Okay hi guys I am back so sorry I got caught up in another story with Anthony in it, so please accept this chapter, though it is not as big on the words as the other ones, this chapter focus on the Anthony, Kira and Lacus (In that Order) So please enjoy this chapter that I burnt 6 to 7 hours right off the bat writing for you!
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Opening song (The Wings in my Eyes)
As soon as the music starts the Logo of Gundam Agito SEED flashes on the screen and then fades out.
After the logo fades the head of the Agito Zero is show as the screen pans up from it's chin to it's v-fin, before the vocals star the eyes of Agito Zero flash red.
"I don't tell anyone where I hurt." This scene has an image of Kira holding his head down is pushed onto the screen from the left, the back ground is that of the Strike.
The short break in the vocals shows Kira when he first pilots the Strike and fights another suit.
"I stare at dreams hidden by my hurried heart." an image of Cagalli, holding her head high, is pushed onto the screen from the right side, the background is that of the sea.
In the break of vocals the scene shows Cagalli getting thrown into the life pod at Helioplis.
"With fragile eyes." An image of Mu holding his head with one hand fades in at the right hand of the screen, while of of Mu looking out fades in at the left side. The background is the ship.
The break in vocals shows the Archangel firing at enemy mobile suits while in space.
"Only my unchecked power!" The image of Lacus forms out of mist in the centre of the screen, she has her hands together as if she is praying, the background is that of space.
Before the vocals finish the scene shows flashes of Lacus in the Strike and in the Aegis.
"Flies out without separating from me!" On the background of the Aegis, Athrun's head and upper body is shown looking distraught.
The break in vocals flashes the image of Yzak, then Dearka and then Nicol before it vanishes.
"Chance encounters hasten." The image of the Agito Zero with it's NTD system dormant flashes onto in, the background is that of Akademia.
As this line of vocals finish, it shows Trans-Am as well as the NTD system activating on the suit.
"Destiny as it starts to move." An image of Rau Le Cresuet appears on the screen his hand to his mask with PLANTS in the back ground.
As the last word is said the entire scene is consumed by an explosion from on of the PLANTS, the words Junius Seven flashes in front of the view.
"At least tell me the instant." An image of Selene appears on the left side of the screen, her hair is spread out and her eyes are looking at her hands, in the background on can see the moon.
As the short break between the vocals one see's Anthony both in and out of the Agito Cadet uniform.
"When you come running through." The image of Anthony flashes to the right side of the screen, his crimson cape is up in the air as if caught in the breeze, his arms are folded, behind me is the Earth.
After the vocal ends the screen fades to white and shows on the right side Kira and Lacus standing side with their arms outstretched for each other, the back ground is the head of Agito Zero.
As the Music begins to fade, the eyes flash and the image of Anthony's face is the one to replace that of Agito Zero, Kira and Lacus have faded of and Anthony's face does as well but even as the entire scene goes black the red glow from his and Agito Zero's eyes are still there.
Chapter Eighteen
"I'll marry you! No matter what kind of sickness you have! Even if you can't walk or stand, or even when you can't have kids! I'll still marry you! No matter where or how I meet you, I'll fall in love with you. If I can meet you again, against the 6 billion to 1 odds, and even if your body can't move, I'll marry you." Hideki Hinata
Hitoro had just explianed to Kira and Lacus the future goals of ZAFT as well as Blue Cosmos, he had asked that they only ask him question when he was done and now he was done.
Kira did not know what to say, but the first thing that he had to ask was 'how'.
How did he know all of this and why was he telling them this.
Lacus seemed to know a little more or at least had seen a little more of Anthony, so she knew he knew things he should not have.
"Um, Anthony if you don't mind my asking, how is it that you know all of this, also how did you know I would end up here?"
In reply to this Anthony gave a shrug and said "Do you really want to know the answer to that?"
Kira now looked to Lacus, he did find it a bit too convenient that he ended up here as well as the fact that Anthony was here was well. It did not make sense to him.
