HIII! I'm not gonna say much again (sorry, but I'm really drained). I just wonder if I should have written it like this... it kinds of doesn't feel like enough XD :/

I hope you won't mind how silly this chapter is! Have a nice day!

Nagisa's P.O.V.

Karma-kun hasn't come to school for five days.

Firstly we were all very upset over his words. They were accusing and untrue, resentful, their only meaning was to hurt and drive us away. Even though we all knew he was not himself, it hurt and that kind of pain - inflicted by a dear friend - wasn't something to be dealt with immediately.

The second day we calmed down, sorted things out. We were still a little angry but started thinking rationally. Karma-kun wasn't the type to say these kinds of things to the ones he held dear - that was if we meant something to him. That evening I wanted to text him but hesitated and in the end did not.

The third day Koro-sensei asked us if he should see him. Until then, he stayed down for the redhead needed some time for himself. But after three days passing, it should have be fine. I don't know for sure about others but they seemed quite troubled too. I didn't waver this time and sent him in total four messages, asking if he's fine or if he needs something. I also explained that what had happened was just a big misunderstanding and that I wanted to see him and talk things out.

Needless to say he didn't respond. I'm actually afraid he hasn't even read them yet. But I can't know that as I didn't have the courage to call him and find out if his phone was still working.

The fourth day Koro-sensei let us skip one of his periods to visit Karma-kun. However, our intention didn't get fullfilled as the gates to his house were locked unlike before. It was a clear sign that the boy inside did not want any visit.

Understanding that message, we returned back with concern and maybe even regret heaving our backs. Some of us asked: "Why do we have to feel responsible? It was him who cut ties, wasn't it?" In a way, they were right. But they were also very wrong and they, we, knew it.

Karma-kun was the one who snapped, but we were the ones who let that happen. He might have heard a fraction of our conversation and if that was so, I could understand that he reacted that way. It indeed didn't sound nice when we said those things about him, even though they were meant to be a joke. But to joke about things that brought anxiety and despair to him, in front of him, to that - unacceptable. And it was only now that I, we realized.

And anyway, we should have noticed his feelings a lot sooner. The fault was also ours. Mine. I failed as his best friend.

The only thing then that soothed my mind a little was that Koro-sensei told me he has been secretly making sure that Karma-kun wasn't in any danger.

But he also said that every time he looked through the window, he saw the teen lying in his bed.

Today, I called. I have called him seven times since the morning and it was only the third period. It did get through but noone answered.

I was worried. Hearing him confess his feelings, his depression. All of the unpleasant feelings from five days ago disappeared just to get replaced by something worse.

What if something happened? I had a bad feeling. What if he didn't eat again? He's still sick, what if he-

Oh god, he was still sick.

"Koro-sensei!" I called out, completly ignoring the fact that we were in the middle of a Japanese lesson.

"Yes?" He titled his head in confusion as he saw me standing.

There was no time for embarrasement or anything else as the only thing occuping my mind was the thought of my redheaded friend. I was scared and the shivers I was getting weren't helping. I walked up to the teacher, arm-lenght, and urged him: "Please, take me to Karma-kun!"

At the mention of his name, everyone froze and stared at me.

"Nagisa-kun, I know you are worried but-"

"Please, sensei. Just a glance, I need to be sure he is alright!" I was probably convincing because sensei sighed, patted my head gently and said: "Okay,"

I smiled. But the shivers didn't stop.

"I'm going too," Surprisingly, Nakamura-san stood up and approached us. "I overacted the last time and regret it. I want to apologize."

"Please let us be selfish for once," I turned at the class, asking them to let me go. They understood and sent me smiles of approval.

"Everyone, please stay here for a little while," Koro-sensei said and took me and the blond into his tentacles.

We arrived before the still locked gates in under a minute. Sensei flew up to the second floor, where Karma-kun's room and window was, giving us the chance to peek in.

I knew I had a good intuition when it came to my friends and it was a big advantage but for this once, I wished I was wrong.

Sensei saw the same and he immediately yanked the window open, letting us in. Karma-kun was lying on the ground, unconscious, and no matter what we did, he wouldn't wake up.

How could I let this happen?

"Hey Karma! Karma, can you hear me?! Damn it!" Nakamura-san tried shaking him, calling his name, slightly slapping his face.

Koro-sensei's face appeared calm but the way he moved his tentacles gave away just how disturbed he was. First of all he checked the pulse, than breathing and then searched for any external injuries. He found none, fortunately.

However, his pulse was dangerously slow and breathing raspy, shallow and weak. The fever wasn't any better than the first day. The boy has been lying there for who knows how long and it didn't look like he has left his room.

For five days.

Five days.

We didn't hesitate to take him to the hospital. I don't know when but Koro-sensei disguised himself as a giant nonhuman looking human. However even with that, his appearance was just way too suspicious so we called Karasuma-sensei who had arrived in ten minutes. We let him into the situation and explained what has happened. Not long later, the doors to the room Karma-kun was placed in opened.

"Are you family? I believe you know that information about patients is classified." The doctor who talked to us was young but seemed very smart and experienced.

"No, I am his home room teacher. His family is abroad and we are the only ones he can rely on at the moment." Karasuma-sensei's answer was good enough for the man to agree and tell us about the redhead's condition.

"He is going to be okay, so calm down." With that, we exhaled from relief. "However, there are some things I would like to discuss with you."

We all knew it wasn't going to be anything good but sensei nodded and let the doctor carry on.

"First of all, the boy is very malnourished and dehydrated. Aside from the fact that he is underweighted and apparently anemic, I suspect he hasn't eaten anything in the last few days. I wonder how that could happen?"

That was a low blow. I wouldn't have even dreamed of Karma-kun actually neglecting his health and meals like this and for so long. I looked at Nakamura-san, afraid of her reaction. She didn't know about Karma-kun's condition and troubles after all.

So when she didn't look surprised, I felt very conflicted. She was frowning and had a strange expression, but to me, it looked like she had expected it. How?

Karasuma-sensei just said that the boy has been absent from school school because of a cold and that he found him like this when paying him a visit. The man accepted it.

"His cold isn't very serious however I would personally pay attention to it for the time being." He added.

We nodded, thanking him. Then... then we said nothing. I wanted to visit Karma-kun. I wanted to see for myself what my actions and oblivion have led to. But I didn't.

I was guilty.

And most of all,

I was scared.