Sebastian inhaled deeply, keeping his eyes shut as Thad ran his fingers through his hair. "You know… They're so meant to be," Sebastian hummed contently in response, adjusting his head in the shorter boys lap, "I mean it! It's… It's so perfect, you know?" Thad smiled fondly as he watched the screen. They were watching Pretty Little Liars (the manly men they were) as they did almost every second day and as they watched the re-run, Thad was cooing over the relationship between Hanna and Lucas.
"She'll never love him that way," Sebastian mumbled, slowly blinking his eyes open as he looked at the screen. The shorter boy looked down at him, biting his lip as he ran his fingers gently through Sebastian's soft hair.
"I know… But… He's so in love with her… Y-You can see it so easily!" He looked up at Thad, smiling fondly as he rolled his eyes.
"Love's for suckers, babe," He looked back at the screen as Thad watched him. "Oh, look… There's Aria and Mr. Fitz," he whistled, "I'd love to fuck my English teacher."
Thad slowly looked back at the screen, "You'd love to fuck everyone, Seb."
Sebastian only smiled at the comment, he knew Thad was right. He remembered being told to go get tested for sex obsession a few times and he'd just chuckle, responding with, "I know I'm obsessed." He slowly glanced up at Thad, a smile twitching at his lips. It had been a long time since he's been this close with someone… Someone he wasn't sleeping with, someone he wouldn't leave in the morning, someone he could call a friend. Sebastian never had friends growing up but nobody could know that about him… Nobody could find out what his life used to be like… Especially Thad. He knows how he would react. He'd treat him with pity and he'd never look at him the same way… Maybe Thad will start to get suspicious once Sebastian shuts down any conversation that could relate back to his past or his family. He hoped that wouldn't come any day soon.
"Sebastian!" He jerked slightly in his place on Thad's lap, "Look, look!" Sebastian looked at the screen and smiled softly at the same scene they saw a couple weeks ago that still shocked Thad to this day.
"Babe, we already knew about that."
"I know… But… Wow…"
Sebastian's eyes slid shut, smiling softly. I have a best friend…
Sebastian grumbled softly as he drove, sweeping back the bangs that were already starting to fall over his forehead. That stupid Kurt Hummel, ruining his chances with Blaine. Sebastian's hands tightened on the wheel, letting out a soft huff as he thought back to the night. Dancing with Blaine was the most fun he's had in a while, he loved being around him. Not love, dumbass. It was great to see the boy let go of how he's supposed to: the perfect, kept together, young but mature man. It was great to witness Blaine, having fun. It was amazing to be the reason he had fun… But then Kurt showed up. Sebastian knew he had a bit of a dramatic reaction to Blaine being taken from him… But he couldn't help it. He was pissed. He slowed down as he came to a stop sign and sighed quietly, shaking his head, that guy he took to the bathroom after Blaine left with Kurt wasn't good enough. He still felt unsatisfied which was unbelievable because holy shit- those lips, wrapping perfectly around my- Sebastian quickly hit the brakes as he saw a man about to stumble in front of his car.
He quickly narrowed his eyes at the man, rolling down the window and called out, "Hey buddy! What the fuck are you doing?" The man slowly turned to look at him and Sebastian contemplated jumping out of the window as he caught sight of those deep hazel eyes.
"Blaine…" he whispered softly, his features slowly softening as he glanced around the empty, dirt road and opened the door, getting out as Blaine stood there, a deer in the headlights, watching Sebastian with wide eyes. He walked over to the shorter boy, "Hey… What are you doing out here?" Blaine responded with a slight glare and a bittersweet smile.
Sebastian raised an eyebrow as Blaine croaked out softly, "I'm walking home." He glanced around as if expecting Kurt to be around with him, as if they were going through a dainty little walk in the moonlight. He'd totally be into that.
"Where's Hummel?" Sebastian smirked lightly, gesturing to the forest, "Oh, is his village in there? I should have known!" He waved towards the forest, "Say goodnight to the pixies for me!" Sebastian's smirk quickly faded as he heard a soft giggle bubble up from Blaine. He slowly looked at the shorter boy as he glanced at his disheveled clothes before looking at the slight smile on his face.
Blaine shrugged lightly, "No idea… Home, I'm guessing?" Sebastian's eyes quickly sparked with excitement, "I don't really care…" He quickly grinned before forcing it to fade as Blaine glared at him again. "It's not like that!" The taller boy nodded, searching Blaine's eyes as he averted his attention up to the sky, a slight smile twitching at his lips. "I've never seen the stars like this…" He whispered, staring up at the sky and counting each star as he watched them shine.
Sebastian watched Blaine, standing there as he got lost in those deep hazel eyes that were staring up at the dark sky. He blinked slowly as he saw a dreamy smile cross Blaine's lips as he stared with wide eyes. "You're such a cliche…" He whispered, gaining the shorter boys attention as their eyes locked, Blaine's eyebrows furrowing lightly in confusion. "Well, we are…" Sebastian leaned against the hood of a car, "You left tonight with the wrong man… But yet, you still ended up here… With me… Where I come and rescue you," he let out a quiet chuckle, "As if this were some fairytale… Here we are, under the moonlight, looking at the stars…" He glanced up at the sky as Blaine watched him silently. "If only you were sober…" Sebastian quickly stood up, clearing his throat to avoid Blaine to catch onto what was happening, "Let's go, killer."
Blaine smiled lazily, walking closer, "Killer?" Sebastian wrapped an arm around his shoulders, leading him slowly to the car.
"My new nickname for you." Blaine let out a soft snort as Sebastian ducked his head, putting him in the passenger seat before pulling the seatbelt over his slumped body and closing it with a click.
He closed the door, letting out a deep breath. Blaine Anderson… You will be the death of me.
Sebastian watched Blaine, smiling as he fixed his Dalton tie. "There…" his deep hazel eyes averted up at Sebastian, smiling sweetly, "Do you need help with anything else, Sebastian?" The taller boy let out a soft sigh, adjusting his blazer as he glanced at his lips.
"Definitely…" He leaned over the table, "and I bet it could help you too." Sebastian winked. Blaine shook in his head in silence, lost for words. He found himself speechless a lot of the time when he was with Sebastian. "I bet Kurt doesn't even know you're here with me… Not that it matters anymore…" His smile reminded Blaine of a kid in a candy store. He averted his eyes away slowly, sighing quietly.
"Sebastian… We didn't do anything and…" Blaine swallowed sharply, "We never will…" There was a pang in Sebastian's heart, "Kurt's my boyfriend still… We're fixing whatever happened last night between us. I love him." The taller boys smile had faded and he was now clenching his jaw tightly. "Sebastian, thank you for taking care of me but… Kurt means more to me than a hook up, and that's all you care about."
Sebastian stood in the spot that Blaine had left him when he stormed out of his house, the place he stayed last night. He stared at the empty space where Blaine sat, emptying his heart out to Sebastian. He thought back to where Sebastian slowly wrapped him up snugly in his sheets and they talked all night. Where he had told Sebastian one of the things that changed his life. He shakily sat down, tears filling his eyes slowly as he thought back to the one thing that changed Sebastian's dark world to a sea of colour. He let out a soft sob, quickly clamping his hand over his mouth as he shook his head slowly and closed his eyes tightly, his shoulders shaking.
"You're the only one I want, Sebastian…"