It was at this point the memory of Tolle came to him, in his mind, Tolle had died in his fight with Athrun.
As if Anthony had read his mind he said "Tolle is alive, I made sure of that, I know it is not much considering all that is about to happen, but I felt that I should at least try."
That did make some sense to Kira and he was about to speak when Lacus drew the topic back to the current matter at hand for the three of them.
"Anthony, I do not mean to insult you and say this as a friend, but the fact that you know so much, yet do not say how you do got to know all of it?"
Anthony gave her a nod and then said to her "I can see where you are coming from, but if I told you the whole truth, if I told you all that I know and how I know it, what do you think you would do?"
Lacus was able to admit her flaws and say "I am sure I would not know what to believe, it is only in human nature not to trust things we cannot understand and do not know."
In reply to that Hitoro said "The most effective way to rule is through fear and more effective than that is fear of the unknown."
Both Lacus and Kira was a little shocked at the blatant way he said this, but the pair was able to see why he had said it.
This war was a product of such fear as well as a few others, it was able to get those who would benefit from such wars that which the wanted.
It was now that Hitoro was able to break the silence and said "Even if we are able to stop this, this genocide, the flame of war will be lit once more in less than four years."
Kira now asked Anthony "What is it that you wish for us to do, what is it that you are trying to get us to be a part of."
Anthony now shook his head at this and gave a long sigh.
Lacus now said to Kira "Kira, Anthony does not wish for us to join him, he wishes for us to strike out on our own, to form a new faction in this war."
She now turned to Anthony with eyes that were very sharp as she said "But will that only add to the chaos?"
Anthony gave her a nod "I can see that you do not wish to resort to violence, but the time for words has long since passed."
Hitoro now stood up and said "I can and I will do my best to stop this mutual genocide, but I know my limits, I also know that if I try to do it alone, I will fall and I will die."
Kira at this point was unsure of where this was going and asked "Anthony, you are doing it so you can live, I can see why you would want to be, I am not able to see what we can do as the three of us."
Lacus now saw the conflict in Anthony's eyes and said "Are you afraid, are you afraid to die in battle?"
Anthony at this closed his eyes and gave her a nod "That is part of it, but not the whole of it."
In a sense he was saying that dying had a part in his fear, but it was not the core of his fear or reason.
Lacus now asked in a very gentle way that Anthony almost saw her in place of Lacus.
"Then what is all of it, why do you not want to die."
Anthony now took in a very deep breath before he said "Can I ask that the, three of you will not repeat this to anyone?"
Reverend Malchio who was present but not part of this meeting had been there for the safety of Lacus Clyne.
The three of them all gave him a nod and in reply to this Anthony said "When I die, there is a person I wish to see, I wish to be able to look into her eyes and say that I did what I knew was right and that I was able to do all that I was capable of."
He now let his words sink in before he said "If I am to die, I will accept it, but I will not do so until I am able to build that which I need to."
Now Lacus looked at him and asked "And what is it that you wish to build, I take it that it is not a mobile suit?"
Hitoro gave a nod "A suit, I have my own, not what I wish to build is a team, a team who do not judge others by birth and can stand up and stop those who seek genocide, all humans die in the end, we have to leave a message a legacy so the past does not repeat itself once we are gone."
Kira was at a loss for words, what Anthony had said to him, he had no idea Anthony felt that way, it was just not possible to tell with that man.
A single tear fell from each eye as Anthony recalled that night, a night that was now 7 if not 8 years ago.
Anthony now looked up with no trace of hesitation in his eyes as he said "I failed the one I cherished the most when she needed me the most, I was too weak back then to stay beside her."
He now close his eyes and then said "I will not fail any who I consider my friends in that way, if I do it will be my greatest shame."
Lacus was able to grasp what it was that Anthony meant by this, while Kira was not.
