This like a few weeks later. Where Bill gets out from the hospital but still wearing his bandages. Then he tries to train Dipper and Mabel using his coffee shop. However Mabel asks Dipper to give Bill a healing antidote to heal his scared half face. But decides not to because he doesn't trust him.
"Well here we are," I said as I took out my keys and shaking my hands as I opened the door, "and it is all dusty..."
"Don't worry about it Bill. We can clean it up," Mabel said, "where is the broom?"
"In the back, turn to your left and there is a closet with a vaccum, broom, and dust pan."
As Mabel pass by Dipper and I. I turned to Dipper, "hey do you want to go up stairs and show you how I make coffee?" I smiled at him but my half burned mouth hurts. I wonder if he trust me? Or just putting an act of showing kindness to get the upper hand on me. What have I done to hurt the people that I loved...
My mind had been lost for millions of years. I don't even know who I am anymore? I don't even think that my personality is what life used to be. Decayed, almost like my brain is peeling away. Maybe it is my scars hurting my body.
"Sure...Why not?" Dipper said.
"What!?" I said.
"Show me the way how to make coffee," he said.
"Uh, yeah sure...Lets go," as Dipper and I went upstairs to the kitchen, "it is all messy?"
"Whoa what happened here?" Dipper said.
The cabinet doors were opened, broken and in half. There was sugar and flour everywhere.
"I don't remember," I said.
"Why doesn't he love me!?" I said, "I don't understand!?"
I pushed and slammed cabinets. I felt anger because I did not understand why Dipper hates me, so much. Why me? Why can't I be love?"
"Why can't I be loved!" I yell and took out my arm on the counter that had a sketch photo that I've drawn for myself and I threw it to the ground.
"Mom!" I bend down and took up the frame with shards of broken glass. I brush away the glass and took out the paper out. I did not sealed the pictured and I started to cry on top of it. The paper starts to drench, "mom! I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I did not want this! I want to see you again."
***
"Bill? Are you alright?" Dipper asked.
"Yeah...I'm alright. Just be careful. There's glass on the floor as well."
"Bill...you're not telling me about this?" Dipper said.
I ignored him. I walked into the mess and I looked in the cabinet and looked to find a new coffee bean bag and a grinder in the same cabinet. Then found a kettle and fill it with some water and plugged it in by the nearby outlet. I took out a side table in front of Dipper. Went to another closet filled with bed sheets, and table cloths. I took out a table cloth and lay it out on the table.
"Dipper? I have to say something," I heard the kettle going off, "I not even sure if I am myself anymore."
End Chapter