SUB TITLE:DIRTY DEEDS
CHAPTER 1
Olivia sat with Wade in her doctor's office as they anxiously awaited the results of her test. He held her hand tightly as if he were more nervous than she was. It had been over a week since Olivia took the home pregnancy test the day of Wrestlemania and the uncertainty was killing both of them.
"Sorry to keep you guys waiting." Dr. Dubois walked into the exam room while looking through Olivia's charts.
"It's fine, doc. What's the word?" Wade's booming voice caught both of the women off guard.
"Well, it seems you received a false positive from the home pregnancy test." Olivia exhaled at the news drawing a confused look from Wade. "This can come from an expired test or taking the test improperly and the pregnancy symptoms you were experiencing can be brought on by a lot of things, including stress. Have you been stressed about anything lately?" Olivia laughed to herself.
"Uh-yeah I've had a few things on my mind."
"I see... I suggest trying to find ways to relieve your stress and you should be fine, Olivia." The doctor shook their hands and then turned to leave.
"Thanks Dr. Dubois!" Olivia sprung from the exam table and reached for her purse, but Wade didn't move. "Come on, Wade. We can go!" Olivia felt insensitive for showing her excitement while Wade was clearly upset.
"You're happy?" Wade slowly raised his sad, green eyes towards Olivia. "You're happy that you're not pregnant."
"It's not that I'm happy…" She really was, but she didn't want to hurt Wade's feelings. "It's just that I'm not ready to be a mother!" She caressed his face and she could feel his tense jaw beneath her fingertips. "I always wanted to get married before I had kids and I certainly wasn't ready to be a wife either." Wade pulled a small box out of his pocket and placed it in Olivia's hand.
"I felt the same way about being married before kids. That's what this was for." Olivia opened the box and saw a gorgeous diamond ring inside. Wade finally stood up, towering over Olivia. "But I guess I don't need this anymore, do I?" Wade took the ring box from Olivia and walked out of the exam room and out of the doctor's office.
After total silence all the way back to Olivia's apartment, they walked in and went their separate ways. Wade went in to the living room and plopped on the couch to watch TV and Olivia went in to the bathroom.
"Shit!" Liv said to herself as she looked in the mirror. She ran her fingers through her hair and decided to go out to the living room to make things better with Wade. She walked out to see that he had taken off the dress shirt he had on and he was sitting there in a wifebeater. Her eyes followed his long legs down to his big feet. "Wade?" He glanced at her before returning his gaze to the TV. "Look at me." He turned the TV off and looked at the floor for a moment.
"What do you want from me, Livy?" He was clearly disappointed.
"What do you mean?"
"What do you want from me?" He turned to look at her straight in the eye. "I was ready to give you the world and you were relieved that I didn't! Do you even want to be with me?"
"Of course I do!" Olivia sat on Wade's lap and kissed him on the cheek. "Baby, I love you. Nothing has changed that!" He sat silently. "I just don't want to move too fast." Olivia stroked his face and he finally returned her kiss.
"I can understand that, Livy… I'm sorry." He kissed her on the lips before looking at his watch. "I should be leaving soon so I can get to the airport on time." Olivia looked sadly into his eyes. Now that Wrestlemania was over, it was time for the WWE's 2 week European tour.
"Do you have a minute for a proper goodbye?" Olivia slipped her blouse over her head and repositioned herself to straddle Wade.
"I'll always make time for a proper goodbye." Wade picked her up and carried her into the bedroom. He didn't leave for another 30 minutes until after he "said goodbye" to Olivia.
"Are you all packed?" Robin stood in the doorway of her bedroom wearing one of Dean's "Unstable" t shirts and nothing else as Dean stuffed his clothes into a suitcase.
"Fuck packing!" He grabbed her and pulled her on top of him on the bed. "You sure you don't want to tag along for a few cities of the tour?"
"No, I have some big projects coming up at work, sugar." She kissed him passionately then bit his lip. She could feel his erection through his jeans. "You should go. You're gonna miss your flight."