"Anthony, it is great that you are being so open with us, but why are you telling all of us this, if I recall your entire Class died, but why are you saying this?"
Lacus at this point who had seen the video of Anthony's past said "Those in his Class, they were all his younger siblings."
As if to continue from what she had said Anthony stated "To wake up holding hands with them, for them not to wake at the end of all our trails, in a sense it was my fault, as an older brother, I failed to protect at the end of it."
It was a lie, but the pain he felt was real, the pain of the loss of Ayu, to wake up holding her still warm hand, it was all too much for him at the time and even now.
"The last thing I heard before I passed out was what they wished to do in the future, about all of us being together."
Hitoro now opened his eyes and said "They died against a foe hell bent on genocide and some destiny crap, I refuse, I refuse to sit by and watch others attempt such a thing, I will absolute stop them in my siblings place."
Anthony's was starting to rise and he said "If I were to just sit by and let it happen and not take action it would be."
He paused there again before he said in a very stern voice "It would be insult to the title of the Agito Cadet and of Class Zero!"
Kira had to lean back in his chair, the power of the words that Anthony had used had hit him.
Lacus did not react like this, but she was clearly moved by what Anthony had said or partly, she showed this buy asking him "Anthony, what is it that you want myself an Kira to do, in this team."
Now in reply to this Anthony said "I want the two of you to lead it, I can build it, but it is better if you two lead it."
Kira was unable to grasp why Anthony had said this, Lacus saw this and decided to explain it to him.
She now unknowingly put her hand on his as she turned to him and said "Kira, Anthony is not from our world, if he were to lead this, he would be seen as a stranger or worse an alien, if we were to do this, it can be seen as two people, who refuse to follow the rigid ways of their separate factions."
She was right and to she her this Anthony gave her a nod and said "The two of you can lead as well as inspire, at the end of the day, I am a man that is not from your world, any if not all of my actions can be per say seen as an attempt at an invasion."
Kira was about to scoff at this as he and Lacus turned to face Anthony who had now sat back down in his seat.
But he now said a quote that neither of the two of them knew "I do not like the cherry blossom, I loathe the idea of beauty residing in transience."
Lacus was able to pick up on what Anthony was saying and ask him "Anthony, do you mean to say that you do not wish to die in battle, you find that it is not appealing."
Shaking his head Anthony said "No, no I do not mean that, what I mean is that I despise the idea of such beauty, but I do accept that it is a form of beauty all the same, if I like it or not."
Both Kira and Lacus were able to pick up on why he had said this, and Kira did not like it.
Kira now spoke in anger said "But, but why, why are you ready to throw away your life if you need to, isn't life precious and to be cherished!"
Anthony gave a laugh at the angry Kira and said "I know that, but you will take my place, my suit is one of the only things in this world that can do what is necessary, I ask, if not I, who will take my place?"
Kira was about to rebuke him when Anthony pointed at his hand that was being held by Lacus "The two of you, you have a future, one that you need to protect, it is not that I have no future, I place a higher value on the smile of those I know and those I do not, then the one I have to fake."
It was now Kira was able to see that Anthony though he did not show it, felt that he did not belong here, what made it worse for Kira was that he knew Anthony was right about it.
"If we live in the past we will die of regret, no matter how hard one may try, you can't live in the future, the present is the best as well as the only time we can live in."
Lacus at this point had to say "I can, I can understand what you are trying to say Anthony, it is not ideal but right now it is a good path to follow and I Lacus Clyne we join you on this road."
She gave a smile as she said this and Anthony in turn alerted Kira again to the fact that he was holding hands with Lacus.
A fact that the two of them were both unaware of, it must of felt natural as well as good for them.
Anthony could see this gave the two of them a smile saying "I'll just leave you two alone for a while, there were a few things that I would have to get sorted in any case, see you later."
Lacus and Kira
There was an awkward feeling the air after Anthony had left the two of them alone, out of the two of them, neither knew what to talk about or what to say.
