I should hate him for that! How could he hide this from me? I thought I could trust him. And now I know he's capable of lying, supposedly for my best interest… or simply because he can't stand the truth. I'm so pissed, because he's all I've got and I need to know I can lean on him. I need him strong by my side. Denying what's to come isn't gonna make it easier. I'll watch his back. Always. He knows. But he also needs to let go of the guilt and weight on his shoulders.
I need you, Dean.