"I don't care!" He grabbed her and turned over slamming her on the bed making her scream. "I could eat you up!" Robin's body tingled as the memories of their morning came to mind. They'd had one of their marathon sessions that started around midnight and she couldn't believe he still had energy.
"Dean, I'll be right here when you get back." She reached down to stroke herself and then let him taste her on her fingers.
"Hell no! I gotta have you right now!" Dean ripped her shirt off and devoured her for the 5th time in less than 12 hours. Robin learned that she had to keep a reserve of Dean's t shirts because he ripped them off of her all the time. Dean missed his flight, but it was well worth it.
Later that night, Robin and Olivia hung out at Olivia's apartment. Olivia sprung for a bottle of champagne to toast the close call with Wade.
"So you're happy you're not pregnant?" Robin sipped the champagne with a skeptical look on her face.
"Not happy, but relieved. I wasn't ready for that, girl. You know that."
"I have to say, Liv. If there's anybody I know that would be one hell of a mom, it's you." They toasted again as Robin went to hook her phone up to play some music.
This town don't feel like mine
Fast to get away
Far…
"Who is this, Robin?" Olivia knew this wasn't exactly the type of music Robin usually listened to.
"It's 'Be Quiet and Drive' by Deftones. I created this Pandora station for Dean and it kinda grew on me. He created a station for some of my favorite artists too." Robin smiled to herself before changing to another station.
"Ahh-I saw that smile! You are in deep Mrs. Ambrose!" Olivia tapped Robin on the arm as she poured a second glass of champagne.
"Don't start with that Mrs. Ambrose stuff!" The smile on Robin's face got wider. "We're just taking it easy."
"Uh huh…did you guys ever have the marriage talk?" Olivia looked somber thinking about her own uncomfortable moment with Wade in the doctor's office.
"No. To be honest, I'm not sure Dean is the marrying kind. I may not be either!" Robin knew it was a lie as soon as she said it. Lately, she had been imagining what it would be like to marry Dean and have a whole tribe of little lunatics.
"Hmm…I think you guys could make marriage work. It wouldn't be a conventional marriage, but it would work." Olivia laughed, but quickly returned to being serious.
"Liv? Have you guys talked about marriage? I mean- I know you guys had a lot on your plate with the baby. Could you see Wade being your husband?" Robin knew she had just hit Olivia with a lot as she watched tears form in her eyes. "Hey Liv, I'm sorry. No tears! We're happy… remember?" Olivia tried to laugh through the tears, but it didn't work.
"Wade was going to ask me to marry him. He had the ring and everything."
"Oh my Gosh! Wait, what do you mean he was going to ask you to marry him?"
"Before he showed me the ring, I told him I wasn't ready to be a wife or a mother. I think I hurt his feelings." Olivia tossed her head back on the couch. "Why couldn't I have just kept my mouth shut?"
"It's not your fault, Liv! You told him how you felt. It's not like you said you don't want to be with him anymore."
"You're right!" Olivia took a sip of her champagne and prayed for a change of subject. "You wanna order takeout?" Olivia sprung up to grab the Chinese menu from her refrigerator. Robin looked at her through squinted eyes.
"Um-are you okay?" Robin joined her in the kitchen.
"Yes! I'm just starving. What do you want?" Olivia dialed her cell phone and Robin stood there giving her the side eye.
Later as Robin prepared to leave Olivia's apartment around 3 am, Dean called to say he had made it back to his hotel in London.
"I'll see you later, Liv!" Robin whispered as she talked to Dean on the phone.
"Okay, text me when you get home." Olivia was alone and waiting for Wade for text or call saying he had made it there safely. She paced the floor rubbing her tired and still somewhat tipsy eyes. Her heart raced as she picked up her phone and studied it for several minutes. She finally sent a text message with trembling hands.
"Hey…are you busy?" She covered her face, feeling nauseous until her phone buzzed a few minutes later.
"No. I'm actually alone. Can you talk?" A smile spread across Olivia's face. She clicked dial and the phone barely rang before he answered. "Hello?"
"Hey…" She couldn't manage to say anything else and she felt the breath leave her body.
"God it's so good to hear your voice, Liv!"
"It's good to hear yours too, Seth."