So for a single moment the two of them now just stared into the eyes of the other.
For the two of them, it was as if a man had hit the pause button on time and they were not alone for what seemed like eternity.
Lacus did not say it out loud but in her mind she said "I feel, I feel as ease as if I am alright, no it is much deeper than that, this sensation in my chest, it will not go away, I am, I am a little scared by this."
She was right, the surge in her chest did not abate for her, she was unsure of what to call this for she had never felt like this before she met Kira.
In a way it was similar to similar to how she felt when she was with her mother and father, in those distant days.
But it was also very different from that. It was not the warm and fuzzy feeling one got when the felt that they were loved by their parents.
No this was a raging fire that was inside her, though what fuelled it as well as what had started it was beyond her, right now she just wanted to enjoy her time with Kira above all else.
Kira felt this in his own way, all of his friends, he wanted to protect them and keep them safe, but with her it was different.
With his friends, he did not mind if he was not with them all the time, in fact he felt that it was better that he was not with them.
He had believed in that, the closer you are, the harder it is to see it and you must never take it for granted.
But with Lacus, he felt as if he was being pulled to her, by some string he could not see.
Not only that, but he wanted to be beside her, he had not noticed that her hand was still on his, just a few moments ago.
He did not notice her touch not because he was too far gone to feel, but because it felt like it had always been there.
Now that her hand was gone, he felt cold as well as alone, it was as if part of his soul had been taken from him.
His hand felt hollow as if it craved her touch, yet he knew that he did not know Lacus all that well.
The time the two of them had spent on the Archangel felt like years ago.
It did get Kira thinking "I, I do not know what is right, I fought to protect my friends, but here I am with one who is part of what the enemy, no wait she is not any enemy she never is."
His thought only served to confuse him, he knew that Athrun was her betrothed but he was unsure if the feelings in his chest could get the better of him.
"I have done enough to Athrun, all that I said all that he said, I don't want to cause him any more pain?"
It was true, he did not hate Athrun, only in the spur of the moment had he said those words to hurt his old friend.
But Athrun was also the enemy, he and the ones who followed him had tried to kill him and the crew of the Archangel, if it were not for himself and Anthony, the ship would have been sunk a long time ago.
But the fact that it had not been sunk, he and Anthony had made sure of that.
He did not know what to feel, the fact that he enjoyed being here with Lacus or the fact that he was fighting for people who viewed him a monster or worse yet a weapon or a tool to be used with and thrown away.
He had quite a troubled look on his face and did not notice again when Lacus placed her hand on his.
He did notice her when she spoke to him and leant in closely so he had to stare into her eyes.
"Kira, you look, you look upset, if I can do anything to change that, I ask that you please tell me, I want to be able to help you."
There was more to it than that, there always was.
Kira now gave her a nod "I am, I am unsure about how I feel, I just don't think that I know what is right and what is wrong, I want to protect the ones I love and care for, but so do those who I will have to fight as well as those I have to kill."
Lacus held his hand now in both of her and said "That is not wrong Kira, it is only natural for you to desire to save those you care for."
She knew what she was about to say next if Kira did not take it the right way he may hate her for the rest of his life.
But Lacus had faith, that Kira as a pilot and as a person would be able to see what she truly meant.
"Kira, to win a battle you have to best if not kill all your foes, but does that not bring in new hatred, where does it end, how does it end, it is up to us to find out."
Kira did not get it, but Lacus was not yet finished "It is alright to fight in battle, but we must also remember those who gave their lives, it is the only thing we can do for them."
It was true all of it, nothing came for free in the world all things had a price.
Kira was able to see what Lacus was saying as well as why she was saying it so he now replied to her through teary eyes.
"Is it that I should cry now but pick myself back up to fight again?"
Lacus gave him a nod and said "It is inevitable that war will come, it is in human nature to want more."
