I read the messages and turn it off. I drop it down beside me and Damian walks up the hall.

"I'm sorry." I nod.

"I'm kind of sick of hearing that word."

He half smiles and sits beside me on my bed.

"Samuel is really upset." I nod.

"I know how you felt when you said your word was numb." I say and he looks at me with pain in his eyes.

"Lindsay thinks you hate her." I laugh.

"I'm the girl that can't be happy Damian." He puts his hand out and looks at me.

"I don't want you being upset." I half smile and hug him.

"I don't want to be upset anymore." I say and he nods.

"Then, you're going to get up, hug Lindsay and Samuel and we're going to forget this entire thing." I smile and we get up.

We walk into the backyard and Samuel is sitting with my dad playing. I sit up behind my dad and Samuel looks at me.

"I'm Sorry." I mouth to him and he half smiles.

"Do you know, The Mortician's Daughter?" Dad asks Samuel and he nods.

"Yeah." I look at the pair of them and Samuel smiles at me. The pair of them start playing it and I record them on my ipod. Samuel looks up and smiles

I open my lungs dear

I sing this song at funerals...no rush.

These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.

A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly

Missing hotel beds I feel your touch.

I will wait dear, a patient of eternity, my crush

A universal still.

No rust.

No dust will ever grow in this frame,

one million years I will say your name.

I love you more than I can ever scream.

We booked our flight those years ago,

I said I love you as I left you.

Regrets still haunt my hollow head, but I promised you I will see you again, again.

I sit here and smile dear

I smile because I think of you and blush.

These bleeding hollow dials...this fuss.

A fuss is made of miles and travels when roadways are but stones and gravel.

A bleeding heart and conquer every crutch.

We booked our flight those years ago

you said you loved me as you left me. Regrets still haunt your saddened head but I promised you I will see you,

We booked our flight those years ago

I said I loved you and I left you

Regrets no longer in my head,

I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, again, again.

I'm home again.

I smile and when they finish my dad gets up.

"You're a good kid Samuel. And a great musician." He says while tapping him on the back before going into the house. He looks at me and I walk over and hug him.

He wraps his arms around my waist and I put my head down on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry." He nods.

"It's ok. I just want you to be happy." I reach up and kiss him on the cheek and flop back down.

"The girl that broke your heart, has no idea what she is missing." I say and he laughs.

"Considering I just sang about her-" He stops himself and I look at him.

"You and Scout? SCOUT TAYLOR COM-" He covers my mouth and nods.

"Yeah, Scout." He lets go of me and I nod.

"So, you knew who Black Veil Brides were?" He nods.

"Considering she was using me to cheat on the frontman, yeah." My eyes go wide and I cover my mouth. "

You-you're-you, you're the reason why Andy and Scout broke up?" I ask and he nods.

"Yup." I nod and hug him again.

"I always thought it was some stubborn, punk rocker who didn't care about anyone and that hated Andy." He laughs.

"Well, I haven't met the guy." I smile and Lindsay walks out to us with Damian.

"You two made up then." Lindsay says and I smile.

"Yeah." Sam says and I get off him to hug Lindsay.

"I'm sorry." I say and she squeezes me tighter.

"It's fine, just tell us if you have any other secrets now, that way we won't have anymore shocks in the future." I shake my head.

"That's it." I say and she nods.