p data-p-id="8e803745d8eebc41de32a484f8f15d0b"Engagement... It's crazy to think Edward wanting to spend eternity with me. I mean we are going to alive for a really really long time. How can someone want to spend a life that lasts so long linked to one person. I wish we could be normal and life would be so much easier and simple like regular humans. I sit looking out a window wearing pajamas wishing to feel like real teenager by wearing hipster glasses. I stared down at the beautiful ring Ed had put there not so long ago. I twirled it around my finger thinking about what is the positive parts of our relationship. I also think of the ones I see everyday in the house all so happy with people they have been with for so many years. Can I do that? Be with Edward for however long we have just living our lives over and over again. Being stuck as teenagers forever and moving from place to place just starting life over again... Yes how could I ever doubt my love for Edward. That was stupid of me we have been through so much together this is just another thing to get through. I know we can make it. We were meant to be together again to find each other in my new life I suppose you could say. I am so deep in all my thoughts I am lost in my own mind I don't know how I can escape from all of this. I am pulled back to the reality that I had been excluded from by hands on my cheeks and soft lips grazing mine. I blink slowly bring my eyes up to find Edward. My best friend. My forever. That's what he is mine./p
p data-p-id="a269cc66c2aa4a46f86c754aec0605de""Whats wrong Dori? Why are you crying?" I feel his thumbs run under my eyes and I can feel the wetness that must had fallen when I was over thinking everything. I try to look down at my hands on my lap but Edward keeps my gaze from leaving his. He pleaded with me to answer what is happening./p
p data-p-id="2dcd87d803eed92af7c1cd218f262864""I was thinking about what is going to happen." I quickly sit up and use my hands to try to explain myself to him. "I know we are going to get married. But what happens after that? Is there a happy ever after? What does that even mean? That we become some boring people well vampires-that just sounds strange but you know what I mean. Will we always be together? Are you going to want to leave me? What-"/p
p data-p-id="893a7946f4276e489909cd4d16b66cc2""Dorothy stop. I will love you I will never stop loving you. If you forget that I will be at your side to remind you that there is nothing on this planet that could ever make me think otherwise." He holds my hand and kisses both hand and rubs the back with his thumbs. "Life will never be dull it's us together and look at our family. We all love each other and yes there will be bad bumps but we will get through it as a family. Dorothy I love you." He hugs me close after he is finished and kisses me softly after he holds me. /p
p data-p-id="fbbe020cc081dbdb81dd9944a74044a8""Thank you so much Ed I can't imagine spending life with anyone else." I brush my hand over his chest with my head on his shoulder. "I love you Ed." I close my eyes resting wishing to sleep. Edward must have been able to tell because he picks me up and carries me to our room. We lay under the covers and I lean on his chest looking up at him. "Goodnight Eddie." I drift to sleep and use my power to allow Edward to follow me. I stretch feeling the sun hit my face in the morning. I smile feeling Edward doing the same. /p
p data-p-id="e6facba58ad4bfc6f2a568fe3882bf6b""Wow I've forgotten this feeling. Waking up it is so odd. I love being able to wake up next to my beautiful fiancée." He hugs me laughing at the thought of sleep. "Thank you for giving that to me it was amazing being able to sleep holding you I don't think I ever slept as well."/p
p data-p-id="6868612507f7eb60b4c4b34010a1ad6a""I know I haven't slept as well as with you holding me. I love you so much Ed I can't wait to be able to say I Do and be your wife." Edward starts to tickle my side and I attack both of his with my hands. We both laugh loudly booming around the room. We look at the door when it flings open and there is strange cooing noises. Alice and Rose are standing there both with phones out either taking pictures or recording a video. "Alice Rose what are you two doing?" I laugh out the question as Ed sits up with me on his lap./p
p data-p-id="f581eda42eeb0824e25592b48fd83d74""We had been waiting for you to wake up we have so much to do. Do you realize how much planning there is to do for the wedding?" Alice exclaimed and was jumping with excitement they both put their phones in back pockets./p
p data-p-id="61e879fd0b0e97f62881e7690743869e""That is if you wanted our help planing it is what Alice also meant to ask." Rose injected quickly after Alice. I giggled looking at Ed after he poked my nose. I hopped up and ran over to the two./p
p data-p-id="8024e11b158ecb130e53f170bd0a7ef6""Of course I want help from you two hopefully Esme too. I can't wait to plan the wedding with you three." We squeal and jump in a circle while holding hands. We stop at hearing a chuckle come from Edward and turn to him with our hands on hips. "And what seems to be so funny Edward Cullen?"/p
p data-p-id="fe96182b2bc1baa3de5974a99b8e42db""You seem to be my dear Dorothy Cullen." I blush looking at the other two who laugh leaving the room after I tell them I would get dressed and meet them downstairs. I walk back over and sit on Edwards lap and kiss him teasingly before getting up and walking to our closet. I pick out a cute what I would assume would be a Alice approved outfit and make my way passed Edward. "Not so fast my love." He stops me with his arms around my waist. "I wanted to be the first to tell you how stunning you look today." He kissed the side of my neck before letting me go. I turn to face him putting my arms around his neck pulling him down to put his forehead on mine with his arms going back to my waist again. /p