Kira gave a her a smile even as tears still flowed from his eyes as he said "We all have the same basic needs and desires, it is when those desires become greed that wars start."
Lacus in turn gave him a smile and said "That is true, we all want to be better, but if we see others who are better than us, we are bound to get jealous in our own way."
The two of them felt in sync as if the two of them had been born for one another.
As they sat and spoke of this, each felt that the other was like them.
No that was not it, the two of the felt as if the other was meant for them as if a power that is above humanity did this.
They had got past the awkward aura that was around the two of them, now all the two of them had to do was sync the their own aura with the other and it would be done.
Lacus began to think of her time with Kira before this, how he had taken her back to ZAFT at personal risk to both his own forces as well as ZAFT.
On that ship the two of them had felt as if they were the same person in a new body.
It was just that Kira had been set as well as pushed down a darker road.
Lacus could not help but wonder if they had met before all of this, if this war had never come to be, what would they be.
"If this war did not exist, would I meet Kira at all, if we did meet how would it be, if we did meet would we be friends or is there more to it than that."
To say she was a little shocked as she thought of this would be putting it mildly.
"Is this, is this fire that burns in my chest the yearn to be closer to Kira is this, love?"
With Anthony
Selene who had now been allowed to enter had met up with Anthony in the mansion, he had been the one to tell her that Lacus was in her garden and was with a friend.
She now asked him "So, Quattro, I take it that you left the two of them alone for a reason?"
He gave her a nod and said "I do not wish to be part of that, nor do I have any need to be part of it."
Selene did not get it until Anthony said "Just let the two of them be happy and away from others for a few more minutes."
The former pilot Delilah who had been tasked with the security as well as safety of all guest had been beside Anthony as soon as he had let the presence of Lacus.
She did not take to hearing this to well, but was not allowed by Lacus to make any comments at Anthony due to the fact that he was a guest of the Clyne family.
But she had to make a form of grunt to release the frustration in her.
Selene had only know Quattro a for a little while now, but she knew that Quattro was able to read people she did not know how, but he was able to get a feel of them.
This seemed to be a little more prominent in space than when he was on earth, but she did not ask why.
She also knew that Quattro was going to get going at this girl for this, but she did not expect him to say what he did.
"So you want to go on a second date now, well this is no desert, but it will do, I ask that you try to keep calm, I don't want you being knocked out again now do I."
Selene looked at the girl who went by the name Delilah who now had turned bright red and seemed to be ready to pounce on Quattro for what he had just said.
Anthony saw that she was unable to speak due to the rule that were in place so he said "I get it, you may speak as you wish, I will not get insult by it, how could I be insult by a girl as pretty as you?"
Selene had to admit, this guy when he wished to be could be pretty charming if he wanted to be or he was being a total ass while taking a nice guy approach.
It was not hard to guess which one it really was, actually it was really hard, ever for one as smart as Selene, she was unsure if he was nice or an ass?
What he said now was even more confusing "I have to say, you have a fine figure, if you were to be train in the same place that trained me, it would only take you a week or so to get accustomed to the place."
It was at this point Delilah had to break her silence and asked "What type of hell hole did you train in?"
In reply to her Anthony gave a shrug and said "One of the best, actually the best school that I have been in or ever, I mean not all schools give you a weapon, teach you about it, teach you about the enemy and use you to fight a war for assessment, ranking you from E to S."
Selene was pretty sure that was not legal, if it was, then that society was twisted.
She was about to say as much when she recalled ZAFT was similar, in a few ways, but it lacked the ranking system.
Anthony now went on to say "It really got to those able to get to the end, the halls that had once been bustling with life were almost empty and silent."
It was now he gave a pause as he recalled the last time you visit Akademia.
"There is no welcome home from your victory like finding a bunch of monsters roaming your home with the blood of residents still on its hands."
If he had been trying to scare the two ladies next to him, it was working, the two of them had no word, no it was more like they were unable to find the rights words to say.
