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I had a moment writing this were I completely forgot the plot of my own story haha! Don't worry it came back to me! I think planning and writing my ideas down would be really helpful!
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Disclaimer: I don't own Merlin.
We didn't do much talking; we walked silently if a little awkwardly, now we were alone back to Morgana's chambers. Well our chambers I reminded myself, since becoming magic mates I knew that I would be spending all my life with Morgana, so despite propriety, having rooms together was a logical solution. Just being without her for any number of hours made my stomach clench and my heart beat frantically.
I can't imagine what she went through whilst she was locked up. I was sound asleep, the bond was unconsciously hurting me, but Morgana was feeling every second of my pain. That doubled with her guilt and confusion along with her magic being bound had to of hurt. But instead of screaming at me, or arguing with me she was just walking quietly with her hand in mine as we walked along the stone corridors to her chambers.
I let go of her hand to hold the door open for her and she smiled sweetly at me. Chivalry wasn't dead, especially if it got her to smile, anything was better than the deep melancholy that seemed to have taken over her. I watched as she left my side and walked to the window to stare out into the court yard below.
'Morgana?' I asked, trying to draw her into a conversation, she didn't reply and I walked over to her and hesitantly wrapped my arms around her from behind. I couldn't repress the sigh of satisfaction that came over me; holding her, feeling her form in my arms was one of the best feelings in the world.
Feeling brave, I moved her long hair slightly dirty from the dungeons away from her shoulder and swept it over her other shoulder so I could gently press kisses to the side of her neck. I couldn't help myself, I wanted everything to go back to the way it was before this happened, I wanted her to love me; I needed her to love me.
'Morgana?' I asked again kissing up to her ear to whisper into it 'please talk to me, scream at me, yell at me but please don't ignore me.'
'I'm not mad at you,' Morgana whispered bringing up her hands to grasp my own which rested on her stomach.
'Then what is it?' I asked
'I'm mad at myself, for what I did to you, for what I forced you to relive,' Morgana whispered brokenly, her voice was full of regret and I turned her quickly to face me.
'Were going to fight Morgana, it's only natural, you were the darkness to my light, now you're my magic mate, my saving grace, I love you Morgana, nothing will change that,' I said looking into her beautiful green eyes.
'You love me?' Morgana asked brining her hand up to cup my chin
'Of course I do how could I not?' I asked bending to wrap my arms around her and pull her towards me, moaning slightly as her body pressed against mine, the feeling was exquisite.
'Even after what I did?' Morgana asked pressing kisses along my jaw
'Of…of course,' I stuttered, her kisses were driving me mad I wanted nothing more than to loose myself in her.
'I love you too,' Morgana said.
Morgana looked hesitantly into my eyes as if asking for permission, I nodded slightly and gasped in anticipation as she pressed her lips against mine. I moaned into it and buried a hand in her hair, as my other grasped her waist and pulled her hips towards mine. I lovingly licked at her lips begging for entrance and wasted no time as she gave it.
Our tongues clashed and it was Morgana's turn to moan as I walked her backwards until she was up against the wall. I didn't know I possessed such a dominant nature, but my body and magic was begging me to touch her, taste her, and make her my own. I moved my kisses to her neck, tracing the shape of the vein that protruded slightly, I gave in and licked it, biting slightly, not hard enough to cause pain but hard enough to leave a mark. I wanted everyone to know that she was mine.
'Merlin,' she whispered her eyes were shut and her back was arched into my caress and I couldn't help myself as I swept my kisses lower dipping into her cleavage, revelling in the groan of pleasure that came from her beautiful lips.
'I want you,' Morgana whispered.
I stopped my movements and looked into her beautiful face. It was then that I noticed the layer of grime and stained cheeks from past tears, memories from her time in the dungeons. What kind of monster was I that I would take advantage of her when she was feeling most vulnerable? I sighed and shook my head and brought her into a hug.
'Merlin, what is it? Why have you stopped?' Morgana asked, bringing my head up to look at her.
'Not like this Morgana,' I whispered and lovingly kissed her nose.
'What do you mean? I want you, don't you want me?' she sounded hurt and vulnerable and I cursed myself for my insensitivity.
'Of course I do, more than anything, but you've just been in the dungeons, and I've been in some sort of coma filled with my worst memories, maybe now isn't the right time,' I whispered.
I saw a lot of emotions go past her face, rejection at first, which made my heart stop, then confusion and finally acceptance, she smiled and kissed me gently before stepping out of my arms.
'Help me change?' Morgana asked fluttering her eyelashes at me
I groaned in response 'you know how to make a guy lose control my love,' I said, and watched as she beamed at my endearment for her.
'I could always get a maid to help,' Morgana said, deliberately to annoy me. The thought of anyone touching her, female or male made my heart burst with anger, and it was this that had me pulling her behind the screen and gently pushing her dirty dress from her beautiful figure.
I couldn't help but admire her, her colouring was so like my own but distinctly female, she curved in all the right places with a delicious flat belly that I just wanted to lick. So many men preferred a plump woman but I didn't see the attraction myself. Morgana was all woman, pale silky smooth skin that glowed like the palest snow in winter. And hair so dark and long that she looked every inch the seductress out to tempt me, and she was winning. She wrapped her form only clothed in her undergarments around me and I couldn't help the answering response from my body.
'You sure you won't reconsider?' Morgana asked trailing a finger down my chest and below. I grasped her hand before she could reach her goal and pushed her gently away from me.
'Positive,' I said.
I stepped away and moved into her main room and drew her a bath using magic to conjure water and heat it up knowing she was watching me.
'You're amazing you know,' Morgana said and I turned back around to watch her.
'What do you mean?'
'Your magic, it runs through you, I can feel it. It answers to your every desire and you make it look so easy and effortless.' Morgana said, I noticed the look of envy she sent my way.
'I've never known any different,' I told her and beckoned her towards me.
I steadfastly adverted my eyes as she slipped off her undergarments and stepped into the water and lowered herself down. I turned my back once she was in and walked to the window to stare out into the court yard below.
'Do you think people disapprove of us?' Morgana asked. Without turning towards her I answered her.
'What do you mean?' I asked.
'Sharing chambers and all of this?' she replied.
'You being of noble blood and me a commoner you mean?
'Merlin, don't talk like that, you're the noblest of us all,' Morgana replied.
'I don't care what people think, I love you and I can't live without you, literally, people will just have to accept that.' I said.
'Yes they will,' Morgana said forcefully 'I won't lose you again, I promise.'
I smiled and didn't answer, there was no need to, I would never stop loving this girl, this young woman who had entered my life so forcefully. Nobody would take her away from me.
It would only be a few days later until I realised how little I knew.
Oooh that little bit of lemony goodness made me a bit hot under the collar…*lights up cigarette* =]
Don't smoke kids it's bad for you!
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