I come back out and See Samuel. "Hey." I say and he looks at me. "Can we, talk?" I ask and he nods. We walk into the living area and I close the door behind him. "Is this and intervention?" He asks and I shake my head. "Can I ask you something?" He nods. "Sure." I smile and he sits down on the bed. "What was it like, having your heart broken?" I ask and he nods. "Imagine, being really happy and then really sad, to the point where you don't talk to anyone for weeks. You cry everyday, anything that reminds you of them makes you break down, it's the worst thing i've ever felt." I nod. "That bad, huh?" He nods. "Worst thing ever." I hug him. "I hope you never feel like that again." I muffle into his chest. "And I hope you never have to feel it." I half smile and we walk back out, to see Alex and Lindsay licking whipped cream, off of Hannah's, well, Hannah's breasts. We burst out laughing and sit down.
I take out the photo and set it on the ledge of the photo of my parents and Laura. I put on my pyjama's and walk back out. "Do you have any photo's of the baby?" Hannah asks and I take out my ipod and show her the picture of Sam holding him.
"Aww!" She says and shows the picture to Marissa and Lindsay. I smile at Sam and they hand me back my ipod. We get some food and the rest of them get ready for bed. I sit and look through the pictures of the baby. I smile and Lindsay comes out to get me. "Were going to sleep." I nod. "Ok." I say and walk with her back to our dorm.
I get in bed and get snuggled up. My ipod bleeps with a message from twitter;
Such a crazy day, time to sleep, thought i'd leave you withbthis picture of NicolaMcDowneyTGP and my cousin.
I click on the image and look at it. I smile; me holding the baby.
I smile and tweet back.
I didn't even know you had a picture!
I like back down and close my eyes. My mobile bleeps and Emily sighs. "Would you please just shut that thing up?" She asks and I roll my eyes.
"Should have asked! Night ;)" I smile and text Sam back.
"Night."
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