patted Axel on the stomach a little. "Keep talking."
"Hmph." He smirked, more or less satisfied. "Okay, seriously," he changed his tone accordingly. "Right now, if you wanted, we could make it back home just in time before midnight."
"And if I wanted to stay with you all night long?"
To: Dad
Hi, Dad. I'm not coming home tonight.
I'd tell you where I am but you'd never believe me.
When do I need to be home tomorrow?
-Send-
"Hi, just gimme one sec, 'kay cutie?"
Axel smiled politely at the receptionist. "Sure." Had he not been leaning against the desk, thoroughly fixated on the blond who had just agreed to sleep with him tonight, he might have picked up a very familiar voice resonating from behind the large pillar separating the five pods of the lobby.
"Name please?"
"Crescent, Sephiroth."
The pair arrived at room 138. Smoking, double bed, non-handicap. Axel leaned against the door frame, looking down at Roxas' lovely face.
"Scared?"
He stood on his tiptoes, locking his eyes with Axel's lips, parted and ready. Roxas whispered.
"Terrified."
A warm, wet kiss followed, lips melding their way onto each other's. Had one of them been a frog, it would have certainly produced magical results.
For a moment, Axel fumbled with the key card in his one hand. The door clicked open. Roxas roughly pulled the taller boy inside. And the door clicked shut.
x/x" Oh my...
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Eehh, hey guys, I've been so emo lately. It's been forever since I first started this story and I think I'm startign to lose a little faith in it. Tell me how you like it, won't you? :J Oh yeah! Next chapter is actually nearly finished! So if I'm happy with my reviews for this one... ^^ Hehe ~
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