Alex couldn't think straight. She could only think about Ryan's mouth roaming her body. She felt awful that she couldn't shake those thoughts from her mind. She kept going back and forth between Drew and Ryan. She loved them both and she couldn't keep this up forever. She just didn't know where her head was at.
"Parrish, I'll see you in my office after class." Ryan spoke.
"You wanted to see me."
"Yeah I did."
"So, what's up."
"We need to talk about us."
"Ok?"
"Alex, I know your still with Drew."
"OH, I just haven't had the heart to tell him that we slept together and I also don't know how I feel. I don't know if your going to leave me again."
"What's that supposed to mean?"
"Ryan you left without a second thought on us and I tried to call you and I found out from your Ex-wife that you were sent undercover. Who by the way hates me because we have been sleeping together."
"Wait what did Hannah tell you. Alex, I thought about you, us, all the time. You were always on my mind."
"all she said was that she knew what we had been doing and that I hurt you. And I couldn't help but think she was right. I did hurt you and I hate myself everyday for that." Alex said as tears streamed down her face.
"Hey, don't listen to Hannah. I love you Alex and that is never going to change but eventually you have to choose, you have to choose between me and Drew because your eventually going to have to make a decision."
"I know and I love you too and I feel horrible because I have been cheating on Drew and when we first leapt together I felt even worse because I didn't want him to be your rebound. I'm still trying to figure things out but I know I want to be with you but if I end things with Drew now he will get suspicious. You just have to give me some time to figure how I want to handle the situation."
"Ok, you know I will support you no matter what.