Chapter 14: The last moments in the cave
Yesterday, she held out the berries. Nightlock. Just the name sounds dangerous. And they are, they kills in the second you put them between your teeth. Foxface died yesterday. Another concurrent is down, because of me. I've killed, like anyone would do in these games. To humans, girls, both of them, where killed by me. I don't know how I will be able to live with myself after this, if we survive. The girls I killed, is like the girl beside me in our sleeping bag. Someone loved them and they won't stop love them either. They hate me and they won't forgive me for take their child, someone's girlfriend, someone's sister or relative away from them. But worse of all, I can't forgive myself killing people, harmless people. I love Katniss and her family does too. I would hate the one that killed her. If I win this, I won't be proud of myself. Forced murderer, that's what I am. I am forced to do this. I can't understand how people in 1, 2 and district 4 volunteer as tributes, they looks at hunger games as a game that you are honored to compete in. And if you die in the games, that everyone else fear, you did for the district. They think that we'll remember them like brave and noble warriors. But no one talks about the dead children. No one remember the dead, just the survivors. There are no winners in the games, just survivors. The "winners" children get reaped to. And it happens to often to just be by accident.
Katniss wakes up, in the late afternoon. "Any sign of our friend?" She asks. No, no signs of Cato. I shake my head and answer "No, he's keeping a disturbingly low profile". The audience is bored, they must be. It's almost a day since Foxface died.
The steam is gone. The water is gone. The best way to force us to the lake is harming the pools of water and the steam. We leave and look back at the cave, once more. Today, it's the day we leave the arena, alive or not. I miss my family. I miss the arguing voices in the morning. I miss Sky and Sam too. Sky used to annoy me, because he's my brother. He annoyed me because of Katniss. I didn't talk with Katniss before the games, and he used to say "Little coward, talk to the girl. The other boy, Gale, wants her too." And he was right. I was jealous because he was closer to Katniss than me. But now, the history is changed. It's his turn to be jealous. We can't own her and it's her choice. And she chooses me. Maybe it would be awkward if they became more than friends.
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