Lucy's pov
It's been a week since Natsu has spoke to me. I've never felt so empty, just thinking about it makes my chest tighten with pain and my heart race. If I knew this would be the outcome of my words I wouldn't have said them, hell I would have ran so far away. But if that happens I would of had to help him with his love. I can't tell which is worst, to break away from your best friend/love or help another girl have him? I've tried to talk to him, believe me I have but when ever I try he gives me a cold stare and brushes past me as if I was nothing to him. I want to cry but my tears have run out. I want to hug him but I know I can't. I want to love him yet I already know it'll never be true. What have I ever done to deserve this?
It was Thursday the day after would be the last day and then the weekend and I can't help but feel relieved that I can go home and sort my self out. People have been saying that I look different but I haven't noticed, I'm still Lucy tho and I will stay that girl until my friends have left me.
I just finished my lesson with Miss Aries who teaches maths. It was a calm lesson, and went passed like a breeze. I was packing my things up and was just about to reach for my bag when I felt a warm hand on my back. Only one person has this warmth! Does this mean he's going to talk to me? I was getting excited with out knowing who was actually being me. Quickly I spun on my heal, a bright smile plastered on my face. But you can be surprised how fast it fell to a frown.
It wasn't Natsu, no it was the girl he was kissing before. What was her name? I think it's Lisanna. She looks beautiful, short neat silver hair and an hour glass figure. I bet she's kind as well, only I wouldn't know as I've never had a chance to talk to her and just looking at her reminds me of that day. If I remember correctly, she's been trying to talk to me all week, except Natsu won't let her and drags her away as she gives me a sympathetic smile as if apologising.
"I'm sorry"
huh? Why is she apologising shouldn't I be? I mean I was in the way of her and Natsu.
"wh-"
"it wasn't supposed to be like this"
So she was apologising, for me seeing them kiss? Well least she said she was sorry... Wait does that mean... She knows I like -love- him?!
I coughed to cover my blush
"NO, I mean no no its fine I knew you two would be together"
"what? Me and Natsu? We're not together and that kissed was forced. I tried to tell him but every time I say it he just says I don't mean it. And if it makes you feel better I support both of you, I mean you would make such cute babies. Also I like some one else" Her face starts to reddens "So I need your help to get him off my back so I can be the aunty of adorable children and have the boy of my dreams..."
She fades off with sparkles in her eyes and starts swinging side to side like a fan girl. I start to laugh, clutching my stomach. She stares at me, pouting but then starts to giggle again.
"okay how about we properly introduce ourselves, a fresh start?" I have a feeling that it'll be better if we start like this.
"Okay I'm Lisanna, nice to meet you!"
She giggles a little and I can't help but giggle at the new warmth of friendship
"I'm Lucy, let's be good friends!"
After that I agreed to helping her with her problems and she'll do the same for me. We then walked home together chatting about our lives and generally having fun but somewhere behind me I felt a dark stare causing me to feel uncomfortable, but I bet it's nothing right?
