I check twitter and see pictures everywhere of Scout & Samuel. Her kissing his cheek, smiling, pulling funny faces... Just having fun. I nod and get up, pulling on clothes and walk outside. I see Cameron walking back up the steps and he looks upset. He runs up past me and I grab his arm. "Cam?" I ask and he grabs a hold of me, hugging me, crying.

"it's okay." I say and rub his back. 'Macy broke up with me.' he says, sobbing louder. I hug him tightly and he runs his eyes. 'it's okay sweetie, let's go get you some coffee.' he nods and we walk to Starbucks.

We sit down and he looks up at me. 'Is Samuel back yet?' I raise my eyebrows, 'huh?' I ask and he nods. 'He didn't come home last night.. He stayed with Scout..' I shrug. 'I didn't see him when I was leaving' I say and take a sip of my coffee. Marissa walks in and joins us, we fill her in and she hugs Cam, i finish my coffee and nod. "If you two are okay, i've some things to do." They nod and a couple walk in giggling and holding hands. "No... Haha... You order first!" "No you order first!" I hear that soothing voice say. Samuel sees us and nods. "Hey guys, mind of we sit with ya?" Cameron shrugs and the pair of the come over, Samuel in the clothes from the night before. I nod and Cam and Marissa and they say bye. "Wait, where are you going Nic?" I shrug and look down, walking out.

I start walking down the street and hear two pairs of footsteps coming after me. They grab me and I look at them. "That was rude." Samuel says to me and I nod. "I have things to do." Scout nods and I turn around. "You two haven't been properly introduced, Nicola this is scout-" Before he says anything else, I shake her hand.

"The bitch that broke Sam's and Andy Biersack's hearts." I say and nod.

I walk away and Sam calls after me. "Just fucking walk away. You've no right to say that!" I keep walking and when I get around the corner, I slide down the wall and sit there, crying.

Why? Why Sam? Why now?

Before I know it, it's early morning. I look up to see the rising sun and the pale blue sky. A lone bird flies over head and I smile. Today is a new day.

By the time I'm back everyone's out. I get changed and walk into the choir room, sitting on a chair I glance over the lyric sheet and sigh. I let the page fall from my grasp and lie back in the seat.

Before I know it, I'm standing in front of Ryan Murphy.