The image this man painted for them was that of a world that was just one battle after the other, no time for peace no time for respite.
The only rest you got was the short time you were back waiting to go out on a mission or request as such.
Anthony now looked at the ceiling and said "I thought the quiet in the halls was bad before that one, that final push, but when those things came, the silence in the halls was rather sinister."
He now gave a very long sigh and said "It was not just the cadets, the trainees the young vendors, all of them, to make it all worse, is the fact that, by the grace of the crystal the dead are erased from our memory, so we can move on, per say."
Now Delilah found that, found that sick, to not recall the face of a dear on once they died, it was not a world she would like to live in.
Selene had a different way of saying she did not like it, in her mind it was foolish, if one does not recall those they held dear and their minds are wiped of them, is it not pointless to make any friends?
She decided that she had to have her say on this at least and so she said "I can't accept that, if we do not recall the past, it will hinder the future and history will repeat."
In response to her Anthony gave a shrug and said "We do not choose how we are born and we have no say in what happens after we die, I agree with you, both of you that it is foolish and sick to wipe our minds of the painful past, but I can assure you it is not by choice that this happened and I mean it as past tense."
The two of them did not ask him about this, it was his secret and they knew that he was entitled to it, if he did not wish to share it with them, that was his choice.
"Our tears won't solve anything, it is okay to weep for those you love and care for who have pasted away or been taken from you, what I see as the important part is that we wipe the tears away and move on."
It was just an act, the chain that was linked to his heart still weighed him down, even now.
It was a sad thing, but he knew that in his heart that he had failed her, but this was in his own heart and not his.
If he was able to allow others to feel a least a small pinch of joy here, he would do so.
Right now it was the only thing he was able to do, that gave him some relief from the chain.
"Bearing the chain forged by my acts."
That was part of the rite to summon that Alexander, it was rather ironic to Anthony how it fitted in with his life right now.
He also found it rather amusing that he quoted that poem form time to time.
It was as if he was now Genesis and the book he had on him had Loveless in it.
"Wait why am I so happy about being like that red jacket jerk?"
With Kira
Kira had stayed in the garden while Lacus had gone to greet her other guest, Kira did not expect her as well as all those in the house to just let Anthony leave and meet up with him.
Kira did not know how he did it, but Anthony seemed to be able to slip past all those inside and was now in front of him in a chiar.
He did not sit in it, no he crouched in it and asked "So, is there a load on your chest, Kira Yamato?"
As if on reflex Kira just said "Yes, yes there is?"
Anthony gave him a nod and said "You listened to me before, I can at least give you that same favour."
Kira gave him a nod and said "Can I trust you not to speak of this to anyone?"
Anthony gave a shrug and said "Do I look like I give out personal secrets, I give you my word and my word is my bond."
Kira gave him a nod and then said "Anthony, have you ever, have you ever felt drawn to a person and not just in the physical way?"
As the memories rushed back to him, Anthony did his best to hold back the tears as he said "Yes, I do know of it."
Kira took note that Anthony had said 'of it' rather than 'I know it'. Kira now said "It is just, that I can feel like some force that just draws me to her?"
In reply to this Anthony said "I desire, a hunger but not of the flesh in all meanings of flesh, deep in the heart of a person, a soul you may call it a hunger to fill a void or a rift that is there, to find that which can fill the rift and make it oneself whole again."
Kira was able to grasp this, but he was unable to see how his friend could think on such a deep level so Anthony now said to him.
"Think of a rating out of 1 to 10, you are a 9 and she is the 1 you need."
When Anthony put it across like that it did sound just a little lame if not very lame, but he also could see the point of it and replied to him.
"In a way it is not that just any 1 can do, but a 1 that fits is the 1 that must be there?"
Anthony gave a one way smile as he gave a nod to Kira saying "That is how I see it, it is not the same for all of us, I will not tell you what to do, but the 1 who I dare say fitted me, when are eyes met, there was a feeling as if the hunger inside was eased."
