Chapter 10: Trust

He noticed in her face and her voice there was no hesitance this time.

His hand moved down her body, where her thighs clenched together to stop him between her legs.

"I thought you said you trusted me?"

"I do its just…"

"I wont do anything you don't want me to Ayano."

"How come you didn't give me that option when you decided to stay in my room?"

"Me staying isn't an option. What I do, well that's up to you. Trust me." He said, his eyes clear.

She nodded. She reached in for another kiss as he moved his hand back down.
She suddenly felt him between her legs. Her dress skirt around her thighs. She'd never imagined she'd be doing this with Kazuma so soon.

She felt her back arch under the pressure of his fingertips. She wondered how much Kazuma knew about this stuff. She was always a little behind him, even if she didn't like to admit it.

Suddenly his kiss felt more passionate and trailed to her ear. She felt him enter her and she nearly exclaimed his name.

He took his mouth back to hers to quiet her. He didn't know if the others were back. He gave a slight smug smile to himself knowing he'd made her nearly say his name, as she blushed.

She felt his hand run through her. She'd never felt like this before. She felt her hand reach up into his hair, as her body pressed closer to his involuntarily.

He bit his own lip as he started to get hot.

She felt something against her leg, under his pants. She looked up to see Kazuma who looked flush now too.

She rested her other hand on his shirt and suddenly she grasped it causing it to pull a little. He took it upon himself to take it completely off.

His body was so toned. She knew first hand what it took to stay in shape under their line of work, but still, it made her blush, when his skin was now against hers. His kisses trailed down to her chest. She felt his hand on her chest, it made her squirm a little. She began to get hot again.

She used her right hand to pull the string of her dress from behind her neck. He was surprised by her action. "Ayano…"

"It-it's fine." She said and looked up at him, before blushing and looking away.

"You know, I think I might love you Ayano." He said in her ear.

"Are…your not…"

"No, no flirting. Nothing about that. I'm dead serious."

She looked up to him and she suddenly felt like she was bubbling up, full of feeling. Since when was she so emotional? She smiled a little and dragged him back down into kisses.

He couldn't hold back any more. He absently grinded into her leg. He felt her brush up against him in response and he was gone.

"Ayano…" He breathed to her cheek.

"Kazuma…" She said in approval.

Suddenly she felt the pressure of him against her. She was scared. Vulnerable for once. But she didn't want to stop. Her body didn't want her to stop. "…go ahead." She breathed on his ear.

"Tell me if I need to stop…" Kazuma whispered in a raspy voice as he began to enter her.

Ayano felt it move against her. Pushing into her. It felt so strange, and when it finally entered she felt a sting of pain. She squeeled, but tried to muffle it.

"I'll stop."

"No don't."

"Don't be stubborn Ayano. This isn't the time to-"

She looked at him, her amber eyes glistening up at him. "I'm okay."

He shook his head and kissed her again, carefully going farther.

She cringed but as he slowly went it settled into a dull pain.
She felt him move farther within her. She wondered how much farther he could go... She realized her own thoughts and started to blush.

"Do you need me to s-"

She shook her head and murmured a no. He laughed a bit to himself and kissed her again moving in and out, gently.
After a second time he felt her hips grind with his. He breathed out a heavy breath, suppressing the need to moan.

She swallowed and suddenly began to feel pleasure; A heat, of his body's friction against hers. What was this? It was like an internal fire, unlike anything she'd summoned before.

Her breathing got heavier. This feeling she had, spread like fire. She felt his pace quicken. She wrapped her arms tighter around him, his hands grasping at his back, against the muscles that tensed when he moved forward.

"Ka-Kazuma…"

"Mmm…Ayano.." Kazuma couldn't help but go faster. Ayano's red hair spilt like fire on the pillow and her eyes like sparks. He couldn't help it. She awoke something in her that had been dormant for years. Before it was like loving a china doll, now it was loving the incarnation of flame itself.

"Ahh!" She said and he had to smother her voice with a kiss.

"They might be sleeping."

"I-I-you-you-" She stuttered in a whispered breathy voice.

"Oh." He smirked a little. He continued again and she arched her back.

She felt pleasure ripple through her. He felt her tighten around him.

"I can't hold on much longer." He said in a heavy voice.

She wrapped her hand into his hair, supporting his head, when she felt her body contort in pleasure like a spark of electricity ran up her spine.

He came soon after, like an electric spark moving through a current.

He landed beside her and breathed out pulling his pants back on. He then came back down beside Ayano pulling her in closer.

She turned to him and looked to the blankets she was using to cover her chest.

"I…I think I love you too Kazuma."

"Are you sure it's love? Because it could have just been my great talent in-"

She grabbed a spare pillow and threw it at him.

"Alright. I get it." He said with a smile, and pulled her close to him again.

"I – I need a – shirt- or…" She said, noticing her dress wasn't covering much at this point. She felt so strange going to bed in so unclothed.

Kazuma tossed her something. She took it and tried to make it out in the darkness.

"Your shirt?!" She said.

"Unless you want to get out of bed? It should cover you more than that dress?"

She sighed. She really didn't want to hobble out of bed with nothing on. At least not while he was staring. She put it on, its dark fabric covering her just mid- thigh.

"Wow it almost fits." He said.

"It does not? Why is it so long?" She felt it pull a bit where her chests were.

"So I could tuck it in. It was a bit of a formal occasion today wasn't it?" He pulled on her shirt dragging her down to the bed again.

She nodded. "My birthday."

"I was more thinking the beach festival but-"

She gave him a look but then felt it interrupted as she shivered suddenly.

"Are you cold?"

"A bit. You probably brought in a draft earlier."

"Well I'm sure we got rid of it…but if you want to use my body heat…"

Her face got red, he could see it in the dark. He smirked and drew her closer.

"This is nice." He said, in a low calm voice as they faced the moon still high in the sky.

She looked at him. He looked a strange content she'd only seen a few times. She wondered if that's how he looked all of the time when he was with Tsui Ling out in the world before the stress of returning and all that came back down on him…

She smiled to her self knowing she could make him return to that feeling. She noticed his hand hanging down over her arm, having wrapped her into a hug against him.

He came back to and noticed his hand was warmer. He felt his hand laced in with hers. He pulled his head up to see she'd taken the liberty to grab it before falling off to sleep.

He smiled to himself and rested his head back down to sleep.