Lucy's pov

I woke up with my head pulsing, causing me to cringe I still remember what Natsu did. And with every second of the memory my heart chipped away. How am I supposed to feel now? Please I'm asking someone, anyone. How can I love yet... Yet hate a person? Someone who is a light in my world, but is also the one breaking it apart.

I should just stop. Stop with this annoying argument. It's not going to help.

I wander around the apartment, taking slow steps towards the kitchen. A nice glass of water would help. Still the sounds of my feet pitter pattering on the floor reflects my emotion as it echoes off the walls.' I'm lonely' I think but I mentally hit myself. No, no more of this pathetic life. I will change. But then what? Do I go for Natsu? The one my heart yearns for. Or start a new?

Maybe I'm just over thinking.

Arriving at my destination I take out a glass and some paracetamol, filling the glass with water, I then take the medicine hoping for relief. I turned to peer at the clock, 6:30am. Good, another two hours till school. Placing the glass down I went into the bathroom taking a quick shower, styling my hair, placing on makeup - only lightly the cover a shallow bruise and to dismiss my uncomfortable sleep.

Today is the day I will make Natsu regret, become friends with Lisanna, and maybe look for another... I shake my head the thought of Natsu popping up 'Ne Luce ? Let's be partners forever! ' Not now. Please. Just not yet.

-skip to classes- 2nd class break

'Hey lu-chan'

Huh?

'oh levy-chan it's you! Long time no see, how was your holiday?'

Levy, my best friend since I was 7 years old. She lives in fiore but comes to fairy tail high school from time to time. I miss her so much when she's gone, she understands me, and right now I need that

'it was great! You should come with me soon ?' she implied more than asked. She always asks me to go with her back home as I live on my own. Yet I never go, I just never wanted to leave.

'Maybe soon okay'

'maybe soon' she you say that every time!' she mimics me. 'so lu-Chan, spill all the gossip!'

I lean back on my chair arguing with myself, I trust levy but I can't help but believe my next moves are a mistake. Almost on instinct I spill everything which has happened the good, the bad and the Natsu. I can clearly see that she's furious with him, despite that she maintains her anger. And just as I predicted once I stopped, she roared her battle cry.

'WHERE IS HE ?!'

And to speak of the devil, well he just came into the classroom.


Ok I'm sorry it's short, I'm sorry it's bad and I'm sorry I have not been here. I have been busy but i will try and update again soon. Please review