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Chapter 4:
She is never getting better?
Amelia's POV
As soon as Jacob walked behind me into the living room, the hand on my shoulder squeezed a little bit. As if Carlisle was feeling pain. I had no idea what was going on when we walked around the corner and I face Rosalie who was protectively standing in front of the couch. I frown as I look at her ice cold face. At the wedding she was so open and lovely towards me and now she was hard, like stone. I couldn't explain. "Ames?" A weal voice was heard from behind Rosalie and as she turned to look at the voice I looked into the eyes of my sister. I broke in thousand pieces as I saw how bad she was looking. Her face was grey and had huge bags under her eyes who were darker grey than her face. I knew Jacob saw what I saw, because he was right in time to stand behind me and catch me up his chest when I started to fall back. I was scared. What was going on here. I looked up at Jacob, who looked just as worried as I did and than to the family. Finally I looked at Bella, who was still looking at me.
After almost a minute passed by I took a step in Bella's direction, but got blocked by Rosalie and my arm got grabbed by Jacob who pulled me a bit back and said to Rosalie "Don't touch her!". She answered. "Don't come any closer…. Both of you!" She spit it out and I took a hold of Jacobs arm. It was the first time I was scared of a vampire. I was close to crying, but I kept myself up. I looked at Edward, who had read my mind and gave her a worried smile. "Rosalie, would you help me up please?" Bella said to interrupt the tension between Jacob and her. My frown came back up and I shifted from Edwards worried face to Bella's waiting what would be happening when she stood up. I could see that she was weak, that she clearly couldn't keep herself standing without help. When she finally was standing up I froze. The only movement made was my jaw that dropped and my free hand who covered it. I felt Jacob's hand tighten around mine as I thought he would flip. But before things actually happened Edward pulled away from where he was standing. "Jacob can I talk to you. Alone please…." When he wanted to pull away I squeezed his hand. He looked at me and the look on his face made clear that he had to.
I was standing there alone in a room full of vampires and a sick sister. I didn't know where to look. It was weird. How could my sister be pregnant in this stadium. She had already a very swollen belly and Amelia was sure she didn't have that at the wedding. Edward always said how discreet his was with sex before marriage. Bella had told me that long ago. "Rosalie, It's fine… She can't hurt me" I heard Bella say when I realized Rosalie's eyes were placed on me. She took a few steps away so that I was able to walk over to my sister. I took my chance and placed myself next to my sister. "You look like shit… What's going on?" I asked looking at her. All she could give me was a weak smile and she rubbed her belly softly. "She is pregnant. The fetus is incompatible with her body. We think she won't survive. Alice can't see the future anymore and an ultrasound isn't showing anything." Carlisle told me, not in the way he used to be talking. I froze. Staring at Bella's belly. It was killing Bella? Now it was Amelia's turn to look as worried as Edward had since she came in. "You won't survive?" I asked carefully as I heard footsteps on the stairs and soon there was a hand on my shoulder. "We have a plan…". Bella started. "When the baby comes Carlisle is going to turn me…." She looked full of faith. I knew that changing into a vampire was what Bella always wanted, but not like this was what I always hoped. I struggled breathing and needed to get out of here. She was going to die. I would never see her again…. "I can't do this." I said softly and stood up quickly and walked down the stairs and out the door. Only to find out that I came with Jake's motorcycle. I closed my eyes as the tears came to my eyes and I couldn't stop them anymore.
Jacob's POV
I worried to much about Amelia when I walked behind Edward. He was going to tell me things that I didn't want to hear. I didn't know what was going on. All I saw was her swollen belly in front of me as I was just in time to catch Amelia. It all happened so fast and now I was outside, a bit inside the woods, with Edward. "What is going on with her?" I asked and he looked at me in fear. "You know what's going on with her. She is pregnant and it's growing way to fast. Her body can't handle it. She wants to keep it and it's killing her from inside out. I can't ask much from you." I heard him sigh. "You are probably the only thing that can safe her. You and Amelia…." He frowned and looked to the window of the living room. I looked back at the house and saw Amelia. Who stood next to the couch now. "Talk to her…" Edward said again. "I will try." Was all I could say. We both sighed and walked back inside.
Walking upstairs I heard Carlisle's voice tell Amelia what was going on. I walked over to her as soon as I could and placed my hand on her shoulder. I ws worried about her and looked at Edward to see by the look on his face how she was doing and I knew she was close to losing control of her emotions. I didn't have to wait long until she said something softly and stormed out of the room. I followed her immediately and we walked out of the house. She kept standing in the driveway and I heard her sniffle of the tears that fell down. I hugged her from behind. "I'm here." I said and I felt her turn around in my arms and took her in a closer embrace. "Always…" He said. He knew she didn't knew how true that was, but he would tell her soon. Now just wasn't the right time. "Why is she dying?" I heard her asked and I placed a light kiss on her head. "I don't know, Ames…." I said. "But we can try talk her out of this, but for that you have to come inside with me, okay?" I took her face in my hands and pushed her away a little to see her face. With my thumbs I wiped her tears away. "Only if you are ready." I said and took her hand. She nodded and we walked back inside.
Inside we found the living room almost empty. Most of the family had left and only Rosalie and Bella were in. I felt Amelia squeeze my hand lightly and I knew she was frightened. She didn't knew what was going on. I walked us closed to Bella and looked at her. "It's so good to see the two of you together…" We heard her say as I looked at our hands. Bella knew I imprinted, but she didn't knew that Amelia wasn't aware. I shot her a glare and took my hand from Amelia's. "We are not together Bella." I heard Amelia say and my heard dropped to my toes. I thought she had feelings for me but when I looked up to her face I saw her light blush on her cheeks that relieved me. "Right". I said. "Plus we are not here to talk about that. We are here to talk about you. Why are you doing this to yourself?" I asked looking at Bella.
There were ten minutes of arguing before Bella asked us to leave. She was tired and couldn't argue with us anymore. Bella made Amelia promise to come back enough. She needed her sisters support and I knew Amelia needed time to get used to the fact that her sister was dying and the less time they had together.
We stood outside now. I looked at her face as I saw she wasn't handling this quite well. I sighed and pulled her into my arms. "We are going to be fine." I whispered in her ear sweetly. I felt her burry her face into my chest. "Shall we go? I can drive you where ever you want." I said kissing the top of her head. "Take me to the beach…." She said and I knew what she needed. The truth…. I knew she was getting to the beach to calm down and figure out the weird puzzle that was shuffled inside of her. I thought it was time to let her know my part of the truth too…. She was ready to know I would always be there for her when she needed me.