p data-p-id="7c8169343433cbcf81d53602cc033702""Thank you. You are so sweet I am so lucky to have someone like you." I kiss him again thinking that would be the last./p
p data-p-id="0c5331f4a8a968081669a24b10e4e2a5""No I am the lucky one to have someone as amazing as you. Thank you." We both meet to kiss and stand there for a bit just gazing at each other before my name is called from downstairs. "I'll see you latter my sweet." /p
p data-p-id="a269cc66c2aa4a46f86c754aec0605de""Whats wrong Dori? Why are you crying?" I feel his thumbs run under my eyes and I can feel the wetness that must had fallen when I was over thinking everything. I try to look down at my hands on my lap but Edward keeps my gaze from leaving his. He pleaded with me to answer what is happening./p
p data-p-id="2dcd87d803eed92af7c1cd218f262864""I was thinking about what is going to happen." I quickly sit up and use my hands to try to explain myself to him. "I know we are going to get married. But what happens after that? Is there a happy ever after? What does that even mean? That we become some boring people well vampires-that just sounds strange but you know what I mean. Will we always be together? Are you going to want to leave me? What-"/p
p data-p-id="893a7946f4276e489909cd4d16b66cc2""Dorothy stop. I will love you I will never stop loving you. If you forget that I will be at your side to remind you that there is nothing on this planet that could ever make me think otherwise." He holds my hand and kisses both hand and rubs the back with his thumbs. "Life will never be dull it's us together and look at our family. We all love each other and yes there will be bad bumps but we will get through it as a family. Dorothy I love you." He hugs me close after he is finished and kisses me softly after he holds me. /p
p data-p-id="fbbe020cc081dbdb81dd9944a74044a8""Thank you so much Ed I can't imagine spending life with anyone else." I brush my hand over his chest with my head on his shoulder. "I love you Ed." I close my eyes resting wishing to sleep. Edward must have been able to tell because he picks me up and carries me to our room. We lay under the covers and I lean on his chest looking up at him. "Goodnight Eddie." I drift to sleep and use my power to allow Edward to follow me. I stretch feeling the sun hit my face in the morning. I smile feeling Edward doing the same. /p
p data-p-id="e6facba58ad4bfc6f2a568fe3882bf6b""Wow I've forgotten this feeling. Waking up it is so odd. I love being able to wake up next to my beautiful fiancée." He hugs me laughing at the thought of sleep. "Thank you for giving that to me it was amazing being able to sleep holding you I don't think I ever slept as well."/p
p data-p-id="6868612507f7eb60b4c4b34010a1ad6a""I know I haven't slept as well as with you holding me. I love you so much Ed I can't wait to be able to say I Do and be your wife." Edward starts to tickle my side and I attack both of his with my hands. We both laugh loudly booming around the room. We look at the door when it flings open and there is strange cooing noises. Alice and Rose are standing there both with phones out either taking pictures or recording a video. "Alice Rose what are you two doing?" I laugh out the question as Ed sits up with me on his lap./p
p data-p-id="f581eda42eeb0824e25592b48fd83d74""We had been waiting for you to wake up we have so much to do. Do you realize how much planning there is to do for the wedding?" Alice exclaimed and was jumping with excitement they both put their phones in back pockets./p
p data-p-id="61e879fd0b0e97f62881e7690743869e""That is if you wanted our help planing it is what Alice also meant to ask." Rose injected quickly after Alice. I giggled looking at Ed after he poked my nose. I hopped up and ran over to the two./p
p data-p-id="8024e11b158ecb130e53f170bd0a7ef6""Of course I want help from you two hopefully Esme too. I can't wait to plan the wedding with you three." We squeal and jump in a circle while holding hands. We stop at hearing a chuckle come from Edward and turn to him with our hands on hips. "And what seems to be so funny Edward Cullen?"/p
p data-p-id="fe96182b2bc1baa3de5974a99b8e42db""You seem to be my dear Dorothy Cullen." I blush looking at the other two who laugh leaving the room after I tell them I would get dressed and meet them downstairs. I walk back over and sit on Edwards lap and kiss him teasingly before getting up and walking to our closet. I pick out a cute what I would assume would be a Alice approved outfit and make my way passed Edward. "Not so fast my love." He stops me with his arms around my waist. "I wanted to be the first to tell you how stunning you look today." He kissed the side of my neck before letting me go. I turn to face him putting my arms around his neck pulling him down to put his forehead on mine with his arms going back to my waist again. /p
p data-p-id="7c8169343433cbcf81d53602cc033702""Thank you. You are so sweet I am so lucky to have someone like you." I kiss him again thinking that would be the last./p
p data-p-id="0c5331f4a8a968081669a24b10e4e2a5""No I am the lucky one to have someone as amazing as you. Thank you." We both meet to kiss and stand there for a bit just gazing at each other before my name is called from downstairs. "I'll see you latter my sweet." /p