"Mmmmmmmmmm" Sookie groaned as she stretched out her worn muscles. "I feel like I ran a marathon last night." She gasped as she felt a hand move up her body and roll her under him. "Ma Petite for all we did last night, you probably did the same amount of physical exertion as a marathon." Sookie giggled before leaning up and capturing Godric's lips with her own. "Lover he may be right, we need to get some food in you" As if on cue her stomach growled making her blush and the vampires to laugh.
"Alright well let's see what's on the room service menu?" She giggled as both her vamps sped out of the room to presumably look for that menu. She was looking for some clothes when she saw a piece of paper under the bed.
Is It Wrong?
Is it wrong to hate someone
Someone you've never met?
Is it wrong to feel so done
That your life just feels like a bet?
Is it right to feel dead
After faking being alive?
Is it right to want to curl up in bed
After your life has taken a dive?
Is it bad to say 'I'm fine'
When you feel like you're dying?
Is it bad to just say the line
When you know you're just lying?
Is it good to hide your feelings
When you're about to explode?
Is it good to fake the dealings
Of the people with only one mode?
'What is this? Who wrote it?' Then after closer inspection she saw it had a single cursive G. at the bottom 'Godric? Is that what the G stands for? Why would he write something like this? Did he not get captured by the FOTS but instead go to them willingly? I have so many questions. Maybe he can answer some...' "Godric can you come here? I need to ask you something." Suddenly he was there. Sookie held up the piece of paper in front of his eyes watching as surprise and wariness passed through them.
"Little One where did you find that?"
"It was under my bed. What is this? What do you mean by 'Is it right to feel dead after faking being alive'? Godric did the FOTS catch you or did you go to them? Tell me the truth."
"Ma Petite you have to understand I wrote that before we met. I was severely depressed and wanted to end my life. I don't think like a vampire anymore. I can feel the guilt for all the deaths I've caused and I wanted to atone for my mistakes. But now you're here and I have something to live for. I have love...don't I?"
Sookie was floored by his confession. 'He was suicidal? Does Eric know? Oh god I'm being quiet for too long' "Yes...yes you do have love to live for. You have mine and Eric's love to life for." She leaned into him "Don't leave me" She whispered into his ear "I've had too many people leave me."
Godric winced at the sound of pure sorrow in her voice. "I'll never leave you of my own accord Ma Petite. I will never...I love you too much."
That's how Eric found them five minutes later when he finished ordering one of everything off the room service menu. Hugging and leaning on each other like if they stopped they would die. "Lover, Master, are you two alright?"
Sookie gave Godric a meaningful glance. "Yes, but Godric has to tell you some things while I go take a shower..." When Eric started to get up she added "alone." She went into the bathroom and slowly shut the door. Soon after she heard Eric yelling at Godric asking how Godric could ever have been okay with leaving him. She sighed as she turned on the water and stepped under the spray. This was going to be a long night.
Alright, I know I just gave you one chapter, but I wrote the poem in here and decided it would work for Godric...and I wanted him to have to explain just why he was at FOTS in the first place. I love you all and thanks for sticking with me...I promise there will be some more action soon. 3