Maybe I don't want the responsibility, after all! May be I just want Dad back to take his place again. I feel so feckless right now, cause Sammy is turning into someone I'm not sure I can handle. Seeing Mom fighting that thing away from our home was precious. Why won't Dad do just as good for us? Sam's shedding tears of pain and sorrow; I'm holding back tears of despair. 'Cause I refuse to lose him as we lost our parents. Too soon for John? OK, so why the hide-out, instead of fighting by our sides? What the hell?