Spaleb Oneshot / Une nouvelle inspiration, j'espère que ça vous plaira. :) Désolée pour ceux qui sont entièrement contre Spaleb, personnellement je les adore séparément et encore plus ensemble et pour moi Spencer n'a rien à se reprocher mais ce n'est que mon avis. :) Je l'ai écrite en anglais comme vous pouvez le voir mais si quelqu'un souhaite que je la traduise en français il suffit de me le demander je ferais ça dès que j'ai un petit moment. :)
For those who can read in english, sorry for all of my mistakes... english is not my native language ...
Enjoy ! Justance. :)
She had usually been considered as the smart one, the one being reasonable, and the one who never needs to be put back on the right track. Well, usually because sometimes, life can be more complicated than only choosing between what is right and what is wrong. Life itself isn't defined by the color black or white; sometimes life can be grey as well. She can clearly hear the voice of her dad saying "it's about doing the right thing munchkin, even though it may be the hardest. It's about being aware of what you did wrong and try to make it right again".
She had believed him at the time, strongly, with the candor of her young age. Spencer had believed that she had to be a good person and that in order to succeed; she had to be the best at everything she did. She grew up with the will to always be the cherry on top. She was not the one who would fail and say "it's the taking part that counts". No. Spencer was a fighter. She was the one capable of solving any problem. She was the one with the word "valedictorian" written on her forehead. She was always making the right choice. But as time went by, she realized that doing the right thing was easier when inner feelings were not involved, she realized that even when you think that you're making the right choice, even when it feels right, there will always be other people thinking otherwise. You're trying but in their eyes, you're failing.
She had usually been considered as the smart one. Today, she was considered as the bad friend. Five years had passed and she was the one breaking the so called girl code. What was that exactly about anyway? Was it really her fault? Someone once said "you can't choose who you love. It just happens".
And it did happened. She had tried not to show him how she felt, she had tried to put these feelings aside because Hanna's one of her best friends. But Hanna's engaged now and the more she was spending time with him, the hardest it had become not to just say "I love you". She knew she was falling for him, hard. But still, there was Hanna, her friend with whom she had gone through hell. He was her first love and to have the smallest feeling for him would be seen as the biggest betrayal and Spencer didn't want to be the bad guy.
They had all come back to the place where everything had started and he was always in her mind. She was aware of the fact that she wasn't allowed to feel that way as a friend but she just couldn't help it. She wanted him. She needed him. He had that power to always make her feel weak at the knees.
"Just choose me, pick me, love me".
That's what she had wanted to tell him since they had become so close after Madrid. Now that she had tasted life with him, she was just addicted. Addicted to his scent, addicted to the sensation of his lips crashing on hers, addicted to his touch, addicted to the sound of his voice saying "you're beautiful". It had been a long time since she had someone looking at her like that, making her feel like jelly. The last one was Toby.
Some people might think that she's a hypocrite, that she's not a real friend. A friend would never do that as they say. Well, screw them all. Everyone could judge her but in her mind, being with him was the best choice she had ever made in her life. Her father wasn't entirely right. She wasn't old enough to understand at the time but now she knows that doing the right thing is also about what makes you happy and she wished everyone could see that Caleb, was making her feel alive again. She wasn't stealing Hanna's first love because Hanna had someone else now. She was only trying to finally be happy and happiness, is what a real friend should be concerned about.