Ianto climbed back into bed and cuddled up to Jack, carefully laying his head on Jacks chest away from his injured hand. Jack put his arm around him and hugged him close.
"So what are we going to do Yan?"
"I don't know, the last time I planned a holiday was 2 years ago we never got to go"
"We?" said Jack
"Me and Lisa, we'd planned to go away but it never happened" he said as he voice caught in his throat
"I'm sorry Yan"
"Its ok Jack honest, I don't know where to go as long as it's not Spain, that's where I was taking Lisa"
"I've got an idea, why don't we rent a car and head north, see where we end up"
"You mean just drive"
"See where we end up, much more exciting than planning where to go" said Jack bending his head to plant a kiss on Iantos forehead.
"When do we leave?"
"Tomorrow too soon"
"No, I can't wait, time alone with no-one to interrupt us" said Ianto as his hand slid down Jacks naked body.
His fingers gently folded around Jacks cock and he began to massage him until he was hard, as he did, he moved his body and began to rub himself against Jacks thighs after a few minutes they were both hard and leaking pre-cum.
"Turn over Jack," said Ianto sitting up
Jack did as he asked and turned over, he pulled himself to his knees and held onto the headboard with his uninjured hand. He felt the bed move as Ianto leaned over to get the tube of lube he kept on the table and moved back to his position behind Jack. Jack jumped slightly as he felt the cold lube drip onto his skin. Ianto squeezed more onto his hand and gently slipped his finger inside Jack and pressed his finger against his prostate, he heard Jack moan. Ianto positioned himself and gently removed his finger from Jack and replaced it with his cock, as he gently pushed himself inside he reached round and took hold of Jacks cock and began to gently rub his hand up and down the shaft. He gradually increased his rhythm as he entered Jack
"Yaaaannnnn" moaned Jack
Ianto could feel both his cock and Jacks begin to pulse as they neared climax. As he quickened his rhythm on Jacks cock he emptied himself into Jack, a few seconds later Jack came over the pillow he was half leaning on. Ianto eased himself out of Jack.
"Jack you ok?" he asked concerned, as Jack stayed in the same position for longer than usual.
"I can't move Yan, I think I'll collapse if I let go of this headboard"
Yan encircled Jack around the waist and took his weight in his arms
"Its ok Cariad, let go I've got you I won't let you go"
Jack trusted Ianto and let go of the headboard, sure enough Ianto pulled him up to his knees. As soon as Jack managed to free his legs from under him Ianto pulled him onto his lap and held him close.
"I'm sorry Yan"
"What for?"
"I feel so helpless, with only one hand"
"You're not Jack, don't ever think that" he said kissing Jacks neck. Jack leant back into him; he took Iantos hand in his and entwined their fingers together. They sat just holding each for a few minutes then Ianto carefully pulled Jack down with him, once they were lying down Ianto untied the sling from Jacks arm and threw it on the floor. He lay with one arm draped over Jack, the other under Jacks neck and he cradled his injured hand in his.
"Sleep Cariad" he whispered into his hair
Jack closed his eyes and slept. Ianto however lay awake for hours, fighting sleep. He didn't want to dream not tonight. After everything Jack had been through tonight he wanted to be there for him, not have Jack comforting him as he cried in his sleep because his sub-conscious still wouldn't let go of Lisa. He knew she was dead, he'd accepted that now, she had been dead when he'd hidden her in the basement, she'd been dead when he found her at Torchwood 1. He knew that now but then he couldn't, no wouldn't accept that. He'd tried everything to save her, but she'd killed 2 people and tried to 'upgrade' him and Jack. She would have killed them all if Jack hadn't shot her.

She was loose, how the hell had that happened. Jack screamed at him
"Kill her Ianto or I'll kill you both"
Ianto looked from Jack to a rampaging Cyberwoman and back to Jack, he dropped his gun. It was then he heard a shot. She was dead. Everyone was yelling at him, he couldn't hear what they were saying but he didn't need to, this was all his fault. Two people were dead, a perfectly innocent delivery girl and the not so innocent cyber scientist.
Suddenly Jacks voice was calm amongst the anger
"Go home Ianto"

Jack woke as he felt the body next to him stiffen. He managed to turn over and keeping his injured hand above Iantos head on the pillow he pulled the sleeping form to him. The tears were streaming down his lovers face, his eyes still closed in sleep. HE leant forward and gently kissed them away. He tenderly kissed those full lips as Ianto opened his eyes.
"I'm sorry, I wanted to be here for you tonight" sobbed Ianto
"Me, do I need looking after then" smiled Jack, gently running his hand down Ianto side and onto his abdomen where he dipped his finger into his navel and tickled him. Ianto laughed
"Probably not be I wanted to all the same"
"Feel free to look after me anytime you think I need it, and if I do need looking after you'd be the only person I'd want to do it" said Jack
"Really"
"Really, I love you Ianto Jones and I want to be with you" said Jack. As Ianto looked into his beautiful blue eyes he saw nothing in them but love and he knew it was true.
"I want to be with you too" he said and kissed him.

They lay in each other's arms until Ianto got out of bed.
"Where you going? We're on holiday Yan"
"I know, I want to show you something," he said and walked over to the window, he pulled open the curtains and returned to Jacks arms.
"What are we looking at?" said Jack
"Just watch" said Ianto and cuddled up to Jack, they both lay looking out at the still dark sky. Then gradually the sun began to rise. Jack saw for the first time what Ianto sat and watched in bed every morning. The most beautiful sunrise in Cardiff. Jack had never noticed before that Iantos house overlooked the bay.
"Yan it's beautiful," he said
"I know"