Emma POV
My head is pounding and it hurts like crazy. I can barley open my eyes. I see Subaru and Louis sleeping on the floor. I guess they brought me to my room. I can't believe I got drunk like that last night, I don't know how am I supposed to face any of them after that. Embarrassment was eating me up. I got up and got dressed being careful not to wake Subaru and Louis up. I got out of the house and called the only person I knew wouldn't judge me.
Natsume opened the door and I got into his apartment. I sat on the pillow on the floor and he sat across from me.
"So would you like to explain what happened to you last night?"
"I don't know, I just snapped when Hanna and Tsubaki came together. I don't know why. I'm just confused."
"I have to ask you something and you have to be honest with me but more importantly with yourself."
"I'll try."
"Um, do… Do you have feelings for me like I have for you?"
"I thought that you got pass that, and that you moved on. I thought that we had bonded like brother and sister."
"We have and I'm glad that is why I asked you that, now tell me if Tsubaki asked you that what would your answer to him be?"
"No. I think it would be no. I don't know. Maybe yes. Ugh what's wrong with me?"
"Emma you might have real feeling for Tsubaki, you might even be in love with him. I saw how you acted last night you said to her to stay away from your brothers but I think you meant to stay away from just one. To stay away from Tsubaki."
"You are talking nonsense Natsume. I am not in love with any of you. I was angry last night because, because… Because Hanna was there and I didn't want her there."
I could not be in love with Tsubaki , I just couldn't. I mean he was an idiot, but we did have some nice moments and it wouldn't be fair for the others.
"Emma, are you ok? You spaced out for a second."
"Yeah, could I stay here today I don't think I'm ready to face the others yet after what happened."
"Sure you can, should I tell them that you are all right or should I do it behind your back like always?"
"Tell them, and tell them I will be back tomorrow."
"Ok, I have to go to work soon do you want to stay here or go out?"
"Um, I will go out later. Do you want some breakfast?"
"That sounds nice."
I made him some tea and an omelet because he loves it. We ate and he went to work. I decided that I should talk to Hanna about last night and about her being my sister. I called her and she agreed to meet me in a cafe down the street. I arrived there and ordered my coffee. She wasn't here so I sat at a table.
'I'm here, where are you?' I texted Hanna. She answered 5 minutes later. 'I'll be there in a minute, I'm stuck in traffic.'
I waited another 10 minutes when she arrived.
"I'm so sorry I'm late I got held up at work and there was traffic."
"it's ok, I'm sorry for last night, I shouldn't have yelled at you like that and in front of everyone. I'm so sorry I was drunk and didn't think about what I was saying."
"No it's ok I didn't know that he was your boyfriend. If I knew I would never accepted his invitation, and I was shocked to see that he would say that I was his date in front of his girlfriend."
"He is not my boyfriend I we are not together."
"Oh, really? I thought, never mind. But it is logical that you are not together."
"And what does that supposed to mean?"
"Well he is like serious about his career and you are just a little girl that just finished college. I mean he could never look at you like an equal."
She is so annoying. I know that he loves me and that we should be together. She doesn't know what she is talking about. We love each other. No, we don't. We are not supposed to be together because I'm not in love with him.
"I don't know about that but never mind that I wanted to talk to you about us being sisters. I thought we could go to the archives and see if there is anything about our parents and us there."
"Um sure I guess we could. When did you want us to go?"
"Now. It's not that far it's like 5 minutes on foot."
We drank our coffee and went to the archives. We asked the guy that worked there if he had anything and he showed us a box full of documents and pictures. We took it to the room where people looked over that stuff. We found a newspaper article with my parent in the picture. It was something about a donation to the hospital. We went trough the rest of what was in the box and at the bottom we found a birth certificate with my name on it. But there wasn't anything about Hanna. I took the certificate and there was something attached to it I flipped the paper and saw another birth certificate, the name on it was Kate. The birthday said 7th of may 1989. I didn't let Hanna see it.
"Hanna when is your birthday?"
"Seventh of May, I was born in 1989. Why?"
"Because I found your birth certificate and it says that your name is Kate. You really are my sister."
"My real name is Kate? Why would anyone change it. I mean my foster parents always called me Hanna."
"I don't know, but you are definitely my sister."
I was in shock. She is actually my sister and I was so mean to her. We might get along if I gave her a chance. I don't know what to think now, there is so much going on in my life, I'm confused about Tsubaki and I have a real sister. This is too much for me right now.
If you have any ideas of what should happen next I would love to hear them I also hope you like the story so far.
