Alex knew that there was always the possabilty of Ryan getting sent undercover but she didn't think it would ever happen. She was terrified she couldn't almost lose him a third time. She didn't know what she would do if Ryan were to die. She couldn't just sit here while Ryan was getting ready to go undercover and leave her alone. Alex ran into Ryan's office.
"Ryan."
"Alex? What's up?"
"You sure you want to go to undercover again."
"It's not like I have much of a choice."
"Uh."
"Let me guess your worried that i'm gonna get hurt or worse."
"Noo."
"Alex I can tell when your lying. I will be fine. You have to believe me."
"I know."
"So this doesn't have anything to do with me going undercover with my ex wife."
"No. I'm just... I don't know why I'm worried I'll know you'll be fine. I need to stop worrying about you."
"Yeah you do."
"So I don't need to worry about you being undercover with your ex wife."
Ryan walked over to her and put his hands on her waist. "No, no you don't because nothing is going to happen there." He spoke quietly before leaning down and kissing her. Hannah didn't want to be jealous but she was. She was over Ryan but at the same time she wasn't. She missed him, she missed his lips pressed against hers, she missed his hands all over her, she missed the way he made everyone jealous with the way he kissed her. She knew that they were over but it still didn't feel any more real. She was happy for Ryan and Alex but she missed the way they were together. She missed going home with him. She could tell standing in his door that he really liked that girl and that she really liked him. Hannah continued to walk away from Ryan's office with the jealous feeling still in her chest.