I read the messages and turn it off. I drop it down beside me and Damian walks up the hall.
"I'm sorry." I nod.
"I'm kind of sick of hearing that word."
He half smiles and sits beside me on my bed.
"Samuel is really upset." I nod.
"I know how you felt when you said your word was numb." I say and he looks at me with pain in his eyes.
"Lindsay thinks you hate her." I laugh.
"I'm the girl that can't be happy Damian." He puts his hand out and looks at me.
"I don't want you being upset." I half smile and hug him.
"I don't want to be upset anymore." I say and he nods.
"Then, you're going to get up, hug Lindsay and Samuel and we're going to forget this entire thing." I smile and we get up.
We walk into the backyard and Samuel is sitting with my dad playing. I sit up behind my dad and Samuel looks at me.
"I'm Sorry." I mouth to him and he half smiles.
"Do you know, The Mortician's Daughter?" Dad asks Samuel and he nods.
"Yeah." I look at the pair of them and Samuel smiles at me. The pair of them start playing it and I record them on my ipod. Samuel looks up and smiles
I open my lungs dear
I sing this song at funerals...no rush.
These lyrics heard a thousand times, just plush.
A baby boy you've held so tightly, this pain it visits almost nightly
Missing hotel beds I feel your touch.
I will wait dear, a patient of eternity, my crush
A universal still.
No rust.
No dust will ever grow in this frame,
one million years I will say your name.
I love you more than I can ever scream.
We booked our flight those years ago,
I said I love you as I left you.
Regrets still haunt my hollow head, but I promised you I will see you again, again.
I sit here and smile dear
I smile because I think of you and blush.
These bleeding hollow dials...this fuss.
A fuss is made of miles and travels when roadways are but stones and gravel.
A bleeding heart and conquer every crutch.
We booked our flight those years ago
you said you loved me as you left me. Regrets still haunt your saddened head but I promised you I will see you,
We booked our flight those years ago
I said I loved you and I left you
Regrets no longer in my head,
I promised you and now I'm home again, again, again, again, again.
I'm home again.
I smile and when they finish my dad gets up.
"You're a good kid Samuel. And a great musician." He says while tapping him on the back before going into the house. He looks at me and I walk over and hug him.
He wraps his arms around my waist and I put my head down on his shoulder.
"I'm sorry." He nods.
"It's ok. I just want you to be happy." I reach up and kiss him on the cheek and flop back down.
"The girl that broke your heart, has no idea what she is missing." I say and he laughs.
"Considering I just sang about her-" He stops himself and I look at him.
"You and Scout? SCOUT TAYLOR COM-" He covers my mouth and nods.
"Yeah, Scout." He lets go of me and I nod.
"So, you knew who Black Veil Brides were?" He nods.
"Considering she was using me to cheat on the frontman, yeah." My eyes go wide and I cover my mouth. "
You-you're-you, you're the reason why Andy and Scout broke up?" I ask and he nods.
"Yup." I nod and hug him again.
"I always thought it was some stubborn, punk rocker who didn't care about anyone and that hated Andy." He laughs.
"Well, I haven't met the guy." I smile and Lindsay walks out to us with Damian.
"You two made up then." Lindsay says and I smile.
"Yeah." Sam says and I get off him to hug Lindsay.
"I'm sorry." I say and she squeezes me tighter.
"It's fine, just tell us if you have any other secrets now, that way we won't have anymore shocks in the future." I shake my head.
"That's it." I say and she nods.