If he had to take two things out of today, one was that he was alive, the second was that Anthony was a deeper as well as more complex man that he thought him to be.
He had known this for a while now, but he did not know that it was to such an extent like this.
Kira was able to see now that Anthony's eyes did not show that he was arrogant as well as a smart ass.
For the first time since he had met him, he could see a man who was in pain and a lot of it, a man who was doing his best to hide his pain from those around him.
It made Kira a little sad, he was unsure if Anthony was hiding it due to the lack of trust he had in him or if it was that hurt too much to speak of it.
Kira at this point saw that Anthony was waiting for him to speak so he decided to do so.
"Anthony, this feeling, I just want to be with her, I want to walk side by side, it is that I just want to spend time with her and I can be happy, why, why do I feel like this."
He did not get a reply for a whole minute as Anthony closed his eyes and took in a quite a few deep breaths as if he was doing his best not to cry.
"I can tell you, I know why, this feeling it is not to be taken likely as it can change how you view the world."
This did sound a little cliché, but Anthony had seen it as well as felt it, he had felt it with Ayu and he had seen it with Tomoya and Tomoyo.
He knew what this was, it was scary as he knew that Kira should be feeling this, but not speaking to him about it so openly.
After the minute had passed Anthony opened his eyes gave a one way smile, but this time his eyes smiled as well, it was this smile he reserved for those he cared for.
It had been a while since he had but as he did use it he now said to Kira "It's is called love, Kira, I have seen it work wonders as well as miracles before me, it is eternal."
Anthony could feel it from Kira, the feeling that he had with Ayu, the fact that he would care for her and drop all that he had to be with her.
There was no doubt about it, this feeling that he had not felt in so long, he could feel flowing from Kira, not to him, but he was glad he was able to feel it all the same.
"I can see that you are a little shocked, but let me tell you, it is better to regret the happiness and joy that you had than to think about the joy you could have had."
That was part of the way that he lived, Anthony was stuck in the past, but he did not wish to reverse it to never know Ayu.
"Even if the chances are close to nil if not worse, in the vast awesome world, think of all the small miracles that occur, do not turn away from them, it is what makes the world beautiful, a student I knew taught me that."
Kira now asked "You said a student not a cadet, did you mix up or are they two different things?"
At this point Anthony gave a shrug and said "Were you a cadet while you were studying, I think you have your own answer."
That was true he did and he came to realise that not all people where Anthony was from had to be cadets of a sort.
It was now that Anthony said "I can't give you advise but I can say you will regret all that you could have had if you had taken action over what you didn't or did have because you did, the choice is yours Kira, you do what you think is right and I will accept it."
Kira gave Anthony a nod and said "I know what you're saying to me, I can also feel that I may be in the wrong, but I don't want to regret not doing this rather than doing it, thank you for this.'
Kira said this and stood up and walked away, as he did so a tear fell from Anthony's eyes as he said softly "I will do all that I can, so that you can enjoy the happy ending you deserve, if I didn't it would be an insult to the time I had with Ayu."
Okay just to let you know, Anthony isn't going suicidal, yet if not ever. Right now he just wants to make sure that Lacus and Kira can have a 'happy ending'. He wants this for them as being a Newtype and back in space, he can now feel the emotions around him as his power is growing. He felt that Kira felt the same way he felt for Ayu and that Lacus felt the same way Ayu did for him. So sorry shipper on deck but I do like Lacus Kira.I also just wanted to find time to build their relationship rather than force it if you know what I mean. I will get to the crew of the Archangel next chapter and there will be more than just talk next chapter as well. If you read the quote at the start of the chapter you would have gotten the idea what this is chapter may just be about though not all if not most quotes do not match the chapter. I will finish this story and give you the sequel in Unicorn, the Fate Stay night one I made is not the cannon end to this story so don't worry about it. Again sorry for the sort chapter but things do happen.
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